My story of Tibet 11: Good-bye, Tibet
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Good-bye, is to meet you again, not never good-bye.
Graduated from college, the words engraved on the table is: farewell good-bye to it, there is always a new temptation in front of you, compensate you.
Disappointment in love, the good-bye, they all had their own such a reminder.
But this time, I do not know what is more tempting than by Ali.
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Old non-promised for next year will certainly take me away Ali.
The old is not something that my boyfriend, looked like a good guy, mainly jumbled pigtail that would think that he makes a non-good category, we Bajiao Street shopping, numerous stall holders Chong, he cried out: "Buy Tibet knife it? "
Is always a look of the old non-depressed: "I do not like a good person?"
I nodded solemnly.
Trip to Tibet Before that, he warned me repeatedly: not allowed to go to Ali, allowed to go to Nepal, not allowed to take the Sichuan-Tibet ... ... allowed in the numerous, niu-niu students went very reluctantly only to Namco, Everest, Shannan and Nyingchi. Because the old non-said: If you do not obey the break you.
The east wind, newspaper brass, this world is more afraid?
So, niu-niu is not afraid of being old and non-divorced, only the case has been closed to re-have been faced with bubbles, this is a difficult project, had to obey.
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Adhere to what I grew up right there unimaginable dedication, when I do anything, they will not be a temporary shift of attention and forget, as my mother have to worry.
So Ali has become a firm goal in my mind. After all, had nearly unlimited, they pass by.
Gang Ren Bo Qi is a horse, I also belong to horses, the same horse can not meet, naturally regret.
Green Park take the time, lack of exercise in the Green Park in front of my breathless, for the first time, my stubborn head low: Next year I would go with you Ali, you took me to Mt.
Next year! In fact, it is difficult to fulfill the promise of tomorrow, let alone a year later. But I still believe that this for us, is not difficult.
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A sudden cold, make my trip to Tibet, ahead of three days over, again and change the ticket, finally bid farewell to the present.
Are not afraid of parting, I think that sometimes two people waving farewell, may be inferior to the letter boxes thrown into the moment of sadness.
Living with a girl C asked me: "go, and hurt?"
I say no, I am a person living in the moment, and I firmly believe that I will come again and will be the one again.
Lhasa, the sun is very bright, with the time I came to the same.
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And then to Gonggar Airport, has not the same as when you first landed here. At that time, in Tibet before I was somewhat shy, bewildered children.
Now, I have a dialogue with it calmly, and looked at it thin.
Many people say that there has changed, so some people argue this is progress of the times, the Tibetan people have thought of a good life.
I am very tacky is moderate to think that this is a Pandora's box was opened that year, when it is, love, light, beautiful, warm, there are also evil, hate, sadness, suffering.
There is no real Shangri-La, there is no perfect man, nor one we are asking for Tibetan imagination.
Tibet is always in Tibet, it has been itself.
Even if we love people, we often know each other is not perfect. Perfect is a freak, as if behind the scenes there are always difficult, happiness behind the multi-insider.
In any one place, will be cultural, philosophical, ideological invasion, Lhasa as the capital city, was naturally the first one was hit. Flashing red light, the Gongchoujiaocuo, Ni Guang-Yan Yu Ying, Xiang Yan motherland place elsewhere do not have much difference.
And then a narrow one point that can not criticize a woman fall, but also a man to look for fall. Or, conversely, can not criticize a man who willingly obscene, but also the front there is the temptation to abuse a woman.
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We are the real estate sector has bit the famous Wang Shi, the first we know that he is through his Vanke, as well as the Forbes list, and later, more people know him because he was climbing Everest this year.
With regard to this matter, highly controversial. On the one hand, people have this one already over fifty other experienced businessman and admiration on the one hand, people say a large extent, Shi-Deng Everest pile of money out of. It is said that 8300 where he also wireless Internet access, online friends curse: are Tibetans something back for him.
I only said I, If I were given the chance, I certainly can not be so high board, to the survival limit, a step away are insurmountable.
Look at other people, those back-fu, is always in the fame behind, as if the people on the moon has only remember one Armstrong.
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Ali Pig heard that I live in camp, saying that he afraid of death painlessly, and even Rongbuk no live. In fact, I am also afraid to die painlessly, base camp 5200 meters, I was very well aware not die, but difficulty in breathing. However, to a higher level, and I have already fled.
C have been saying that she did not like traveling with the same husband and wife or lover, I said, I will not think this. Because I go to Mount Everest, when eight individual years, there are three pairs of husband and wife, are a model couple. I do not know what it was like a fight, but in the way, they are doing a very independent individual, but also care for one another.
In the camp, Ah Chen is probably afraid at night, they had oxygen. I woke up and saw her husband standing Allue band of her oxygen. In fact, Allue himself not feeling well.
The next morning, Ah Chen Ningning never heard of apart from comfort, the great music, said: "I heard you were sick, I will not worry, I will not so sad a."
In the future as I think of her remark wanted to laugh.
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The eve of leaving Tibet, I would not sleep for the first time in here. Lying in 2 hours, or there is no hardship Italy, and many everyday rarely think about it, is not willing to think about things after another, the seeds of evil in the brain sprout, rolling snowball piled up. Even if the hard repression, it is still growing, just like the power of the seeds break through boulders, my depression and finally broke out at some point, reached its limits.
I lay there, his left eye Qinchu tear, but I dare not say anything, because in the same room there is C, she was going tomorrow, Shannan, and I not used to let other people hear me cry.
At first, I would like to come to Lhasa dusk, in the Jokhang Temple, some people let us listen to a rock with a hole that is to hear your inner voice. I remember that Fuer In the past, that as in an empty cave, ever have buzzing response.
That moment I am reminded of my friend terror birds and small J, they Wanlaijuji mind can not calm when the prayer: Lord is my shepherd, I will not to a lack of ...
A different God, to our belief is the same. Such as springs and watering a soul pure land.
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The bus to the airport, I met a university in Beijing, the Tibetan girl, and she called the post measures, meaning Kailash Mansarovar Yatra, because she was born in Ali Shiquanhe, watching Gang Ren Bo Qi and Manasarovar long Great.
Thin, short hair, from the junior high school will be studying in Beijing, her family has now moved to Lhasa, she said Ali, a year back home, or will it turn to the Mt Lake, she was more than 70-year-old grandmother, still frequented turn Hill, Mt each, are starting the morning, at night, go home.
I asked her: "You will return to Tibet after graduation it?"
Of course, she said.
In her view, the best place ever in Tibet, in addition to Tibet, the mainland for her best in Beijing.
I said that Tibet is a good place, if my boyfriend can become a group of cadres, he must Ledian Dian, I am sure flew children to resign now over, I'll have to work out, Mr., myself often - oh, no, yes " often occasionally "- go on a trip, traveled in Tibet where large and small.
Sera back to this dream we have done auspicious day on the road, imagine the two of us smiling, no less than the year of their degree of dementia Acacia Jose and the San Mao, a neighbor's farm.
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Gang measures is a shy girl, I do not love to speak, but we also talk in Tibet.
Gang measures 5 years younger than I, she said: "Do you really like the work of several years of the people."
I told her it was because my people are the cause of that pursuit is not, so it is not utilitarian.
She He He laughed.
Reading junior post measures, and were removed from the community for several years niu-niu, there is a tie not a tie-in said, and the dream of Tibet continued into the plane.
Front of a man turned around and asked: "You spent much time in Tibet?"
Gang measures hesitation, replied: "more than 20 days."
She did not say is that the Tibetans themselves, probably because it said a lie, he turned his head looked at me and smiled shyly.
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Think of my first forum mix of friends, joy Song said: I hate to go to Tibet travel person. Tourism is your freedom, your money, you want to go anywhere into. Not that the Tibet Autonomous Region do? What is it? Exercise your body get it? Sublimation of the soul of it? I have always wanted to visit the children in Tibet, I asked her why she go, she could say. Alas, the dog days of travel! Tibet is so high, and in poor condition, there is no flush toilet, Do you all want their own feces and urine sprinkle holy land of Tibet to it?
I said: grapes. I still want to go to Tibet. Braved the danger of scolded, said he wanted to say. Wronged it, tears in the spin. (I was there for the head, is holding a fist, pudgy bodies, alone, sitting in a small guy washing pool.)
Kind-hearted beauty thin quickly Quan Jia said: want to go where go where, as long as they conform to the heart, I feel that we have nothing to say.
Neurotic's Song Bing B wrote: It should be said that some people are very annoying to go to Tibet tour. Means that also some people travel to Tibet is not too annoying.
At that time went to Tibet's non-Ichiro said: Tibet and the Tibetan people have toilet toilet's.
Today, I came back from Tibet and found that Chen Sesame Black Millet posts were turned up, re-read, and I'm cute.
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My colleagues have graduated from Tsinghua University Department of Architecture, a woman, in particular, like to come to Tibet. Vacation time, the company sent her to Australia, she refused, they went to Tibet's own backpack.
Think about it, to make money, nothing to worry about. After thinking the results are mostly to no avail.
Dad warned me: "The next time you go out not allowed to just tell your mother."
I laughed: "If telling you, it means one thing - which I also will not go, so I was not going to tell you next time."
Daddy beard blowing air to Deng Yanjing.
My father did not know a kind of lovely birds, can not be boundary.
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The plane left Lhasa, I specifically chose a window seat, from the aircraft down to the beautiful mountain prostrate at the foot of hard to imagine that I had them look up to.
Did not fly far, he would face a lot of air shocks, a vast expanse of whiteness outside. I am reminded of the crash are experiencing a lot of air, and then hit the mountain. I was very much a crow to think: If you encounter such a time, at that moment, I wonder what? I am going to do? Love my people think?
Quickly Pooh himself something, I still have to return to Beijing to see the French Impressionist Painting Exhibition, listen to Andrea Bocelli years (as of now, look at the charming Andrea has no hope).
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I cast not hear the barking of dogs in the Nam Co, a super sleep power, aircraft transfer in Chengdu, the plane landed after the wake-up I was gang measures.
Then take-off from the window looking out, even white clouds in particular, the setting sun irradiation, such as vast expanse of whiteness of the snow, there is no end to endless.
A kind of moment of trance, I would say that, like the northeast, Gang measures are thought of her childhood Ali.
If on earth there is another one of the world, if someone can walk through the clouds, then this floating cloud, they like to another horizon, we share the same sun.
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Beijing really big, slow flying over in Beijing, I was the first time such a clear and watching Beijing. Large areas of lights sometime, as if no end in sight, numerous small bright spots on the ground line shift, for a long time before I see that it was lights.
Just a few hours, my feet no longer the land of Tibet.
Good-bye, Tibet, and I am back again.
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Each person's life, is a long journey.
The Tibet is always there.
20,041,015 Beijing
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