Police camps Feelings
Although the days of those worthy of the occasion in the past almost five years, even though memories of that time has given way to a deeper memories of another alternative, but still makes me never forget. Is my "burning passion for years."
1 In 2095, I successfully recruited, and troops in Shanghai --- Shanghai Armed Police Corps. Preceded by一段小插曲, as eager recruits, when the company where I belong to another town, because of the same name, even let me go to enlistment physical examination, and although I am also drowsily go wrong, the result of course is passed, But in the end, though it is the company's investigation made a mistake the Personnel Section's official name. I still go back to their town, where took part in the examination, and adopted meet the political, but also as activists on behalf of young people recruited to speak, that part of the days of waiting for the troops happy and anxious to. In order to do first prepared a month ago, I started running every morning, in the role of training troops later turned out is obvious.
That was a 12/18 under the watchful eyes of their loved ones in the shuttle climbed the military vehicles, due in Shanghai in the evening with the arrival of the new recruits. Squad leader was a tall dark and I looked about the same guy, because Heishou like 3-year-old, and start with a feeling of awe. When bedtime me the most incredible is: squad leader went so far as to take me feet rushed on a few taps on, when Hou was the winter of my frozen half to death. This is all a matter of fact a small starting point, after a few days no time washed feet.
The first day in the morning so I woke up at six, when a room more than two dozen people have to get up in the Die Beizi, and there are a few people do not rise, and then I was a platoon leader and squad leader. Because Shanghai is the latest soldiers to report, other comrades to 12 weeks long, and what Die Beizi, a single queue, the military hand movements are now basically understood. I can now look at next, and later seems to be in the squad leader and a first-come, with the help of new recruits was busy filling folded the quilt. To hear a lot of people outside the whistle ran out and know that this is a collection of eating breakfast together, singing revolutionary songs of the 56 entered after the canteen, and then company commander of the unified command to sit down and eat breakfast, breakfast is very simple: the yellow of the very hard for bread, there is a little strange odor of mustard, and Jiao Huwei of porridge. Why up to now still remember it so dark? Because although the family is not rich, but that kind of thing is distasteful, so I remember very deep.
Morning seems to be a unified study Die Beizi, learning engage in the House. In this quilt many people much suffering, when Hou I basically have a gap of ten fingers, on a daily basis has to pay on the quilt do not know how many times, coupled with cold weather and dry mouth with blood. Jun Zi is a basic training in the afternoon. A real force to break the freshness of the evening's physical training; the squad leader on duty under orders from 30 individuals of only the short pants off to do push-ups, 2 Alice, negative people squat and side abdomen, may be difficult to understand you What kind of training, the same it is only the beginning. After the Han dynasty and one drink a drop of water to prevent the team leaders that in order to lose weight, avoid doing Junti not float. The impression that the most difficult of the most delicious thing to eat bean milk powder, all day high-intensity training and complementary, inadequate nutrition, physical fitness in every night to eat beans dried milk, after doing a good job (no time during the day is also not allowed to eat), so soybean milk powder has been my very favorite.
In 23 days I was almost able to adapt here, and every morning comrades are the four-point pointer on the clock to get up, Die Beizi, window cleaning, mopping the floor and so on, all the space in the room must be cleaned; appears and dry In fact, my very good exercise habits. 6:00 drill five kilometers; 7:00 a collection of songs (which is also a kind of training) and then breakfast (five minutes); 7:30 is also a training day begins, in the middle apart from two at dinner time until 23 o'clock or so are all the kinds of train. Why is it so detailed that these details do? Because that time is the time to wake up every day as long as the spirit of a moment of high tension is not, and sometimes sleep is not enough time was also jogging in the morning Waking.
Memories is to have one of Henan, the other classes in the training of soldiers, reversing the brain hit a rock after this connection into a vegetative state until now lying on the Shanghai People's Armed Police Corps Hospital, another poor and miserable! Society is so unfair for me a lot of feelings and ideas.
I remember another platoon leader asked me, Where are you from? I said he do not really believe in Shanghai, and then he said I was inside at the Shanghai people are more able to endure hardship, and military quality are also considered acceptable. This has always been very pleased with me, but in the end to the old company I was behind, and this is something put aside.
The most fun is that each week goes by without some of the ideological and political class, we call brainwashing children, in the cafeteria of a school has a stubborn struggle: that and the sleepy to fight. The training intensity continually increased, and sometimes sixteen or seventeen hours, rest a serious enough, the time in class will be beyond the control of the eyes closed, even behind the squad leader severe vision and bitter to once. Scared to go back after the meal is definitely scolded then corporal punishment. Therefore, assessment of which classes of discipline and performance in class is a way to which classes of people for at least sleepy. May be some ridiculous, but I really laugh.
If the recruits do not even sum up the words: here every day, endless training and never stop commands, until someone in a dream will often cry password, the mental state is always tight and relatively strident. This is the military life of an open chapter.
Looking back now with the new recruits is relatively good, at least fewer recruits more veterans. Why? In April, when I was assigned to the grass-roots companies located in Songjiang, in fact, it is only one row only, due to the special nature of our mission squadron, three rows are located in three different places separated from stagnation point.
In the New Year a time to return home only one and a half, at home on the way home from the station has been running, when they saw the mother's when she thought I was fled to come, because in this go before the middle of the eight individuals already have two others fled back to before. After all, is the first time living away from home, when the feeling at home is essential, experience.
Has always maintained that his three years as some people do not learn man's shrewd and skilled mastery of interpersonal relationships, one is reluctant to be too contrary to their own principles and ideas, another is the lack of talent is actually stupid in this respect only, Until now, or so, but sometimes get some oil.
Here was found a very strange phenomenon: namely, very common in Shanghai, the local Shanghai people look down on foreigners, because the relationship between the troops, and many outsiders would evolve into such a feeling rebellious type of look down upon the people of Shanghai. Because in the armed forces to a large extent depends on their ability to measure quality, including military one, but to give them the impression that Shanghai soldiers are often lazy and suffer poor, Shuahua Tou, poor quality, so often an incomplete view我们. In fact, I am also very disgusted with people who look down on outsiders, since people in disadvantaged circumstances to stay in Shanghai to learn, they certainly have some ability to explain people, in fact, already paid a lot. So, now the middle of most of my friends is the outsiders, but not in Shanghai a few. Ha .. account geographical concepts with Chinese characteristics, caused by such a phenomenon.
Two
Start the next to the old company can also, there is a saying called "ex-soldier recruits Chinese New Year." However, after New Year day of course, sad, and veterans left, the second year we have eight new recruits veterans put together the first beat, and then announced that henceforth the rules and requirements. Since then, meant that the real force life.
Now remember it also appeared to be very painful, also find it is not necessary, but since have written before, and would have to take some. At that time life was simple, during the day in addition to normal day and night, a variety of training and a group of posts, these are nothing. Looked at recruits who are afraid of is the evening meal eat well after a few hours, that period of time is to strengthen arrangements for engaging in physical training, said the training is actually training the whole person into one + Bale. The one that is thousands of squat, push-ups it is not an hour is to get up in the middle is a veteran played cat-and mouse game play and watch your pain Man Man of the torture you, then you will be next to the number of Password or slightly satisfied with respect to a leg at every turn. There is not just physical as mental torture again. Maybe you can always rest, said Sunday it, do not Jia! There are 56 pots of dirty clothes and blankets waiting for you to wash it, and if you feel lazy or resentment but do not wash clean, then let you taste a basin of water in the hot sun start with end squat Bu taste, if the add a little seasoning, if that is beside the conditioning in the summer night, you sty. Enough to taste it? Several people suffered after eating a little bit flattering to know, and this way we can eat some bitter, but this is what I do not want to.
Hou then a lot of fun in the evening whistle stops: a two-hour, 20 minutes ahead of schedule by the self-Sentinel Sentinel wake up the next one, even matter how tired and then also had to immediately do not want them up, if the veterans of the post is more to pick up early If that consequence is a little late for one meal, "body massage", but so was the knowledge that they are middle of the night a few time, even at that time called themselves will be able to do sentry's up drowsily on the whistle to go, or in sentinel front door when the door has not yet felt, and also believed that some specific function is trained. But the retired for several years, but now they do not have the feeling, after all, you can sit safely on the bed every day. Wrote an interesting bar: the time on the post if it is winter, along the way are the towering trees, the wind shaking down the shade of a scratch is pretty scary, and of you must not joke the implementation of materialist revolutionary soldier's courage, when the Hou really scared. Because it was a missile assembly plant, is extremely important in informing the goal must be security guards, must at all times to prevent the destruction of the enemy. To nearly 30 meters when the sentinel, sentry heard the sound will ask a password, after the handover, you are a person who must adhere to two hours. The research institutes have heard next to a woman just hang soon, but around the bush, there is often a small badger-like animal spotted, plus there is often a Chashao is psychologically strained. And funny is that, although the hands of a gun, but only serve as a weapon was an iron bar because there was no bullet. At the beginning when it comes to great vigilance, but before long will gradually shut eyes, but still fight back with, there will be fierce standing with eyes closed and then forward or backward a few steps without falling out of phenomenon. At that time, Hou is the most lacking of sleep, and one until now I did not up late and not much sleep habits. Why did not it just said that a bullet? Because listening to veterans talk about the past, is a sentinel rounds of ammunition, but played too many new recruits as a result of holding the gun and bullets killed at night when the veteran stand sentinel case, then why are all the provisions of duty of the gun is empty. Now, if what you want to gun, then went in the evening sentinel, he carried out a definitely no problem. Hehe ... ...
In fact, daily training is also very boring and relentless, the daily five-kilometer armed off-road is a common affliction This is one of my strengths, but in recruits with pride even stranger than most, but my physical, in the training of a single parallel bars on it behind. My abdominal muscles are the best arm strength, but out of disgust and hatred on the environment has never been up and down in a single parallel bars any effort, for a single parallel bars on the best way to engage people. In the above suffered quite a lot, of course, when Hou's in my eyes is a very obedient soldier recruits egg sub. 10 in the winter on the physical hurdles sprained ankle, took a two-hour deposition of drugs into the town, but there are more than 10 days walking is lame, in later times after training is Zuanxin pain, strange thing is In that Kongshen start of 10 kilometers painful, but the back, but he is not what was later learned that time is already numb. By the next day that feet are not too good to walk away.
There Zhejiang Jiangshan of weeks the water one day, took a kitchen knife macro almost split a bird man named Cao Weiguo, Henan, and later, under siege by a group of veterans have been called out to the platoon leader, platoon leader is a bitter one up a slap in the face and said, : Veteran recruits normal hit you, what are not satisfied with it? In this connection, the more veterans become the Canadian calendar, and our days more and more unhappy. So I understand that everything depends on your own, others are unable to help you, I would not help days by my life!
After that Zhejiang adopted the attitude that as long as an empty row of raising a dog, we can not say anything, because by then, Hou has been "traitors" the same year will go to veterans, where whistle-blowers. One day he and I said: This kind of life than dogs do not like, not as good as this escape, and he agreed. But the result has not done so, after no one has ever mentioned the matter again. Sometimes tell myself, has tolerance to the limit, and then by a number of hardships before escaping, but it is strange that it is repeatedly put up with, nor do anything impulsive things to. This is probably the only thing is I struggle against it: in the third year veteran retired at noon one week before the veterans were all sleeping, I was washing clothes Jipen see the sun outside, vice squad leader of a new rank. Who saw no one, put it into hiding. Vice squad after getting up at noon to see without the big hair of their fire, and this is his best one rank. Is precisely the relationship between a pass to the army recruits some of crass self-defense whistle stops, so he should be seen who took it, so they suspected him, and he of course not. In the examination of all new recruits have not yet called any results, deputy squad leader blew a whistle for emergency collection of all new recruits and the second year focused on veterans questioning in the absence of the results, when he said: If so, let you look at my bird man Ma Shuping interests. To focus on the training ground for all engaged in the physical, one is high, two hours, this time next year veterans of the anger on the veterans in the third year after the performance of out completely intensified. "Bird man" image of a call, I now have someone else call for the bird's mantra. After a few months, so I took out when the sergeant, who have already moldy rotten. This matter has been no one else knows, and today he saw the strange if not mad. Ha ha ha ----------!
Until this time I feel the force is only hatred, hatred and a bit rebellious. Now remember, when writing is also feeling the pain, wait for them to quickly write out, in order to as little as possible memories. So do not make any changes.
Three
In the old company has spent half a year's time, that it is this group of recruits for almost a year, and 99-year recruits also recruited. Hou at the time we have been looking forward to their breakfast under the old company, then also means that we rose to the second year veteran. As the saying goes: the child is the grandson of the first year recruits eggs, anything to be done; second soldier was I, if you handle on the list; the third year veteran was his grandfather, a soldier for the next two years should be a good strict management, especially in recruits. Year, a threshold must not deviate from, unless there is considerable internal relations, and this style is said to exist for decades, and this is the rule, that is, rules of survival.
In that same spring, the recruits under the company's few days ago, as a result of a work program to configure the various logistical needs, and I was transferred to a row that the squadron department. Had heard that the training team is also very tight grasp, but the side is not so far back to find things, where the relationship between the new veterans relative stagnation point than we are clearly different. So I feel comfortable that some of many. But at the same tune come along with three other people the most hated and most Yinsun three "bird" from Henan, and now I still clearly remember their names and looks. They are unanimously recognized as the most recruits are not the things, so until now I have one of Henan were not any good impression.
Not long after recruits on the next company, and the overall feeling of this group of people than we did, Hou "old chaos" will shoot veterans Mapi, of course, we as their veterans is to look at quite a dislike to. Finally have a scapegoat, just out of a nod, how could you tolerate the abuses in our view. For example, sometimes secretly smoking, training, lazy and disrespectful to us, on the day, they also engage in a joined together to announce a number of the so-called rules. However, the third year did not take long warned us not to hand over to the new recruits, or else let us comfortable. Then we can only remember that the back-breaking ring waiting for the rules of the new recruits veterans discharged after the consolidation. Speaking of a "rectification," the word a bit chilling. It is such a reorganization of veterans of the recruits are often evolving into revenge and punishment. At this point we have focused primarily on the relationship between pay close attention to the training and then pass into the teaching force, and only into the teaching force more likely to have at a later class representative and to join the party or any other honor. This of course, have to say that another dark forces, and what can be bought through the relationship and then to spend money. Of course, this is a common problem is the Chinese people, our nation evil Shi Ran. In the sense I have only so bully for three years in the armed forces of thinking, what little there is no desire and my ideas. Of course, I did not enter the training unit. Second time is the fastest ever, and can drink large the gall to creation to shout to the right recruits, they see you have to respect a tribute to the veterans less can also be looked down on, and if not do a positive conflict. Usually is a normal post two shifts a day, and the eight-hour training, physical fitness, or encounter any sort of assessment can also be passed smoothly, because then the focus has shifted to new recruits bodies. So, then, Hou is the least three years of the most peaceful impetuous year, they do not eat when the recruits a nuisance; also do not understand veterans have troubles.
Whistle at the station over the road there is a very good pomegranate tree, a fall full of pomegranates on the knot has not yet become mature, they could not help but lay with the bamboo to eat. To the sentry post, the next to a Yepu Tao and a small citrus orchard, the same things into our mouths. During that time, really happy, there is little worry, because the time and in the new recruits contrast too, as if the general were emancipated. We are not afraid to say funny, have eaten at the new recruits when it comes to health noodles and raw beans, when Hou is greedy and hungry, so it does not take into account the many, would be two to three points in the morning when the whistle to a knock shop door, do not take into account how other people have to sleep late, but also an elderly couple. Until opened, with the first few to buy things, and often extravagant account. Until retired, many people rely on the account has also been. I am sorry that people want to think about. In different environments and would like to make different things, that is not surprising, do not you go beyond this circle?
Here holidays, when the unit will build where a number of delicious things to send condolences, when Hou was the most happy time, can have a week of no exercise, no training, and there will be snacks, a few days under the to clear a big fat circle. And we can play cards, watch the disc (of course, through the instructor review of the yellow Naqu saw him. ... .. Silence the boo!) As we all ever more comfortable, the new veterans will also be a clear and harmonious relations between many.
Stand a post in the daytime, when a person is positive when the young and fit will be felt particularly depressed. How to do? Sometimes fierce roar had been pacing, or several more, and then hot days when sneaking into the vehicle assembly plant next to the power room depended on Condenser hide summer which, however, should be carrying the risk of being Chashao. After bad in the evening is over, and the absence of mental stress that when the new recruits, will also be very boring, so there, and veterans like to buy a radio to listen to programs, or lazy and sleepy, these methods should be said that all of those people will have a before, but had no major issues still to see their reaction ability and luck, as if I was not caught, but some of them were arrested several times. As a result of side also can, at the time Hou has been recorded for three awards, but also suffered a punishment, as if everyone and veterans, and put the bird to play the face of Henan flowering, and finally out of an E Qi. Nor any soldier to help him, because he is too excessive, the same year, the veterans were offended, in addition to the two villagers. But this thing, after all, I was influential, although there is no other veterans to help him, but because this thing they would think I am challenging their authority, and in the future to eat some of this bitterness. But anyway finally settled in a little desire, and the same year the comrades who had earlier fled a few days before discharge they beat several of the most abused our people, at least let him crawl out the door. But later because there is no good opportunity, but also not too flagrant, after all, they still have some sense of fear and finally let the matter rest. This is probably the biggest regret I was Hou. Originally, I found my desire for revenge so strong, in fact, not only me, we are the same, but were forced out of Suozhi substituting, because after that time it had not adult-like, so I am now is the ability to endure hardship no problem, look at this way of thinking of things also, and many people do not like.
Four
Along with veteran ex-ushered us in the spring, of you do not think I was writing a history of suffering, I just would like to state force is not as many people thought it was pure, it is necessary in some respects can not help but really want to detail is说. Hou then I meet another person, he class representative when I was a deputy squad leader, so in some matters such as the treatment of new recruits there would be no less excessive. And ask yourself first, as long as they can be obedient, diligent and training to improve certain there would be no need to carry out a number of them. But by that time, Hou, and a hit a the same year, Shanghai and soldiers have been on my one, the other has its own outside of the villagers and gangs. One can imagine how weak I was. What I forgot, but in the final results on dealing with gangs that instructors clearly biased, I huff, deputy squad leader to quit and do my old comrades. In fact, the old comrades are really easy to do every day bully days, do not control anything any person, as long as new recruits to serve you and thoughtful, not liking the still being able to engage them vent. At that time, individual recruits disobedient, we let them sleep at night, but rather engage in quality training, in fact, corporal punishment, or even would have thought that in a relatively easy time the last whistle, they engage in, take steps duck, rabbit-like jump . I became invisible among the veterans past, and they became my time, the role of transposition. Alas! Now want to come with a little sad, the body in which those who are true, or had to be attributed to the different environments.
Was still a year away from the discharge when the sentinel on the wall was there from the ex-day, 365 days a write. When in the air, we began to talk over the sake of ex-regular, and really too bored too monotonous, and that do not tear down the walls as long as the above may also be able to find the words I write. But in the late 20th century modern ah! Sometimes at night time, and will have a rare sleep, and normal! After all, with the growth of age have to consider later in life. Sometimes I really tired of the metamorphosis was tortured recruits that do not really look at them as human beings. Through his personal experience in human relations, which I have a relatively dim view of the extreme Yin.
The third year, when the most is to maintain the style of the enhanced rotation in July. Where the new recruits be treated equally regardless of veterans, veterans, and there is no preferential treatment and care little, as though once again responded to the year time. In the hottest time to running, there are many stones in the mud on the ground fighting tactics, running time, there has been a time when the name of sleepy, and now want to come really quite painful, let me now Zaiqu experience, I may have, without it copies of courage. I remember because of training and sweating all day, only a set of camouflage uniforms, laundry detergent directly to water, never use a bleaching hung in the sun dry one and a half hour. Then there was only one bowel movement a week, and only a small piece of Dry, we are sweating out the light of Joking. That time, the appetite to know what is not a tonne to two bowl. Bitter, but really rich in the end of a month's training, go back to the company a look in the mirror is simply old, there are five or six years old, own a bearded look dark and thin, and who saw new recruits even look like a squad leader.
To school after a military training zone, funny is: I only large teens than they are substituting, but the first meeting had called me "Uncle PLA" is a pretty old-fashioned can be seen when the Hou. Maybe this time the most relaxed I have three years of the most freehand, facing some of the students young of animals, there is no burden and mental stress.
Come back later, usually on the aspect of a more responsible with the needs of the company, I became the squad leader, which made me a little something to regret. Because this is a pretty train a person's role would be the end of the first soldiers. Requires that you eat and drink on the individual class 9 Lazard, training, discipline, the House and so on, from the size of the things that have to go to worry about. Sometimes it is really very bad when the various classes, there will be a bit of competition and pressure. Shows how the changing role of the fast of eggs from the very beginning the child soldiers, after some ups and downs and hit a lot of walls, until know, to understand some of the retired is fast. Can only sigh Time really flies!
Five
Announced that ex-command when I cry, and eating sensible the first time since a very natural flow of tears. Very gratified that: I have a class at the time the soldiers took my handkerchief block.
At this point of my life to this end of the police camps, there have been a number of pleasure and pain confused, learned to learn it, but also changed a lot and has been affecting me now.
Until such memories do not want to write things that are on the Internet two weeks ago to see a simple memories of camp life articles, especially in the time to see a description of his military service, but also stand up to a bit red eye socket . With this Dongdong connection.
Please you Zhijiao understanding, is nothing more than a few years ago for their portrayal of a simple life.
2003-3-19
Baixinho
Author: gexing168
