Peony Pavilion - miss the time away in college
In a tourist occasion of the Golden Week just around the corner, as an ideal place will not go in mind, I suddenly made a hasty decision to take a look the capital.
Golden Week, the first day of a metropolis at the southern interchange, one to the bus stop, I have doubt if I decided to go out the correctness of this, in this city of a common Malaysian way, there is no tourist attractions, but still people are filled with walking on the road, often have to stop the flow of people to make way for oncoming or bypassing the front of passers-by before the trip, although the heart well prepared, but the landscape in front of me there really was shocked. As the train from the north driving time is relatively long, Luejiasisuo later, I decided to walk to the campus has been nearly a decade absence, some nostalgia.
Walking on a road once passed through numerous times, and constantly strive to awaken the memory of many years of looking for traces of past, but to my disappointment, almost a decade of time, can change a person's appearance, nor can an original city the edge to become the new concrete jungle. The original school built next to large tracts of land above the high-level residential areas, villages near the middle of repair of the road, everywhere are modern buildings, shopping malls. School in front of a large road repair overpass, on both sides of skyscrapers, a new bustle. Even if 12 F, is also faintly looks like we have the original, but because of the changes in the surrounding environment, due to leave for too long, it seems there are still a great strangeness, so not sure it is not often seen before off the old building. Along the way, a trace of inexplicable sorrow unconscious Zi Yan in the bottom of my heart.
More than an hour later, I came to the school door, but fortunately, this is still the original gate, the gate did not like the other direction, like we had gone done a radical alteration. In fact, this is the school a ?, commonly known as Simon, is the smallest one of three doors, but because it is connected inside the dormitory area, a large bustling street outside the clinical and commercial district, and convenient transportation has always been our most frequently out of the door . To scrutinize at the door trying to get to before I lift knee crossed that threshold.
Is very concerned about land crossed that step into the school, the door or that door, road or the road, but the road on both sides of the building have been different. Simon was previously close to some very old dormitory building, where several buildings are student dormitories, and now has been turned into a new building, evidently also if we do not as a student dormitory building. Along the way I recognize the efforts of both sides of everything and what was before it is there, some of which are new. However, I found myself a little vain, like a man saw an old friend after an absence of a long time, people are still that person, but that strangeness is very obvious, to know certainly has changed, but is difficult to determine changes in the where! Nearly a decade of your time and campus tall trees, and grass species should be up later, the nursery is certainly renovated, and those who are before those who came later, and I could not identify. Simon in this connection is not a long straight road, the end is the Department's side of the stadium. Just go to school when the stadium not built, it has a rugged trail behind it is a shortcut from the west gate side dormitory, gymnasium built after the road was blocked. At that time connected with the paths leading to the dormitories and the end of the road side is a souvenir shop, shop front is full of flower tree surrounded by a pocket of small homes, sit in a small shop feel is still very good, drinks such as fried rice to eat, but we are more often inside drinking, here from the hostel very close to, that is drunk to go back very convenient. However, the size of small shops, often overcrowded. The venue behind the construction industry has a large-scale alteration, beyond recognition, had been blocked into the path of another road, road opened up, and small shop but has been gone, I was walking from the store above the site of the past. Move forward and quick to see the canteen, which is survival where every day and out, of course, deeply impressed. Canteen had very new, and now have no appearance of change, look inside one look, colorful rows of chairs to replace the original broken wooden bench, after all, so the appearance Huanxin Yan. Outside the wall near the corner of the canteen on a posters to make my heart burst of heat, like the original because the more students engage in group activities, late at night and the students went to the various posters, posters point, of course, ultimately, this important stronghold, posters is to pay attention to skills and tactics, such as eye-catching location, such as the paste can not go too early, because a lot of school activities, posters will be done, posted too early and sometimes not seen the next day the sun was someone else posted of late build it, middle of the night holding a large stack of posters in the huge campus when the transfer will always think of the movie to an underground worker, she felt as if engaged in what the underground struggle, the same as preparing the battlefield.
Posters, when I first entered university is most novel things, remember that the original report to the school so students, a fourth grade a senior with a bike that helped me to push the gigantic duffel bags dormitory, I opened wide the eyes along the way with those from time to time appear on the wall, originally thought it was to see the movie posters, is particularly unexpected and curious, which also has a sub-warm, because there are many of them are welcome to our slogan, somewhat unfortunately we the Department of The want to go back only to see that time is also striking that so few do not! That师兄face serious, though, and we have these new generation gap, the way he said an I still remember the words: "treasure it, for one year younger brother."师兄may also feel that he did not treasure that he had traveled three year time bar! Then come back to find that they really did not how cherished, in fact, how to treasure it? Still do not quite understand. Just beginning to take go there because it is by strong professional and in fact is quite bad mood, very disappointed, still thinking of reading one semester to go back to re-Zaikaoyici. Read on after barely two years ago, seventy to eighty percent of the energy is up studying the birds, but in the end still have to make-up. Specialized is a slack-off to turn off because it could have been more interested in the subject, or read more easily. By last year, both day and night are often spent at the card table, who lost the dinner a movie, sometimes it is a bet that all day all night, sometimes during the day gambling, and the evening watching movies or video. Played cards all night, have seen all night DVD. There is The Young often screened out of the external Lu Xiangting copied back to waiting tables, attached to the dormitory known as the homework table. Into the pre-university, university life is full of expectations and illusions, that generation, harboring a dream into the hearts of all graduated from college, but a four-year, but always feel that they are in the boredom and emptiness in their living, so that who may not be a minority, remember that the students would often Yangtianzhangtan himself so that a waste of young life! To the fourth grade, when no homework is really not as good as earlier in the Barwon graduate work, a sizeable wage Flower to pick up the points. Graduated the previous year, persons participating in a graduation party for senior schoolmates to see many of them shed a tear at the party, but our classes is strange that when all of them have graduated from at least leave relaxed and indifferent to what look like is this group of people are cold-blooded do? I think I should not. Six months after graduation, I have returned to the campus, and that, I almost lost tears.
About six months after graduating from a business trip to return to this city, and students fled back to school a poly, it was a night walk in the still familiar track, both sides of the Yi Keke trees, as if an old friend like me at hello, school The scene where nothing changes, is so friendly, but I have changed, and students I have lived a completely different era of life, I face things, thinking the problem has been completely different way of doing things, I began to feel my heart there is always the intangible things without if it was previously not available. Although I still students in gas, today has therefore repeated lessons, but I really feel the changes and the inevitable changes in the future, change is not appearance, is inside, is heart, mind, I know I have to go After a journey of life one of the most important turning point, but also have lost some very important things, although some are doomed to lose our lives, but that is my most precious youth time, it is a most unrestrained feelings, It was a most colorful of the most freedom of the most unencumbered life, although I do not think that student life has been totally carefree. Dim in the night and gazes out nearly the number of plants and trees, which after another, or new or old buildings, holding a book with the students themselves face no scaling no brushes to run classrooms, crowded dining hall, grab a seat suddenly scenes such as in front of that moment, I can almost hear the footsteps of the passage of time, to see the back of years floated away, she in front of me, clear and discernible, seemingly within reach but never can be traced back that time, my tears fell almost necessary!
Our dormitory and dining hall is only a road apart, which for us, but a great advantage. After a canteen, that is in front of the original quarters, two rows of the original roadside saplings have grown tall and straight trees, which made me feel familiar with the trace of a strange, unfamiliar, as if into a dream once where. However, I have not seen this time and that a long absence, dormitory front of me there is not one already open, the top was full of broken walls Canzhuan, formation and osteoporosis. The dormitory is obvious that we have gone, but had just been torn down, the ground is just renovated. I saw it in the original dormitory entrance wall under a tree a daze trying to get to, maybe I came here earlier would not have regrets.
Our hostel dormitory in the school is kind of a very old, think about it again after so many years, reconstruction is very natural thing. Although the dormitory building is the old point, but there is a good school is uniquely positioned to have a balcony. Do not look the balcony is small, the role can be very earth, and sometimes midnight, there is a good thing the believers will be hidden from above throwing a few bottles to go downstairs to open space in the middle of the bottle throwing cement on the road, the sound clear and pleasant than the Today the record-ri desperately threw the bottle to be out of voice do not know how to nicely accompany, and if throwing bottles people have patience and perseverance, there have been other people respond to, then, that evening lively, and while crackling everything down throwing, and even entire table and bathroom doors (we dormitory on the thrown over the entire table from one of my fellow师兄Department received more than 10 recent heavy dumbbells are also being thrown to the breaking of two parts), and it was burning material from newspapers, books, and so on with things that other places were on the balcony shouting encouragement, extremely busy, often to schools, school leaders are alarmed Security Department and even over "suppress", but also does not help the matter but till late at night, put a time inventory of the throw and the throwing of things should not throw finished, we have thoroughly enjoyed themselves and we have to give up playing. This kind of thing most often occurred in the holiday night, or when the Chinese football team lost again. Up the next day to see a messy downstairs on the ground as if there is no shame of Italy, just let the cleaner involved, and do not know how to do more live, of course, when she suffered her face is generally one side Ganhuo Mama has the word side of the mouth, there is our own have to walk very carefully, otherwise the legs would be broken blood flow.
Time, we lived in a dormitory building at the highest level, the summer is a steamer, but also has the advantage, that is a very good vision, and then further up also can go upstairs terrace, which is simply a viewing platform. View before and after the two in our upstairs. Zoning of our school buildings for men and women live as if we heard, or to grade school when this one started like this, we are all building where the boys lived, but there are exceptions, and this situation occurred In our side, we are above the floor, before and after the two live girls live in the following boys, let's narrow in the middle of this building of the boys envy dead, usually only a distant view of the sub-children. Once the department's male students did not know from where did you get in a Soviet-made "giant" military telescope reason that we have become "quasi-military observers", sometimes hiding half of it urges a high wall, there is often hold in the window, the breath carefully observed before and after the two fortifications inside the "enemy" movement, and even every move. Sometimes it was also opposite the windows facing the shouting of girls to bo a smile, and sometimes mischievous but it will throw things to the side, hit the side of the wall inside the frightened girls Yida Tiao. I remember once I school with the remaining bread a few days ago, threw in the past, inadvertently approach is particularly accurate, hard bread that page in the window a bit on the shells, refraction into play in a girls body, which erupted in not only the frightened her, she mentally prepared to have no fear to cry at the same time I was scared half to death, guilt, fear another dorm room to go into hiding.
2 floor, sometimes also occur more stories. Sleeping in my brother, who capped the number of activities in the school in the love of the opposite building where houses with us on the same floor, the window is almost door to our hostel a girl surnamed Zhang in other departments. We figure that students in our dorm room is a stand out, but it is not grown up children. One night to see if he had been lying on the table do not know what the painting, he painted a long time, normally no such carefully to see if he had to learn later quarters of people curious about the past, took one look, turned out that the guy is a piece of paper and drew a Duo charming little roses, but also painted with the pigment of a blood red. Then a small flower painted for so long, shows that their intentions had. We are very easy to induce him to admit that it was like to give girls the opposite. Did not know then whether he has sent in the past, I do not know is no courage to express, or have been turned down, anyway, then they do not have to develop relations, but they are things that become our hostel at night would be lying about an important conversation topics, and some students also to assist with the His excuse to his name called to the school's radio station, song gave the girl, and sometimes every other floor in front of the girl was shouting to say that our students like her, was later developed into almost an immoral of harassment, only a disservice role.
I ran the ruins silently silent, as is the moment of silence, in the memorial. I am still in the habit of standing have been the original entrance into nothingness, but today the door is already too look for. It docked me four years of youth time, loaded with our countless joy, sadness, worry dormitory building, and turned it into rubble on such a residual watts, in this earth forever gone, and our past feelings, once young and frivolous, once flying in this land of song, filling every corner of the laughter, satirical, but also as it ruins the plume of floating on the breeze, in the years of floating in the circulation of passed away, even in the future even a place to pay tribute again found.
Due to the time not many left of "dormitory" and I walked back along the perimeter of School Road, side of the road most of the original buildings still those, but there are many new buildings. Unconsciously come to a crowded place, it is a basketball court, and then a little higher than in the past is the track and field and soccer fields, football field in front of an increase in a circle around the barbed wire, has been split into two, nearly one hand and into several smaller soccer field, the above is there better in the play The Young and the other side is planned to construct and seems to be in the shop rubber track in the middle of the stadium has also been covered with green grass, and the four weeks to build from the stands. Next to the stadium is not far from our college classroom building where, that floor is very old, there is fortunate that has not yet been torn down and rebuilt, but seems to refresh, and this makes me feel happy. It is next to the two old buildings have been razed to the ground, it seems only just preparing to rebuild demolished, I think we had a certain class of this building will soon suffer the same fate.
I walked inside the stadium, at the edge of find a place to sit down. Looked at the group of junior in the sector to play football like that happy, I think, they now exercise, study and living conditions than we did a lot better, and the school of old buildings torn down and rebuilt, as well as the construction of new facilities, is introduce new It is they want to see, this is also a sign of social progress, but those of us here have spent a period of youthful people, to come back was more of a wish to see the original wall tile, plants, and if so we saw that time from his or her place back in that period of life, then hastily Wood, is entrusted with our feelings, as if their existence, but also enable us to become younger, so that youth have extension. Nostalgia, people we all share.
In the out of school on the way, I accidentally found a small shop next to the basketball court is also almost the same as the original there is no point to change the open. Actually, this is a small restaurant or should we say fast-food restaurant, in walked a short distance, I suddenly changed the thought of the idea of a meal near the train station to return to the roadside near a small restaurant to sit down, waiting for the later time to which eat my dinner. Serious and fro in the street of the pedestrian right, as a close to five o'clock, I went to eat a simple meal of fast food made me very happy after so many years, I have another person in such a both familiar and strange little restaurants to eat a meal, feeling really very special. Later, back pack, I am satisfied leave school, boarded the train north.
Author: cgn12
