Blue Sunday - quote to Yaya
Blue Sunday morning, woke up, I heard all the doors and windows were issued along with the rhythm of the wind vibration of the sound, we know that this must be a high days are blue, the wind was piercing cold, sunny day. Probably the case in early winter in northern bar, often at low altitude night's storm clouds will sweep clean and fog have dust thoroughly, the next day early morning blue sky, the true nature of Mother Nature put the innocent to exposed to the people on the ground is covered with residual Shou Akie leaves. If it is in Dalian seaside home, through the night you can hear the wind caress the time of high-rise buildings in general Bell xiao.
Open the heavy curtains, turned out to see the capital all year round high a rare sunny skies, the sun is no exaggeration to brilliant gold, is really a blue Sunday.
The music seems to be a night of forests are in the sound volume just does not affect sleep. At day before a four-point fast Ono said, and sleep, music, there are twenty minutes must stop, because the set up from time to time. I do not know when to sleep, wake up when they hear the music still ringing, we would like the forest music, the songs of nature continue to chatting we feel the story.
I looked at changing out Rourou transparent light blue, purple, and light-red light of the exquisite hanging CD audio, right Ono said, you are a person will live. She smiled and told me to buy such talk in the beginning, to sound a ran a good number of shops. Let's talk about me to her day before I visited a person's home ground is made of a piece of 20 cm square tiles, such as the size of woven grass mats, very chic very warm, cool, that I was a head mats time I saw; wall scrolls and simple ornaments show that the owner's personality and taste, so I think the owner is a very will live person.
Always feel that a room every detail revealing the owner's personality, taste, taste. I am reminded of the uncle will live equally. His father and uncle from the text of the same tired political personalities but with considerable contrast, the father anxious storms, gentle uncle. Uncle has only two sons, so I am very spoiled. As long as I at his home in the morning he always tapping on my head woke me up and asked me, with no sleep, and then put one in my bed lay the mouth of the royal jelly. After dinner I washed a cup of hot Guozhen, and then give me stories, talk about literature, talk about history, talk about life. "Calm Heart, being indifferent to Ming," and hung banners in the uncle of this family is the true character of his personality and his portrayal. A child may be angry because his uncle would not like to play like the father and child, uncle, family always liked the atmosphere better than like her own family, have always thought that his uncle more than his father will live.
This one for a room and a family atmosphere of the complex, has also been my first love into the root causes. Had more than six years, I had a deep fascination with time to spend six years in the aggregate not more than 10 days of the boys together, initially, because he liked his home and obsessed atmosphere of his home, and each trip to his home or see him have this feeling increasingly strong, made me feel like a family to marry in the atmosphere that he grew up in will be very happy, he will create a made me feel like a happy home.
Ono bounce if you dropped from the blanket, while light to run out and saying I went to the rice simmered on the last night on the soaked rice, blink of an eye like a running back then a gust of wind got into the quilt. Cute girls in the same wizard, it would be nice to others their own tolerance, it will adjust its own emotions is also someone else to adjust, so that a friend is really more the better. Lie down for a while, she gave me to see her wearing jade ornaments, saying that a friend sent, but also up and drawer pulls out another piece of jade, said it was earning very little when he had just graduated from the wound and to buy, because that day bad mood, she would give himself a good mood, gave his own gift.
Ono before going to sleep, and I say people have a strange piece about her wearing jade ornaments of the. She asked me Believe it or not ghosts, I say no letter, she said that she had been wearing a friend sent this piece of jade ornaments, sleep, never picked, but woke up one morning only to find that I do not know when jade ornaments from the ran his own neck on the pillow, and that is exactly the rope knot on her neck when worn state. She said it was a kind of elastic to the knot, untie the need to charge some effort, and unlock after wearing around her neck on the line just as the state also need to charge some effort, she can not think of themselves why in the sleep completed in less complex series of movements and unaware. I said laughingly Anyway, I do not believe that someone else dry.
Ding Ling MTX, Ono's cell phone text messages in the newspaper, is sent by a User. She told me Let's talk about that send text messages to her online friends they talk in perfect mountain climbing with people through the network Shennongjia the story, so we talk in the same way is to get to know our common friends. I said, I am glad the network so that my life has undergone some changes, I am pleased to be able to make your own circle of life other than the one which can affect my friends. Ono, who said that she also felt the impact of his friends is very important, so she like to go to different places in different ways understanding of different people.
Ono I say I like like her and our other friends did insist on a happy person, and she said that she do not agree to adhere to this view happiness, because happiness is something very natural, and not be able to adhere to. I said, I actually agree with her understanding, no one can always maintain a happy state, but I insist on the so-called happy people can be unhappy when actively adjust their own, quickly convert state of mind, and can use their own the positive and infected other people happy. I remember the first time I hear people say Keep happy many years ago at a company meeting, a colleague to do a period of time before the statement summing up the work as far as saying the most important for him is to "Keep happy". In addition to the boss at that time, everyone laughed. That statement gave me the impression that very deeply, he said that he was right, in fact, are nothing more than everyone busy life is to seek happiness and be happy.
I also talk in the network to her influence on me, Let's talk about one day before seen I love the travelogues of the author, imagination and literary talent in science and engineering came from striking the person should be very lofty Snob or even pretentious, and I did not realize is a very easygoing person, in such a busy time of Ken still does not refuse to play with my friends to go to his home requirements. In fact, this is also reasonable to think then, I like that person's travels is that travels inside a deep and compassionate, and let a lofty Snob pretentious person to write such an article a human face, I am afraid is too bite the bullet, and So, as kind and true style, so calm and lighthearted style of writing is bound derived from the easy-going temperament.
Previous day was also the author travels to see another one of her lively and fluent style, but also I like. Saw the girl's feelings and look at her photos of the same whole body from top to bottom reveals a Yigu refreshing, to say the words where there are always strange and makes the convulsed by the punch line. Could not help but want to, she said, you are still beautiful than the pictures, and finally could not said so, but more than a good read slower to catch her.
Also, and Ono, who spoke of "Black Sunday," Let's talk about my on-line link to this piece of them said, I have more than 10 years ago in Reader's Digest to see any relevant background text, from this has been very curious to hear listen, and will now be achieved; the man said he was very surprised because it had the same experience with me. Also saw a person make their own personal home page to write the dream and my dream of actually exactly the same: to earn money before the age of 40, after the age of 40 began to travel around the world, to the end of life drift quietly in one place died. Resonance makes me feel like the exchange of the network is very interesting, very happy.
With a few perfect mountain climbing through the network, which in turn become the life of friends, the only ones who think that after all my experience and life is limited in scope, giving the network provides the opportunity for this constraint, formerly I was too So stubborn never tried this approach. Network with people through the exchange, and more than happy to be alive to know a few people who will live by their infection, in my case it is a lot of gain.
Forest music stopped, I said, for a pan bar, Ono, who said no, that does not fit during the day to listen to you put country music bar. So tiny room was full of "Hotel California" of the melody, the two were on the side of the echo, and with such a lovely place, such a lovely face, side of the wash to get up.
Eating breakfast and lunch, Ono talk in her mother, a very will live and teach her how to live people. So I am reminded of an article, it seems, in more than 10 years ago, Reader's Digest seen that in the United States has conducted a public opinion poll, entitled to their next generation of adults who want to make a piece of advice, the results of more than 90% actually Americans are given the answer is the same: they want their children learn to live. Institute of life, the author of the article said that he is simply this sentence has been deeply shocked. Institute of life, this sentence is also deeply etched in the year reading the article my mind.
After dinner, I want to buy sweaters, Ono person who rode her bike set 24 I went to a market. Cycling is only recently bought exquisite female inclined beams of light cyan car, with one of her small stature, I was very match. She said she is very fond of cycling, knows not much use, or could not help but buy them. Visited the market, a circle, I felt no pleasure to the eye looking at the sweater, Ono were sitting on the proposal to the park while, thin set, she also insisted me to the park.
So the blue Sunday, we came to a park called Yuyuantan. Perhaps because it is winter, though Sundays, visitors are few. Blue skies, blue water sparkling in the wind the waves sparkle. Leaves turning yellow, although the drop of one place, there are still a lot of the branches does not seem so bleak. Water is really a spiritual, as long as there is water where there is the feeling of refreshing, though so small a pool of water, but under such beautiful sunshine, the whole placed on such a Biru wash blue sky, it Qinglie blue inlets are really beautiful. That the water actually called the West Lake, looking ahead, the water is also an arch bridge sideways, looks somewhat like a bridge on the Su Causeway.
Here it really a bit like the West Lake, I said. What better place than the West Lake ah got Ono protesting. So we chatted about a common love of the city of Hangzhou. She, like me, like the feeling of walking around on the Su Causeway. I do not know why, I think if is to look at lakes or streams, waterfalls, then the better choice cloudy, with a touch of mist shrouded, that the water appears to be more Aura; if is to look at the sea, we must select sunny, the sea Liao Kuang List exhaustive stretch in front of you, until the limits of vision. Probably because I went to West Lake, to Taihu Lake, just go to Jiuzhaigou are cloudy, so they Hainan, go to Jeju but just in time for fair weather, and in Dalian, they always want to swim in the sunny days, catching the sea.
The wind a little bit cool, but we think that sitting in the lake feeling fine. I'll give you to sing "Black Sunday" it, I said. You can sing? Ono asked. So I sang her to listen to the first paragraph, and she nodded and put it nicely. I put all sang two behind her. To hear is that it nicely, but you will not be listened to commit suicide ah, people listened, said Ono. Where I have learned up share of the original singers mildly circuitous ah, can someone listening to me sing the black Sunday went to commit suicide呀! I said as he not stop music, although I do not know if she was exaggerated, or call me.
I am that friend is dead on Sundays, I said, I have always felt he was committing suicide. So the blue Sunday, chatting "Black Sunday" in the lyrics again, and Ono, who talked about a friend's death. Perhaps because September is the most beautiful season, maybe that time is just coincidence, but from the 14-storey high-altitude approach is certainly falling down from his choice, I insist not think so.
But why does he must die, I still feel alive and in itself Ting Mei good, no matter what happens in life kind of disaster, to live is the best, Ono said the man. But I quite understand him, he is a very sincere person, a smile always clear, I said. I think he choose to die when the inner extreme despair and pessimism, and he usually optimistic and positive is equally true. I always feel that 1-36 years of age can remain vibrant face, he looked only Ershiqiba years of age, must be because they have a young, optimistic, positive, cheerful attitude. This mentality is when people will be living happily alive and infected others with their own happiness, died when the die will be emphatic.
I think San Mao is also the case of death. So life has always been active in the face of all the tragedies of the San Mao, why commit suicide? Does she use the pen so-to-earth bit by bit rendering happy and positive all fabricated? I think that is true, her tears, her smile is real, her joy, her sorrow, her optimism, her despair is true. She could not endure life in the past have been quite numerous back over the last moments of despair, so in that moment emphatic died.
Blue's Sunday, facing the blue lake, blue sky and golden sunshine, life and death is no longer a heavy topic.
- Maybe someday, I would die so emphatic. Either happy to be alive, or outright refusal to die.
- You also have to want to die, when desperate do?
- You did not before?
- No. What kind of time will be desperate enough to die?
- Are innocent injury, the injury from the people, and you think were doing whole body with vigor and are able to confront extreme to despair of human nature but feel helpless, when, I felt no need to seek the face of the world. Some damage is really not easy not easy cloudy. Happiness and pain, are the alternating optimism and despair, and sometimes out of being able to get through the moment of thanksgiving soul suffering and despair, and sometimes become concerned about this world there will be some pain but also to live even if the reasons for, such as when you When the parents were still alive It's hard to have the heart to let anyone who has black hair and white hair, while sometimes may find all the reasons and have been happy for the support of life and death are so feeble.
- Live need to reason? Very often, I think the reason does not need to live does not require the purpose.
- Ah yes, because of living does not require reasons do not need to end, so would like to live on happily alive, want to die on the outright refusal to die of. Some people take the initiative more optimistic by nature, and some people more pessimistic by nature passive, which is relatively the former in order to maintain a positive attitude on a much larger effort.
Silent child, staring at the glittering surface of the water out afterwards, he turned to see Ono, who is also a trance, eyes shining with tears. Slightly hectares, she and I talk in one of her friends fell into the water experience. Snow day Beijing, she and the other girls rushed to snow, carrying a school bag. Is also a park in Beijing, the lake was frozen, but the knot myself very thick, the girl accidentally fell into a Bingku Long Lane. She loudly for help, when the lake a lot of people see the snow, I heard cries of many people look down the them, and even gloat over heard someone in the discussion fell Bingku Long Lane, and has no one came to help them . She had to kneel on the ice surface itself, effortlessly hand to the downed friend, little by little to help her move to the ice rock edge, and then struggling to her La Shanglai.
I am speechless. I can not imagine just one meter tall and a little more than 50 people at that time will be fragile Ono how tense and difficult, I can not understand living in the claims to have five thousand years of civilization in the history of the ceremonies, said to have good character let's industrious and brave people, why would be so close to two Ruhuasiyu ignoring the wishes of young lives. For any person of life are important, therefore, require any person to save another person lost their life is inhumane, unless the kind of sacrifice is voluntary. But in that moment, they both just need some help, those who run for their two girls, may be fatal if there is no help in terms of helping those who are far from being sacrificed their lives do not even need to sacrifice property, our beloved motherland, the great people of the capital but it will kind of indifferent to it.
So blue Sunday, listening to a story, I think, perhaps decades, from small to large are too many people ignore the life-education, we have been taught to dedicate themselves to the revolution for communism, devotion, in order to defend the New China of dedication, devotion for the liberation of all mankind, for the party and national interests of dedication, for the four modernizations of dedication, devotion to save the collective property, in the end they found that those who are playing politics is a means of the ignorant masses. Maybe a long time, countless lives continue to die from a variety of sports and war, life is habitually served as a dynamic weapon, or even just a part of weapons, in the end only to find just the ambition and become a demon a victim of greed. So utterly reflection, reflection turned towards the other extreme, becoming only attach importance to their own lives and can afford to ignore any other person's life?
We also did a childhood listening to stories of heroic rescue, although the means of propaganda rather amusing. I remember a child look at the paintings of the children, watching his life to save six children stopped frightened horse hero Liu Ying-chun, there is a hero dedicated to children on the mental activity before, saying that he was dying mind emerges out of the image of Lei Feng, Huang Jiguang image Dong Cunrui image, when I asked my mother, my mother did not you say that person has died and do not speak, that Liu handsome paintings before his death how people think this picture of the children know how people are呀? His mother replied, I do not know how they know. So the question becomes in my mind a mysterious mystery. The numerous small to large to see the heroic stories are invariably there is such a hero dedicated to child before or to come forward before the critical moment mental activity, so the mystery has been with me to the ability to think independently to identify the time.
From that incident, I started to understand, and live in this world hard to come across things that have only on its own, Ono said the man.
Hard to come across things that have to rely on their own can not count on someone else. Remark Daoshi right. But this sentence can be interpreted from a different point of view of things other people have hard to let him themselves,咱may have nothing to do with the high hang, even if others can be life-threatening咱stand remain unmoved? Negate the ridiculous propaganda about heroic measures at the same time, you can save even heroes have the good quality of the negative off?
I would like to not know the answer, I am not a saint. This problem has determined that there is no one standard answer. I can only try to understand their own sensibility to the question. I want those heroes to save the time and not because the mind emerges out of some other hero's image, but simply out of good nature. Love has a man and pleasure in helping people to see someone in trouble naturally thought of going to help, knows there are risks related to life and death, but their good nature prompted them to not be able to stand idly by, the situation also does not allow them to consider the risk too many the extent and consequences, and they do not want the process of helping others to sacrifice themselves laid down their lives, but forced a critical situation, God is not such a good long-term perspective to seize a person's life.
The word is a human life, putting the word, the mundane world as full of mutual care and love people have a compassionate child. When all the people are going to ignore people around materialism, and even his own wife, when the earth is no longer caring children, people living there mean?
Daily problems themselves inside their own natural course, but if people are confronted with sometimes encounter very extreme circumstances so require help? I can only make demands on himself, at least stepped forward to provide assistance within its capacity, if necessary, sacrifice their own material interests within its power. I have always done, and for their acts happy. I have been trying, in his heart was subjected to in order to tell whether it hurt and no damage to the person complaining even after Bu Zhiyu despair for humanity. Fortunately, although this troubled world is said to be the World Wind Kusakabe Renxinbugu, but not those without a bit impersonal, so I can live.
Wind gradually become more and more cool, in the water's edge and sat on the bench for too long, we feel very cold, so got up and down the tree-lined road to the park outside, walk a small child ran the activities of the body slide. Ono, who suddenly asked, Montreal, slender leaves that what is on the tree呀? I said, willow Yeah, you did not know Willow Buzhi Yu Lian, right? Ono, people would say, of course I recognize the willow, but it leaves fell on the floor I do not know what a tree! Having we feel funny, so they both laugh.
Blue Sunday, This is how we spent, in Ono were exquisite and the warm boudoir chatter network, talking about friends, the great outdoors in the blue sky to talk about life, about death. Although as usual, nothing special story, but at least on this day, I feel that life is beautiful.
So that all living people are really real on the ground laughing very much love to Kuba
Bei Dao's poems, my favorite is this one. In the blue Sunday, I once again reminded how true this poem.
Blue Sunday. Blue Sunday.
November 2002 18 - 20 Ri
Author: ykkshijiazhuang
