I have been do not deny that I am a sentimental woman.
When one day and found that life is not what I want to look like, it is so resolutely looking to make up some feelings. Although I know that many times, feeling all relative. The more you imagine a perfect, you can see the more disappointed.
2004/03/06 weekend for the first time, determination, a person, pack up your things look at the scenery.
In fact, before a friend of mine invited me to participate in other activities mill. He said the security problem does not rule out that a person to Xitang would be boring very boring, it is better to participate in their walking and corrupt activity.
I know that he has personal experience, he wants me into an active circle, not one person alone slip into a lone donkey. His good intentions, I Xinling, but I have already made a determination. I am such a person, with no hesitation, when set a target, but once made a commitment, very few were left. (Some people say that such a person, narcissistic, perhaps.)
I am honored, because there is a friend to accompany me to accompany him, although at the end, I refused, but that is because of the warm friendship, and I was so love the world. And I refuse, simply because sometimes I just want someone so passing scenery. Do not stop, there is no trace.
Therefore, in the end, a person Laolv follow the pace of 14:40 minutes in the afternoon on time riding the train from Shanghai to Huaihua. I have never had a sense of direction, I rarely go to a person familiar place. Although I have done enough StrategiesChinaInc, so that was later regarded as a laughing stock, can be out of the station that Yicha Jiashan, I felt lost. I do not know how I have such feelings, one trip, it should be the best moment to relax, be it Yicha to see non-stop to come to ask whether or not to ride on the tricycle, listening to them and the Shanghai phase about the same accent, I've got a moment of illusion, the feeling that they come to the wrong place.
I asked myself, what I'm looking for is what kind of feeling? Freedom? Happy? Care? Or something else? I look forward to a beautiful encounter do? I look forward to an unexpected encounter?
Do not know, it seems, it would seem not.
However, people have come here, does not allow such a distant non-answers I think about the issue, my purpose, but Xitang. That live in a town of the millennium. Those bridges water people.
Rushed Xitang was already evening. Dim light, mottled shadow, and finally the hard work all the way down slowly. I later met a friend, said I was tired, he was very dismissive, he said to go Xitang also tired? And such problems, more than one person say so. So I really doubt, is not I'm really old? Why do I see Xitang is tired?
I hurry to find shelter, so the evening did not Xitang camera in my left too many shadows. This is coming back to find it a great pity. The far the most regret is that I actually do not dare to live in an old house that used those old blue cloth of the mattresses and blankets. I have as much as possible to imagine a long history of those old houses, and put their own fantasies into the Ming and Qing Dynasties of those boudoir woman gestures of tenderness and the ladylike look, but the gloomy feeling that I felt afraid to let. Not feel in a live. I was not even a strange bed who would not sleep ah, but actually imagined doing a lone donkey horizon, I really had to be you Xiaodiaodaya.
Come in the night before, I Xitang is disappointing. Perhaps I used to live in the suburbs, can from time to time to see the same willow, the same stream's sake. Although these are Bangshui Mingju built, felt different, but I am disappointed with its dirty hair and green water, disappointment with those of modern hand-written signs. Until the lanterns.
Has been seen in many pictures the night of Xitang. However, when I was on the ground, feeling, or different. That Yi Sha, if there is a love of people, fingers Interlacing of holding hands walking will be able to come to R & B, right? So quiet so mellow, Shao grow old in one night, arrived too tired panic decades. Just that, but, who, willing to do Interlacing the fingers holding my hand away?
Kind of feeling, not love. Commitment to a long marriage with the child and attachment. Unfortunately, you're not willing heart to understand.
Xitang night, I sat Langpeng pumped under the two cigars. Feeling chilly.
And in a strange bed, Wei Leng, no sleep. Therefore, missed the morning Xitang.
But the second day, and a donkey together colleagues from Pudong, I still feel that this trip Xitang line, the value of the.
He helped me shoot a lot of pictures. True colors, feel lively. He said that, I believe my capture technology, your turned into a beautiful woman. Now look at the uploaded photos, found that indeed there are a few people like.
And this way because of his companionship, came out of the confusion and loss have all been replaced by a smile.
I know that I and every person can only be passing, to have a moment of convergence, it is already the most beautiful scenery.
Return on the road, I heard that first encounter:
Winter is leaving, I heard a certain period of wake up so I think I can not, therefore I look forward to the future arrangements for the future cloudy in the evening out of the window to the left to the right of a person waiting for love to look forward to come to Po I met a few bends Who has what kind of dialogue I was waiting for the person he was the future of how far I have heard the wind from the subway and sea I love lining up to hold the number card I had a time to move forward Feifei the sea where we have in love I looked hurt a little bit narrow road junction dream I met an accident you are the most beautiful day of my mystery will be unveiled
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Author: luomuqinghan
