Very fortunate that he stopped in the old cell, alone go back to Kamiyama.
Why should we switch to mountain? The book has the answer.
However, Kamiyama will tell everyone a different answer.
Before, I do not know what it will say to me.
【Know do not know】
Turn piedmont of that night, I had insomnia.
Walking out of five and a half months for the first time, I am really scared.
● I do not know:
I do not know Kamiyama.
I do not know, 52KM is long. I do not know, 5700M is tall.
I do not know, every year, how many people died on the road.
I do not know, the next snow, in addition to Tibetan, there can reclaim the most powerful of the donkeys back.
I do not know my body.
My senses almost broken in half. Right ear hearing loss, right nasal block-up, right pain in the throat gently.
Every day, runny nose, spitting, multi-band bloodshot. Mild diarrhea.
Zheme Xie days, has been at the foot of the big family Kamiyama actively drinking, passive smoking.
The past few months has been the world's highest roof of the most basic to fill their stomachs.
I do not know the equipment:
A pair of ordinary shoes;
An ordinary pair of jeans;
A general down clothes.
● I do not know:
One of the most serious problem there waiting for me.
● I understand that:
I know that he can not know the depth to go test it.
I know, I do not have a good physique, there is no qualified equipment. Even, there is no money to hire a non-distressed porters.
I know that as long as there are hotels, I can not sleeping bags, no matter how dirty it was said that the quilt. As long as there is water, I can only drink butter tea eating tsampa, no matter how hard some people say to drink boiled water. (In fact, the quilt is a quilt, water is boiled)
I know that the only thing I do is to accompany. I am not a person to turn. This is not Meri, this is Ali.
● I also know:
I know that every year, every day, someone is constantly turn, every individual, every time, every turn, have proved that it is not life to the limit.
I know, I really want to look into the holy mountains, when a weak and humble person with a desire to deal with a pious and sacred nature of the dangerous, naturally, how to deal with this weak mind.
I know, bad weather, large numbers of large numbers of pride that only a trace behind and returned to Heroes. They have enough courage, but they are naturally cruel cross but this time high.
I know, I weak, I must rely on the forces of nature.
So
I am waiting for the sunrise had stopped snowing weather;
I waited a bit in restoring physical state;
I am waiting for a good group of those who go the same way.
【Hurts】 (【】 long-winded is not long-winded)
Sleep a night, Tian Kuailiang time, it seems that finally entered the sleep, the door out "go!"
3 small group of young Tibetans, a young Tibetan girl, each spirit, the atmosphere. All the way, laughter.
They go fast, I am going, but also surprised by its own potential. I said to myself, Han nationality, a woman can not lose too hard and not let their disdain. I wonder how they can do it. Also due to Lennart Meri and just looked at the foot, step by step, calmly.
They want the Tianzang Tai, I followed on. Therefore, they have to climb Temple song, I followed the climb. In short, follow their lead on the right.
Suddenly, in the downhill when the knee pain up.
This is the sleepless nights that most do not know the problem.
I should know.
I forgot!
The double-knee, has been ranked number one in Huangshan, and then, suddenly refused to work.
I did not remember!
Also went to Emei went crazy one. The first day, the first one went on the pride of the Golden Summit. The next day, only sitting on the Shame Pole to cry.
I forgot!
Also in the Three Gorges to go for a trip away form. The first day, three men laugh at me "women as their male colleagues," The next day, I have only one step on board a Norwegian to be moved to sit next stop, so they had gone.
I actually forgot again!
I do not know why, I always forget. I never never mind. The pain was not ruthless do? Do not ah, every time the pain had me worried ah, pain with knee pain is also a vanity. But why will always remember it?
★ I should keep in mind, this knee, like my people, and only stronger upward, do not understand Qu Zhang.
I started leaning Shui Po, straight-legged walk. Not sure, I can go where.
Across any one of the obstacles, they see me bouncing around like robots, are laughing. Taught me a unique skill:
"When the knee is not on your own."
Can you?
The mountain that night, but also insomnia. Lotus master Xinzhou desperately remembered. I do not ah. I do not partners, dragging their hind legs. I do not want to be left in the open where this boundless. Can, Can, so that the knee did not hurt?
Read all night.
The next day, the knee still.
Yakou to work towards it.
Wind, right? Breathing, but come on? Tired, right? Of breath, right? A high mountain, right? Got a bad heart, right? All of these, without a little bit of experience. A little bit do not!
The whole world only my knee is the knee. Hurts! Zuanxin the pain!
No choice. There is no Pole, no hotels, no going back.
Step by step, move forward! Step, once a tooth biting!
Started rising. The snow and ice accumulation on the road.
Tashi and so on, where the hand to me, helped me a step by step in the snow where upward, upward. Because of pain, we can not force support, it is not balanced, and almost always his left foot right foot tripped, and quickly balance the moment, but also Zuanxin pain. I am not a lack of upward force, but to Tashi's hand tightly, and I need the support of heart.
Yakou, in my memory, that is, countless streamer, never-ending wind, and my pain.
I hada also float up.
I am pleased, I will come up. I am more worried about my Xiabu Qu.
On, relying on strength. I have!
Next, relying on varicose, I did not!
Down the mountain. Do not bend down, bend not keep my knees.
"When the knee is not on your own." I said to myself. However, the knee refused to comply.
Finally, find a way. Down the road, more ice, slippery. However, there are miscellaneous multi-stone street. I'd turn around, two hands embracing a roadside stone, will be stretched leg straight to go out into the next level. In this way, a one to back down. Walk a few steps, then turned around and look at the stone steps below. I became a real crawler. I have reached a record upside down. Batch after batch of Tibetans toward me with a smile, I smile to make way for them.
No shyness, no fear. Some are proud of. I'm down I can be proud of themselves.
After half an hour. A steep slope.
Tashi they are by the roadside waiting for me. They decided to carry me. I strongly do not. I can do.
This is the Mt. I would like to turn themselves.
They say, a few steps, and back over the steep stone steps of these say. I still insist that I can do.
They no longer listen to me, grabbed my backpack Pub. Tashi standing in front of the back to me.
That warmth back really well.
About three minutes later, down a steep order. I insisted on it and continue to bear my climb.
They first break at the foot of the mountain tea.
The huge mountain, only I have one, leisurely to crawl. I am not anxious, I was only at the foot of that step. Often straightened up and see the endless road. However, I am in no hurry, I look at the foot of that step.
Thirty minutes later, Pub once again climbed up to, to carry me.
Is also a warm three minutes. Pub's back there who shares choking smoke, but smoke all good warm.
Into the tent, I am jumping lines. Jumping to sit down, jumping up on their feet. Often stumbling right foot left foot. They laugh, I laugh. Lie Zhezui, not tell is a pain or laugh.
Tashi has finished tsampa. I would myself. (Other people eat instant noodles. I love tsampa)
Deliberately clumsy, kicking up clouds Tashi they laughed.
Finally, a good pinch, sent to his mouth. Alas, I was doing so delicious! How much more delicious than the previous? Is my hand good? Is my hand touched countless Kamiyama's stone? Yes, I would seize every one of manpower so rough red stone, step by step, down, down. Pub of his leather gloves thrown me, I threw back, "Do not, to wear bad." I do no think I have to wear a bad hand.
They going to, tsampa why so sweet. Yes I am hungry ruthless it?
In fact, not. I was thinking, you know. I decided to make their own time, Tashi for me, put butter in the bowl, put sugar, before being placed in highland barley flour, into the buttered tea. That butter and sugar, is twice the usual ah!
Sitting in the tent, I asked, "today also went away?" They said yes.
"I'm afraid I go elsewhere had."
"You should also back back back."
In this sentence, I know I have no reason to stop.
Fortunately, more than gentle mountain.
I have pain in the knee, more pain, the friendship, continue to walk.
Way different. On both sides of the high snow-capped mountains, gurgling spring water shed. Late autumn gold, orange, pale yellow caoba the son of one another in a crystal-clear streams. I know that the beautiful scenery. However, in my mind, only a concept, go on, stay on track. Streams, there are round thick stone, the original I can fly like a wizard, like in the past. But now, no. So painful that I could not stabilize its own balance.
Gonzo, holding me, a stone with a stone across. I put the weight of its own by the hand, passed on Gonzo. Must grip tightly, tightly.
A while, jian shui less, I will let Gonzo go first.
Within minutes, Publius also there, in jian shui side, reached for waiting for me.
One has a jian shui end to it.
Finally, has completed jian shui can be a solo. Allowed to gaze longingly in front of them, I have only one thought, walked, walked, do not stop. They took a stop to rest, smoking. I have to catch up, they asked me break prodigiously, I would say no. So I go, they stopped there. For a while, they pass me. Again in front of one, stopped to rest. I follow the same track in the past. It was so cross with each other.
In this way the pain has been with, has been walked. Always spoke with his words:
Pain to the limit it? No! The pain tears it? No! Would it hurt to see how pain can be! Allow it to numb the pain.
In this way the pain has been with, has been walking, has been spoke with their own words:
There heartache do? No! That the agenda for what? Heart, the pain has been how to land! And heart pain compared to this point What kind of pain?
In this way the pain has been with, has been walking, has been spoke with their own words:
Heartache, but also What kind? There is such a pain, no such treatment can not spoil their own place. Once the heartache, the agenda for what? !
Is the case. Always walk, walk, until finally, felt:
This knee is not his.
Walking, has been away!
There is no end to walk without pain to walk.
Farther carefree, farther dripping. Pain carefree. Heartache too, that is Excitement!
Even the thought of Forrest Gump. I can also take a good knee, it completely?
Tashi They studied one another blot on a rock, then go to touch, with the first touch.
In round two the same size side by side, the stone recesses, they said, it is governance knee. I do not hesitate to kneel on two holes. Mind there is only one wish: Let me carry on, transfer finished Kamiyama.
In another place, they said, close your eyes, see if he can refer to that pit hole inside. Tashi refers to very accurate, I refer to the distortion of the galaxy from. Tashi said, "This is to see you are not filial filial piety." I said "Yes, and I was very filial piety." Tashi Mt is to her mother's illness, he was a filial child.
Finally, at home.
52KM, 5700M, the first one 8:00 into the second 21:00.
My knees turn the mountain, with two days of pain.
My heart turn the mountain, with two days of pain.
I can not believe that I can use such a pain, in two days to turn the mountain.
I know that, without these partners, I can not do.
Holding partner's hand and got a double force.
Partner's eyes looked at and thought was sweet, rather than pain.
Such a partner, they show you all the way, catch you all the way, perhaps even hold you a way.
As a firm and strong hand holding, relying on a smooth as warm on the back, facing the timid, as the deep affection of the eyes. Knee pain ah, you can come again more violent!
Kamiyama, he does not bully. He did not despise you because you are weak, but he will help you find your weak. To tell you, it is not immutable. His power everywhere. Love of partners, the firm itself, the belief in the omnipresent inside. So, he is a mountain, even God, has been quietly looking at you, listen to you. He will tell you what, as long as you walk in, and his dialogue.
Thanks partner!
Thank Kamiyama!
【】 Episode
(A)
Kamiyama on that night.
Middle of the night, stomach Bu Hangle. To go out and make the wind ah. Went to Bacon, or the wind ah. Then taken farther away, I heard the dogs barking over soon as urgent. Zaiwang Hui run, squat, was again the wind scared to stand up pitted, was again returned to the dog barking scared. Can not find one. To make the wind ah, the wind ah. That the wind, and only allows you to shrink tightly, and then shrink tight. Chow Sang Sang to acute stomach. However, the wind ah, the wind ah!
Only running back, live on the other side of the door, Xilihuala up.
Do not give other people see ah. Kamiyama's been so rude in!
Days does not shine, and quickly find some paper bags ah ah to clear up the mess. Out of the door, hand set with plastic bags, pick up a Frisbee, "brush" manner to the distance a, the ground and never see the slightest trace. Hands, rub do not have to rub on it, went to lunch.
(B)
Kamiyama inside the next morning.
In the hotel owner's tent to eat breakfast. Five of us plus the boss, Wai side of the stove. Next to a bed. Quilt outside the first two heads, that is, yesterday, a pair of young people sitting together, the boss's relatives. Then, the two heads on the indentation quilt gone. That quilt began to shake, hum. We sat next to an hour, then shake for an hour on the quilt.
Author: westowhere
