Stroke:
December 31 evening 9:30, T81 times, Beijing - Dalian
January 1, Waterfront Road, walk, nap, eating, reading, Internet
January 2, Waterfront Road walking, injuries, late 8:30, T85 times, Dalian - Beijing
I Camera
I was packing my luggage. I took out the camera from the camera bags - to the hands, it suddenly had life, I hold it, it with my palm so Shunian, as if a part of my body. I know I have been accustomed to travel with it. So I put it into the backpack - this is an approximately 15 liters of a small backpack, which had been stuffed with clothes and books, the camera can only grumbled, squatting top. I fiddle a bit, just be able to bag one way or another chain, and that makes me quite satisfied. Then, I again in front of boxes of film to promote backpack pouch, this time, the entire backpack just like my stomach overeat from time to time, like, showing an air of its inadequacies. I continue to check the camera bags, was found inside a flash. It made me guilty of starting the difficult: with or without? With the words of my backpack overwhelmed, without photographs, then I will not complete - can not be captured under those lights blurred, would like to make people feel bad together.
After careful consideration, I made a decision - I put the camera and film out from the backpack, camera bag in the back.
Is easy to explain why I gave up the camera, that is the mentality of trouble over the creative impulse. However, in such a facile interpretation of complex reasons behind the scenes there. Has been a change of heart in the eyes of men and women of the most trivial request will be viewed as a kind of trouble - I have photography as well. Photography for me is no longer important, or is no longer as important as before. Our honeymoon is over, leaving only the interests of the calculation.
II for two years
Similarly, the last day of the year, the same T81 second train, the same 21:30, the same bunk beds, the same lights in loneliness.
Two years ago, not all are related to two samples. Life is a repeat, none is as poorly corroborated by this more.
Morning 7:30, I stood in the railway station square, carrying my little bag. Days have been great light, city is awake. A thin fog in the air, mixed with the hot cooking restaurant, the atmosphere became lively and up. Around the city of skyscrapers, as I like to leave two years ago. Rush of passengers from the station, the hotel was the same broker who hastily cut out: "Sir, to hotel accommodation?" I took the card, "as long as 50 standard rooms, very cheap, two-star's!" Days, the price actually was kind enough to Two years ago, exactly the same.
However, there are changed. That was me. Two years ago I stood here, with a frustrated and lonely. Now I stand here only a calm mind.
Two years, the world is just a yawn, a person is heaven and hell.
III nap
About me walking in Dalian is really nothing you can narrate the. We have already too familiar with the arrangements really do not need any special ceremonies or line. The only thing I do, and it is the only way to boast about, that is, sleeping quietly in her arms for an afternoon - this afternoon nap so gentle, so deep, so quiet, I have failed in the past enjoyed a whole year.
IV left
The reason is very simple to leave, my legs walking the coastal roads in picking up an injury, which put an end to my left to go to any excuse. Trailing leg of travel, I feel the taste of deep, it is in the Zhouzhuang and Sai Kung, always so you do not expect to have a good mood. Evidently, for this trip, I do not have too many regrets, because I have not started playing too high expectations. Back there again, the best results from the point of view, but the leftovers will be duplicating it again overnight, it is in any case not as fresh and fresh for the first time, but worse results may be found in the leaves inside the caterpillar , or by repeated dishes ruined his appetite. Not surprisingly, in order to look stunning start is always the feeling can not be sustained. Her charming eyes and her sexy red lips, her body like a devil to people with all aspire to the impossible ... ... This is the first glimpse of the so intriguing, people intoxicated. But good-bye it? I can just imagine seeing her swollen eyes, and his head hair or crumbs. When the curious tide faded, leaving only the rugged gravel. For a city, is really the most discerning visitors lover. Chu Jianshi he was a juvenile who do not understand things, your smile is a frown his surprise, the addicted and forget. Can once again came to, he was with the most demanding vision - he has seen your cards, you know nothing about the intention of telling them. You with open arms to greet him, and he was so dismissive response. To curry favor with ignorance and juvenile easy to please a pleasure quarters of the veterans - girl ah, how many chips you have on hand?
If a tourist is not a life, if only holding taste the taste of the mentality of a city, then a city but a piece of chewing gum - it eventually will chew on your greed has become dull next.
V rhythm
Trailing leg to walk the road with the ordinary people have a different rhythm, that is, go much slower than the average person. My old injuries are walking at the beach when the recurrence, where I walk quite a pain, there is no taxi there is no pedestrians around, the road ahead still far very far. Worst of all, I can not estimate the specific objectives of distance: curved plate mountain and inaccurate maps depicting the judge made me do anything. All these people feel isolated and helpless, I have only kept forward, a square may be out of its present predicament. However, in the city, this slow-moving made me very frankly. Although some pain, but it is quite safe. All around, as long as you are willing to put themselves as a disabled person, there would not be any danger. Moreover, the benefits of slow with slow, for example, I could easily walk both sides of the shop, carefully observe the windows of the items at the same time proud to accept the attention of the surrounding, just like the big boss inspect their properties, and even, I can use my the speed with the usual community to do a little confrontation, for example, in the fast-food store, I can take a leisurely meal, so that hungry people back with me anxious. However, this trick sometimes not very good: When I was down from the bus or down the stairs with the crowd, I must try to fast, so that they could keep up with the rhythm of others - if you do not, I always will be pushed back the tide or submerged crowded.
This may explain why in today's society is so hard to maverick - in the lonely time, maverick does not make sense, and insecurity among the crowd, you have to endure someone else's eyes, and the mass of your rhythm伤害.
Author: andrewyu
