In fact, I have not been to Lijiang, the legendary place that people can become gods, but in my heart of Yunnan has always been mysterious and beautiful. In the nine years ago, when my elementary school had been with the family went to Kunming, the memory side of the air cool, and Chongqing, compared to the hot summer months really is a summer resort. I remember at that time went to the Stone Forest, Dianchi Lake, Culture Village ... nine years, and is really very vague memories of bar.
Do not know when becoming aware of Lijiang, in this beautiful country in my heart has been filled with amazing colors, father and mother have been to that place, but I did not, not without opportunities, but felt that kind of place does not casually you can go, always feel that something should happen it would not be so dull after all, must have a magical land of magical things happen ... So I have a large number of travel opportunities in a time when I chose the Mountain, choose Hangzhou, select the Jiuzhaigou, but I do not want to go to Lijiang, or did not dare to go. I do not know how this is a kind of plot, but what should be somewhere that we can go, until I met him ...
It is really a very short period of time, at that time he had just ended his four-year period of the feelings of four years, really long time. Then we met, beginning from the first phone I knew what will happen, really, I have been is a sensitive Pisces ... after just a feeling as we began, and at that time I was really hesitant, because I am afraid that such a start is not because I was me, but because I happen to be in that kind of time there, I had already planned Moreover, there is the future after graduating from college next year, the way out, I really do not want any injuries ... but he easily determined to dispel my concerns, he said because I just was not there, simply because I was myself, I am looking for the man he was, and then we started. We are thousands of miles apart, but he was in my city go to school, our school was not far away, he'll be back after the summer holidays, so we often talk about the topic of the next semester, of course, or in the school go up to the problem ... just Lijiang the beginning when I told him that I would like to go to Lijiang this summer, he said he wanted to go, so there will be a convention in Lijiang. At that time, I really feel very happy, finally managed to convince mom and dad, so each day starting a few days, every day he and I imagine that hand in hand in the town signed the feeling of walking chat with the stars, the daily Lijiang, the phone also can not live without the topic of ...
Just that, taking the fastest are the most beautiful time. In fact, I have always been a people who believe that things change, commitment really has no meaning, only when we do not trust the time, but also requires a commitment to uphold ...
On that day, his stomach relapse, and then went to the hospital in the evening I learned this news, he said he could not go to Lijiang, and I really can not accept the ... After a few more minor episode, and then he said we trip delayed for five days, he would accompany me. I am very happy, I told him, you can not go Dali, you can not go the lake, we can just go to Lijiang, but if you Lijiang ... I think that this is my little well-being of the bar. That night, he disappeared for three days, I am very worried that he was out of what was going on, I kept calling him, but his cell phone turned off, no one to listen to phone home. I have been afraid of what his accident, but I also fear he is trying to avoid it. Finally on the third night, his mother received the phone, hanging in mid-air for before being released down. Turned out that they one to travel, and he would stay there to the infirmary ... his mother said to me a lot and I know that she was worried about her son, she did not know, after losing a feeling that he can not be so fast to start a new feeling , and his stomach ... In fact, I understand that, but who would understand my feelings? In fact, I do not fear they will not, after all, a person I can be getting along very well, but why must I get to heaven and then be withdrawn? Is this really a good cruel ... That night I cried for a long time, tears surging to drip, in fact, impossible for me to resist, and I think once the tears are dry and will not hurt the bar ...
This morning, wake up, emotions are still low, in fact, I was not completely give up hope, I can even imagine waiting for him to come back a week after convalescence we can work together to Lijiang. However, I really was too naive. Night, finally received his EMAIL, he said that he need for good think about it, he said that he is true to my feelings, he said that as long as six months, he said that next semester we will make good together ... until that moment, I knew he really would not, and I went to Lijiang ... Also at that time, I realize that tears stream leaving it turned out ... In fact, let me most sad is that in his mailbox I could see him sent to his ex-girlfriend letter, a story, I believe that many people have seen, on the person's life, the story of four met, he sent me, and also sent to her ... at that moment, perhaps I came to understand, in fact, he never had has not forgotten her, in fact, may only be good, I just come across just right ... I do not blame him or hate him, because I really care about, I also believe that the feeling between me and him are just very pure ...
I was a rebellious child, but also headstrong and sensitive Pisces, sometimes terribly stubborn, so I decided to own a person to Lijiang, Lijiang, go after the 10 days, to that fantastic round the city of my dreams ... I think I Many of these things should be buried in that mysterious country, back to the new mood, re happy together. I am not a person give up easily, nor is it a letter and fate of the people, for the love of the things I always try to strive for, but I also love myself, some things as long as the injury is sufficient time, because I still not strong enough. A person's journey may be very lonely, very lonely, and perhaps get to know more friends, be happier, but I know that I will be more stronger!
Ten days later, a person, Lijiang ...
Perhaps this is to grow.
Author: xiao_mi_hu
