On the train in Chengdu, chatting with Sichuanese when asked about the Sichuan Yanyuan County, authentic Sichuanese actually do not know. This makes my heart really surprised when you: do not know if even Sichuanese counties, showing that it is extremely not known it? Then the traffic was also able to think and of that traffic is not good, economy is bound to lag behind; economically backward people must be barbarous; people want to savage, must have done something out, and if so, my personal and property would not be guaranteed. Between a wish to change its mind and decided to go to Kunming, Lijiang, then, to Lugu Lake.
In fact, always regret it later: Originally, this trip to find just an experience, there is no specific destination, departure time, or retreat to seek safe. Randomness of this trip, that felt compromised, and my heart just wanted another opportunity to experience its strange realm unprepared.
When the train in Chengdu, Chengdu is floating rain. With the knowledge of Zigong train in a school (say what school, but have forgotten) with the hosting package, along with their respective destinations to buy train tickets, because it is almost time departure, but have to wait three hours and decided to walk around in Chengdu.
Maybe one person for too long, and really too tired, tired, scared, and really do not want in the future journey of a person walking. This trip is not only walking, still take heart. Would like to hand over his heart to find Renpei rest of the way I walk, not only this trip, there is an unknown life. I have a good impression on the boy, which I can find out, with a near feeling the lure of language and invited him to swim a total of Yunnan. It is not quite sure what his thinking in the end, did not want to find out, and thus unwittingly bar. After all, nobody knows, success and luck was rejected not matter what the loss of face. In fact, his own feelings reduced to the fact that invitations sent out but do not expect that kind of numbness. Perhaps really as friend puts it: This is a addicted to. In fact, reason is also clear: indulge in hope that some very bad things happen to them not to respond, perhaps to exercise their affordability, but also perhaps to show his own free and easy. Dorsal-open after never know they have never been free and easy. Once the damage is still, falling into the deep Mi.
Little boy was afraid. "I have no money, but also school make-up and can not accompany the" "meals, lodging, I package, you are not opening a month before that make-up of the" "I have already bought tickets to" "can retire," "you still themselves to relax bar, "a question-answer, a retreat into a dialogue, the boy shyness, fear of expression but want to try and psychological, for giving me the pleasure. In fact, people who want to manipulate a very easy, it depends on what you want to manipulate. I've always wanted to use his physical on the unlimited freedom to manipulate his heart, let him crazy for me, I do not know I was successful or failed. In fact, no longer cares what the outcome, and the results of success and defeat are so life: no marriage, only love; no limit, only consciously; not required, only the random, in fact, my heart has always been on him. An occasional indulgence is merely to add to shame, intellect, and more firmly under its control. After a temptation, I am grateful, send the boy to a breakfast and lunch on the train, the boy was pleased to train away. I continued to look at books quietly in the waiting room, waiting for my car to arrive.
Tour of Yunnan to me, more is a spiritual journey.
Author: Echo_wee
