In life had a kind of painful to say this is the case here, a life experience, which chronicles the two traveling in a foreign land with the boys and girls, get to know the dangerous desolate Sichuan-Tibet road, and, later, took place between them a series of extraordinary, full of fantasies stories.
1
Me and Xiaomei yes I am about to leave Lhasa, set foot on the day before the understanding of the Sichuan-Tibet Highway. Ticket was very tense, pre-sale time is said to have been routed to the early September, I have not had to wait 10 days in Lhasa, the patience, but I do not want to out of Tibet from the Qinghai-Tibet Highway, because of his travel has always been reluctant to turn back, Sichuan-Tibet Highway in Tibet to leave the final choice is mostly a matter of fact because I have "nowhere to go."
The day before leaving Lhasa, hastily bought some on the road in the street to eat solid food - a few pieces of hard tack and good hard stiff multiple large pancake, but also find time to go outside the Jokhang Temple Barkhor bought some souvenirs, these things to me plug in full to the brim of the luggage. Also pay close attention during the period of time took a bath, they will gradually lose their true colors wash those dirty clothes clean, hard days of ran about busily make me able to do so leisurely. Prior to departure that morning, I finally gave up the idea of walking alone on the Sichuan-Tibet Highway, until now I can not remember how suddenly there was this idea, and now want to come mostly because of an unexpected journey of a lonely reason. I have to write a note posted on the "auspicious days hotel" front piece of colorful visitors to message boards, hoping to find a companion. But this I do not hold very high hopes, as coincides with the rainy season, this country from Lhasa to Chengdu Road is not actually opened to traffic, in addition to Lhasa to Nyingchi has also opened a long-distance bus, the remaining distance thanks to the way their own cut-off cars, landslides, debris flow is a common occurrence on this road, and all of the dangerous and fun, only real people came to deeply appreciate it.
I am leaning sidelong hotel on the second floor corridor of the bench, smoking a cigarette with a green taste of cucumber, cucumber this thing is a good thing, that is able to quench your thirst and to complement deficiency of vitamin plateau, this travel experience I have a few from the next room, then learned of the South Korean travelers. August highland sun gently through the numerous gaps according to the tree over, mixed with butter faint fragrance of the wind pro-stroking my black skin off the face, let me temporarily forget the burning pain, distance Abdallah as the Golden Palace, under the blue sky and white clouds seemed to be especially solemn dazzling, downstairs 3322 and out of tourists, brought in a while noisy, but the instant they quiet down, gradually, so slowly I began to doze, continuous run around after the It makes me feel very relaxed very cozy.
"I ask here, called the XX have it?"
My ears heard a soft girl's voice, pitch inside with some doubts and to test, I opened his eyes, stood next to a girl, dressed in jeans, black pullover, a black long hair, eyes sweep her face, it is an ordinary, not been decorated heap of cosmetics, face, facial symmetry, looking white, but the relatively wide cheeks a bit, I noticed that her right pupil of the eye black, deep eyes, it seems also reveals little vicissitudes, finally, I have to admit that the lines of her body is quite plump.
"Ah, I was." I hastened to stand up from the chair.
"I saw your note, and want to be your company with others? Quot;
"Oh, were you." I replied panic while subconsciously T? T? clutter of fluffy hair.
"I came to Tibet along the Sichuan-Tibet Highway hears friends scenery is beautiful, always wanted to have the opportunity to see for themselves. I just bought a bus ticket Lhasa to Chengdu, back to the hotel to see your message has."
"What? As far as I know, now does have opened in Chengdu bus, but take the Qinghai-Tibet Highway, do not take the Sichuan-Tibet Road."
"Is it? How could this be?" She look of regret.
"But you can go to a refund, if you decide to go with me, then I do not buy a ticket." With that one up I feel a bit sorry.
So I slowly talked her up, she told me her name is Xiaomei, living in Shenzhen, just quit his work, while trying to find a job out of travel before. To be honest, I was really not very much hope that she and I go with the Sichuan-Tibet highway, because I think Needing You, together with action would be too inconvenient, Moreover, on the road, I may have a lot of care and to accommodate her, although I that may happen on the road to be prepared, but I have never too sure, and she is give me help, it can be?
"The Sichuan-Tibet Highway, you know how much?" I asked tentatively.
"No, I only know that along the way to go through cross-sectional mountains, quite difficult and dangerous."
I looked at her, and my heart burst of funny, this girl, how abruptly, and to travel in Tibet could not be arbitrary, should do some preparation in advance, at least first estimated time and cost, plan the trip lines. I had to patiently to her a bit rough to say that my travel plans, finally, I borrowed her a "traveler" magazine No. 7, the above description there is the Sichuan-Tibet Highway and told she does not hurry to reply, I would like to After reading the book introduction, perhaps she would back down to.
Afternoon, she came knocking on my door and told me: "I still want to try, if not do I then return to Lhasa."
So I went with her on the back of the bus ticket, bought two from the town of Lhasa bus ticket bound Nyingchi 81. Also to the "Asian hotel" in front of shop bought a sleeping bag, perhaps using the road.
Two
People will experience in life Qiqitete thing, met a wide variety of people, some are only just in a hurry the passing of your life, like bustling night sky in meteor, it is fleeting; some people become accompany you around friends, in difficult times extended a warm hand to you; some belonged to another, between the two, but in your mind has left a deep imprint has become a kind of permanent anguish you, or the mark of a lingering sweet, and now I know, Xiaomei are the last kind.
18, early in the morning shuttle, Xiaomei have long settled down to get his luggage in the room waiting for me. Bus took us along the Lhasa River winds ahead, so I will soon have to leave Lhasa, and from the window to the magnificent Potala Palace, overlooking the deep feeling the last one, which is so solemn, like a silent giant to the I showed its final glory, oh, my beautiful Lhasa, the Temple of my heart and I hope that one day longer to come back to see you.
Around noon, the bus to the mountain Minamisawa when, Zetang a long history, is well known for the famous first with the Buddha in Tibet, France, and the Samye Monastery monks sit Sambo falls here, the entire temple architectural style of melting Tibetan, Han, printed on one , temple monks, red, yellow, and over three teaching and repair, must be called a temple in Tibet.
Car out of Zetang thoroughly good-bye pretty soon on the asphalt road, cross-flow of the Brahmaputra endless winding to appear to the left of the car. Lu began to bump around together, buttocks grinding to refining its stand on the seat is very uncomfortable; long wheel travel fatigue have been rolled up and showered us hit. Xiaomei I sat next to a car passenger in addition to our no was also like a tourist, they have come out from Qinghai to Sichuan-Tibet highway road Nyingchi repair work, there are just to visit relatives back to his unit's officers have come all this way daughter, son-in Sichuan come explore the old lady. Carriage from time to time people came to talk with the Sichuan dialect loud voice, occasionally they send bursts of unbridled laughter.
Xiaomei and I do not have much to each other, perhaps less familiar is just the sake of knowledge, we have maintained a cautious, a restrained. I was thinking why did I did not flatly refused to her, probably because I though along the way busy schedule, traveling alone to go alone, but fundamentally, or that from the inside I was a weak, unconscious, I am also afraid of loneliness, I also desire warm; Or was her deep eyes, slightly sad I can not refuse? Perhaps never the answer, and perhaps can only be explained by fate. God in that moment, she was cited as a place to the front of me.
I looked at her, she was leaning against the seat, wearing a kind of black around are along a sun hat, black sunglasses frame in a small nose, she seems to have fallen asleep, and scattered long hair cover went to more than half of the face, I could even clearly heard her even breathing ...... suddenly she suddenly woke up, his hand groping for something in the luggage bag, a short while she took out a bottle of sunscreen fluid, while starting on the face evenly coated with one side said to me: "No way, I do not want their change back to Shenzhen, a black-po." I smiled and she said: "You girls are so much to do, But you really nursing a good skin, is also spent in Tibet do not see such a long time. "" Do you want it? "she coated her neck, and I saw her slender neck and fair complexion, "I have no need of, look at my appearance, it has long had reborn.", she reverted to its previous Nafu sleeping positions, I suddenly thought of something in her ear? quot; you are afraid of the sun, let's change of location bar. "" No, thank you. "" I have the inflatable travel pillow, cushion will be comfortable in the back of the head a lot. "She looked at me and said:" hey, I used not used to it, or you use it. "" Not at all. "I still insist said." I really do not like to use. "She did not see me a look of embarrassment.
Next, the car began to take the winding mountain roads, and road is very steep, the engine was breathing heavily sloping slowly crawling and I Xiaomei mutually silent, looking out, her words are polite for me is a kind of invisible resistance, it should be said that my behavior was very simple, I just think that as a boy, shouldering heavy tasks should consciously sacrificing the care of her. She gave me a kind of soft response can not be said to be an affront to my self-esteem, but at least I feel some depression, that moment, I almost put her into a cold look at the sculpture, how is she like Like so preoccupied, remained silent? God, I even began to think that the choice was a big mistake.
Three
Up gradually overcast weather, the original is still so clear skies, what would become of the dark clouds. Car began to climb mountains gacha, and winding road meanders like a snake in the mountains, the car like a bug crawling up difficulty, it seems never-ending. Gradually, the streams Cage played a round and round fog, 10-step beyond the invisible man. Wheels less than a meter away from the edge of the cliff, the driver in case a lack of skills or mechanical failure, are likely to let a car were blown to pieces, I can not help but worry about up front every giant slalom, my heart will not bring independence to , with the direction of then onto the right path, hanging from the heart once again heavily fall down, and so forth, to the peace of mind was down, because the fear is purely unnecessary, you can only pray for devotion to the God, you can only be themselves as desperadoes, without which you have no choice.
Xiaomei have been awake, eyes watching out the window, eyes and demeanor did not seem rattled down, I really wonder how she touched on the so nothing is really a cool sculpture. Auto climbing for three hours before breathing heavily on the Peak, plus check for nearly 5,000 meters above sea level mountain, the air is thin, the Peak there are many colorful streamer and piles of yards Nepalese stone days it started to rain, mountain constantly eroding the cold wind wrapped in my lungs, I am not help to violently coughing up. Roads become very muddy from time to time a car broke down on the road, very narrow mountain wrong car, and its dangers, the wheel close to the cliff edge run over, and good in fog, but also of sight beneath an inverted peace of mind.
When the sun goes down to the foot of the mountain quickly, we disturbed a slight relaxation of the heart, quite at ease when the vehicle, the driver from the roadside to mention the water to cool the engine and wheels, Goodfellas, water, a splash up, wheels ci Lala Zhimao water vapor, the hot wheels to brake brake.
Search in Canada at a roadside shop near the county lodging, again it began to rain, casual eat something, you go to bed to sleep. Xiaomei and the vehicle along with other female passengers were accommodated in a bungalow looks kinda good, I, and other vehicle fellow men, there is little preferential treatment, sleep in a wood patchwork house, on top of random covered by plastic sheeting, the entire room in many parts of episodes blah shedding water was cold at night I woke from time to time, but also from time to time there is rain falls on my head, its painful to behold, but the money than those who can not afford to stay the passengers in the car wrapped cold, I counted himself lucky.
That night I am feeling very low, mainly bad weather, combined with such a cold girl, with her, my heart become heavy up, so that tourism will suffer damn early to know one were gone, I fell asleep so drowsily.
The next day, it is not yet fully light, in my sleep was awakened by thunderous sound of a motor car, a watch, seven more in the room Jiusheng I alone one person. I have no scaling nor face, brush grabbed onto the luggage on the car, Xiaomei have been sitting there, and I am a little angry, complaining: "The Xiaomei, how do you not call me ah." "I do not know where you sleep . "I have nothing to say, sadly looking out the window, the rain is still underground with Shua Shua, thick morning mist Yanqu most of the surrounding mountains, oily of barley being a night of rain baptism extra green roadside cottage hidden in the morning mist, at times when, at the moment, I think, Xiaomei like that, like fog, wrapped in her mysterious foreign yarn, so I do not see real, touch, not on direction.
Four
More and more rain, cars struggling to break through the hazy mist move forward with. The roof started leaking, I had to swing around the body to avoid the rain. The road is more muddy, flooded with puddles large and small, on-street from time to time a small landslides, loose rocks weathered by heavy rain washed down and rolled disorder in the road. Driving through the Canadian investigation county, Yajiang appeared on the left, it blankets out the roar of the dragon like a roar, like rough to beat the two sides, it seems like crushed everything.
10:00 minutes, appeared in front of a large-scale landslides, landslides of the 32 cars parked on both sides. Roll over the gravel road, roadbed was washed only about two wheels, wide, and the driver is actually very sure that the car no problem to open in the past. But did not dare to sit in a passenger car, for safety reasons, drivers are asking everyone to come first, landslides above, in front of a safe place such as cars. Passengers have disembarked, and I walk in the ranks of the middle Xiaomei, landslides, where not too long, just over 20 meters, rocks, trees, mountain mud heap everywhere, the wind came, landslides of the most vulnerable Rolling Stone still crackling down the slope head.
We carefully one by one through the cave section, it is our turn and I looked back Xiaomei, for she said: "holding my hand." She obediently stretched hand over, "Do not look above, pay attention to the foot." I pulling her hand smoothly through the cave, to a safe place,
We Xiangshiyixiao, but failed to say anything. Gradually the rain a bit smaller and I stand on a high ground Xiaomei side by side looking at the driver opened the car staggered over, people burst of cheering, lining up to board a bus, car wet, and from time to time heard the voice of BS-ing This ghost weather, everyone can not stand.
"In fact, the morning that I had the driver wait for you, otherwise the car ran back." Xiaomei suddenly said dismissively, "Oh, is it?" I have eyes and looked out the window, wistfully, the morning was eliminate a lot of anger.
A double whammy, noon, Long County, not long after our car, but also met a larger cave, in front of came news that a rock smashed the roadbed, cars could not before. Get off to the cave where the driver see go, and I jumped out of car, drive past to see what was going on, and they walked about half a kilometer to the cave where, watching the driver look of the gloom, I know this is completely finished under the . Landslides are found in a bend where the road left more than 6 meters less than two meters wide, mainly most of roadbed completely collapse in the short term simply beyond repair.
I returned to the car, Xiaomei eagerly asked to see me, and I told her the bad news, "there are only two ways, either with the vehicle retrace Lhasa, or get something passed on landslides, to the opposite car ride back to continue go down. "" Your idea is? "Xiaomei looked at me," I, of course, go down, I always do not go backwards. "" I'll follow you, days leaves people a way out. "
We are seated side by side, I was hungry hungry and trapped, can be in the wilderness to find remote places where to eat? I suddenly thought of buying dry food in Lhasa, but I really lazy to take the roof luggage rack, Xiaomei what seemed to realize that, "you have not eat it, my chocolate, give!" I had one eye Liang, Erhuameiyue took a large piece of the chewing up and hurry up early, put an empty stomach, just too hungry, do not eat something really collapsed to the ground. "I want to look at the cave where, by the way breath of fresh air points." Xiaomei looked at me and his eyes seemed to bring a little hope, "I'll show you it, anyway, this is left alone."
Later, I Xiaomei to the cave where, on both sides of the stalled legislation full of crowd, "Let's go." Xiaomei sigh, I Xiaomei slowly back away days, it began to rain, Xiaomei propped up umbrella , hint I am relying on the past, I took the umbrella, Xiaomei silently walking beside me and suddenly I stretched out his right hand, suddenly grabbed Xiaomei's shoulders, I do not know how to be so bold, Xiaomei is also no resistance, meekly hide crook of the arm to me, I think her shoulder is very soft, her hair flowing Mosha Zhao my face, I smelled the fragrance emanating her body, my heart filled with warm current from the sky still shade, and very low clouds in the valley floated here and there, rocky hillside on a goshawk in the wind, its powerful wings moving exhibition, the air was filled with the damp scent of wild flowers, the Brahmaputra in the Wing do not know tired for our joy manner singing; I suddenly felt very satisfied, I hope so arm around Xiaomei go all the way, go on ......
I have always said, people's desires are endless, and life make you feel very satisfied with the things that is not much that moment, I feel, and Xiaomei, of alert and vigilance are among the lightly faded, in the original, there is no place where others look to each other's face masks are worn off spontaneously, and exposed in each other's face is a face not deliberately dress, but the cold dead body wrapped in a strong following, and sinking, fragile desire for warm heart, it is slowly revealed, happily beating the ......
Five
Since then, the eyes of others, we are just like like a pair of couples in couples, the contents of the conversation is also gradually enriched, but she never told me about her past, more than one occasion, she said to me: "Why should asked me so much? Let's take a good feeling to each other now, is not it do? quot; I learned from her again to share a lot of delicious things, and I bought those stiff in Lhasa, the hard tack, it is hard to swallow , taking advantage of the roadside a few Tibetan children looked at us with curiosity, I will fall into the whole gave them.
That day, a long wait because there was Xiaomei your side and would not get boring, we have until the evening until 7 o'clock on the other side to catch a military vehicle, traversed dangerous landslides segment when I holding her warm little hand, let me feel shouldering heavy tasks.
Drove about two hours, the sky is already completely dark, fog filled in the wilderness, white-washed headlights pierced the darkness of the heavy package, Black Market Town, such as the shade of a faithful and keep silent, like nurses backwards. 9 o'clock we went to the A lattice depot, the driver no longer afraid to drive on, and tonight must stay in the night.
Military depot at once unable to cope with a sudden so many passengers, the situation was very chaotic, the final result of the distribution of all women and children and the sick and elderly could be assigned to a quilt covered bed, and the rest were all housed in a disused barracks , I helped Xiaomei fight to a bed, she pleaded for a few, they won the sleeping bags from the car and went into barracks.
Barracks is the kind of a long strip of the cottage, in addition to a door long slide pass the two shops outside, nothing else matter, I am with dim lights, found a place inside the spread by comparison of the sleeping bags, sleeping bag, slightly a little wet, but the than those who do not quilt cover, the other passengers, I am too lucky, that in exceptional circumstances caused by inequality, so that the eyes of others I feel jealousy, anger, and a possible trigger for violent tendencies, I can Gu is not on too much, tired and cold at the moment like a big mountain to me like the pressure, the clothes have no off quickly into sleep.
Up the next day (20), the days clear up, I pack a good thing to look Xiaomei Ji Chongchong She has been in that wash, I went to her and asked: "how kind of sleep last night?" "Not very good , quilts too thin, old cold wake up, you do. "" I, quite good. "" I last night before going to sleep to the barracks came to see you, see you what to do, but to see you, you are motionless, it is estimated fell asleep, there is no disturb you, you next to those men stare, as I see, I feel very uncomfortable. "" ah, is it? "I felt a burst of warmth, but felt a deep sense of self - responsibility, "Sorry, too tired yesterday." I said guilty, "you want to do? body lotion." She was to face painted? quot; Oh, I did not it used to. "" Tu-point less dry skin Buzhi Yu. "" No, I took it, had never used, really not accustomed to using. "She also did not insist, I watched her grace to face, neck, hand painted body lotion, just to enjoy a beautiful work of art, her radiate from the inside to the outside of the United States and let me mature At that moment, felt his own humble and insignificant.
Later vehicles have hit the road, surprisingly beautiful scenery along the way, day-watt blue tile blue, white clouds, such as cotton, like 1000 odd gestos. Yajiang down the road along the road began to go well together, not so dangerous, but at this time Yajiang a roar and rage against yesterday's, have become soft Erya up the car walking in the jungle where, from time to time there are crystal-clear mountain streams diffuse over the road, roadside trees long with a lot of red fruit, but also see quite a few flocks of wild peach trees, along the river's flood on Ya can see some huge sand dunes, white sand in the blue sky Castle Peak contrast Under the exceptionally bright and I Xiaomei are deeply intoxicated in the surrounding beauty, we often see a beautiful landscape are hard to see that to each other, and then sent along with loud praise.
We are finally in the sunset to 81 in the town, originally a two-day trip as long as the middle of landslides due to go one day, but everything is considered a success, at 81, we are at the district administrative office hostel stay there, and quite naturally, we can make a a double room, leaning against the bed at night I read, travel diaries, looking at her Xiaomei out from the luggage inside those cosmetics, she said to her skin always so caring, not to me, has long been trained to have a skin roughness meat thickness of effort, and I was suddenly want to, she said: God has given you one face of a woman, why are you chamber a total of Huan rebellious miserable film about hi-Qian Hui Wu Kang a phoenix it is knocking on the party's short-tailed bird mound Asahara also gizzard Ping Deng men and crisp long E Temple Lang Zheng Alice Wu ? D fishy Soon Park, ginseng significantly less contented hoop shoot some holes, "I ugly, but I am gentle." a woman may not work ah!
After each other good night, everyone went their own bed, I soon fell asleep that day, I am very happy.
Six
81 town is the district government of Tibet Linzhi location is an emerging industrial city. Altitude of 2950 meters, beautiful nyang river flowing from the edge of the town, the surrounding valley slopes, trees, trees, virgin forest preservation good; Tibetan agriculture and animal husbandry institute is located here, making her the second full-Tibet have university city. Writer Huang Zongying described in the book remember that moving a "log cabin" story do, and its ownership of women, Nanjing Forestry University professor, an orphan who come here that, with the plateau's ecological study of the persistent pursuit of plant, and on human living space Finally a pure land of love, in that founded the nation's first a plateau Institute of Ecology, with life and youth wrote "more than life, not down Zhengfan" touching chapter.
At this point, my eyes appears to be a film montage of the effects of a variety of lenses splicing together: me and Xiaomei road sat a small four-wheel look at Big Cypress; Xiaomei I walked side by side just after the harvest of the barley land; I am holding the hand Xiaomei barefoot walk through the cold clear stream nyang protoka a sandbar on the river walk; I and Xiaomei seat quietly watching the river flow to the river never stops moving forward; I smoked a cigarette standing on the hillside when the clumsy climb ridiculed Xiaomei appearance; I struggled carrying a barefoot walk through Grass desolately Xiaomei small brook; Xiaomei wet my position behind the woodshed to local market gardeners under the eaves ... .... Oh, everything seems so clear, but now too far away from me.
I was almost trapped in a 81 Xiaomei, to next Bomi road there have been major landslides, the news is simply not open to traffic in the near future, but we're on the road as previously mentioned are also able to return, a Back to full-time or can not be for us to choose, we, like two headless flies blindly walking in the street, I met a car on the question whether the drivers are up to Bomi, heaven pays off, Xiaomei good luck finally ran into a bound for Bomi jeep, the driver was demobilized soldiers in Sichuan, people quite refreshing to talk about a good price we boarded the bus back to the hotel took a package.
Before that, I have the data, and Lhasa, 81 on the bus 81 to Bomi know the middle tangmai natural barrier section is the most dangerous. As long as there is rain, landslides on the activities that we have weathered rocks on both sides, often cold-called smashing down. In 81, we walked to the local people who inquire about this section of track before, but disagree about different, it said, no worries, there are say it is too dangerous, of course, is still the most listened to those people of good will advise us not to take risks words. All of these, together with information on the information presented, but makes us feel the gravity of the matter, on the front of the car, I asked Xiaomei: "decided to go down?" Xiaomei said firmly: "At any rate loop is also broken better to go down. "to see her look, it seems that the performance than I am still strong.
Some passengers on board, and together with the driver a total of 11 individuals, a jeep is the kind of arranged on both sides of the back seat, longer than the average number of Jeeps, we bring a lot of things will be behind the plug of the full, each person's space is very narrow and very difficult to think straight and feet.
Let me introduce the other passengers to ride it, because this is the process behind the story is very useful, in addition to Xiaomei and I and the driver, there are four woman and four men, woman, there are three of their own is to go Miss Bomi a ballroom to do, in fact, were quite good, and the other one is the Bomi female doctors, one male and one female doctor husband (possibly) and the other one is just in three Police Academy graduates to Bomi small group of Tibetan practice exercise, Qamdo Shioi people, called "Nyima" Tibetan "sun" means that one is from Yunnan Dali to Bomi to do processing gold and silver jewelry business, called "small-inch", the rest of that bit is coming in Gansu, Hui people, long the standard-character country face, Yao Li do with the long knives, in the Bomi shop, car opened not long after, we have gradually familiar, and carriage from time to time came the cheerful laughter.
I have such a detailed description of everyone that was because there are so a sense, in that a narrow space, a certain period of time span on each other are equal, and who, without equal status, all help one another place for everyone another body so that, so they took those three to do Miss, I, and Xiaomei at the time we felt no how, everyone's starting point is different from subject to constraints of the conditions are different, you might say they are delighted with the selling and body to please the others, then we do, should not sell their souls to use and happy to please someone else's time? In other words, most of us can not live forever in their own ideas, many people are living in someone else's shadow, the only show time will be long or short, performance of space here and there It appears that most of us, In fact, people are doing one? quot; escort, "the feet of color, methods and tools for different carry on!
7
In this way, and I Xiaomei spent two days at 81, after hastily set foot on the road to Bomi. Bumpy road, everywhere in the renovation. Vehicle and did not take long for Nyingchi County, up the mountains. There are many great mountains along the pine tree, a tree hanging Chuiluo a long jeep outside looks quite new, within the was very bad, crawled to the roadside did not take long we should stop looking for water to cool boiled water tanks, Fortunately, a small inch of water along the way they are familiar with, in addition to the time delay of a number of stop-go, we are, after all, be able to move forward step by step toward the goal.
Gradually, we turned to the subject in front of large landslides on the lot, small-inch, and that people in Gansu and that after just a week ago, and now they also speak the words out with fear and trembling, the small-inch wrote: last time he would have say whatever they like, but 81 years, and that the world is a day of rain, tangmai natural barrier 102 classes as usual, there mudslides, landslides occur lot area of about more than 100 meters, automobile traffic has long been interrupted. But if you are bold, you can take advantage of debris flow is slow mobility on foot past, 81 to Bomi is only so only one way, unless you are drilling in deep forests, climb the hills to spend more than a dozen a day this damn road to bypass the (Later I read that when a Yu Chunshun is just walking), small inch and then said he was standing in a safe place that day, looking into the full 60-degree angle of the debris splashed down drip into the rapids below the ease of ups and downs Kozo cloth River, he went to 81 to source products must be taken in the past, standing next to the hesitation of the fast for two hours, spotted an opportunity Tuo Lexie socks into the mud-rock flow group, and then walk 20 meters, it is necessary to the mud-rock flow activity group, and suddenly a large stone disc kick into gear roll from the top down, from a place three meters in front of him glide, he said that he was stupid, and feet become soft, mud-rock flows to the thigh, not the root, almost no effort Bajiao Finally do not know was how the past, finished, pulled up the trouser legs, pointing to the bruised thigh Let us look at the wound was full of gravel scratched sharp debris inside the. Another person in Gansu and then said: Three days ago I have since come to also walk through, when it has killed two people, body lay by the roadside. Xiaomei and I eagerly asked: how did it happen? Gansu Province said: That was two Bomi Tibetan people, had they gone through the most dangerous debris flow activity area, is standing beside a bulldozer roadside finishing trouser legs, suddenly a large piece of the mountain slid down, the two were buried with a bulldozer Yanyanshishi until a slight decline stable, next to the two people will be dug up, it has long had no gas.
They say the tone is nothing like a joke, they will sit there also are all right to go to the 102 class sections are worried about his mouth non-stop mantra: God let it rain! Later we also know from their mouth, where the locals call it "Death Valley", from the Sichuan-Tibet Highway was opened for the day I do not know how many cars since then slide down and do not know how many innocent people bent where he died.
They heard the stories, together with the front of the "Valley of Death" story, really scared me, and Xiaomei unbearable, car Lulang through the beautiful, sun shiny red corner days, "is a good day, it is estimated car able to open in the past. "the driver confidence," you come from that drive? "I asked the driver," No, I just before serving in the military twice since it was in 2078 before things. "" ah! "I almost cried in despair.
Gradually the sky dark, jeeps opened headlights, and we walk in the vast virgin forest, the scenery is very beautiful, but I have no time to appreciate, and Xiaomei, we have a Tao Tao classes in a number of classes with, 105,104,103 is approaching 102 Road classes, and everyone is very tense, carriage become unusually quiet, with each other could hear the heavy breathing, difficult road began to go, and from time to time a broader range of landslides, after every meeting, I nervously? quot; is not passed 102? "Because we have an agreement before this, for fear the driver and not a result of psychological stress prompted whether he has reached 102, so as to avoid tension over his actions leading to deformation, so I do not know whether to Xiaomei" Death Valley ", sad to see a small inch the appearance, I know that has not arrived yet.
We are just as tense and helpless, like to wait for sentencing Moreover, both more than 11 pm, and line of sight is so bad that drivers are not familiar with another right that I really do not know what is waiting for our results. In order to ease the tension inside the vehicle, let us say a joke, I said: Now people are fine, and animals are fine, and met in the forest inside the bear, your best approach is to play dead lying on the ground floor, because bears do not eat dead creatures, it is up to the nose smelling you, they'll leave a few moments; now very different, if you play dead, hey, it came close to an ass you are sitting in your body, if you ordered large , ribs broken Jigen tolerate the pain, a non-throat, it may be a little hope, if you are unable to bear, when to call it old sat dead. Therefore, it is the best way is said to be like this, when you see it, it also saw you, you want to Chaqi waist, justifiably shouted: What's working, the password! As a result, you can take advantage of it scratched forehead when you desperately silly to use this valuable time to escape quickly.
Although this is a joke drew a burst of laughter, but I still can not duck the inner fear, watching out, Xiaomei, too, she was tightly cling to each other me, and I hand around her to comfort her Do not be nervous, but the I felt I had to speak with more vibrato, cars speeding in the night, in front of 102 classes, I seem to see that the place has a Devil grinning, he waited at the hillside, holding the hands of stone, it seems to put all In the past creatures and smashed to pieces.
那一晚,我才知道,我原本他妈的那么怕死,真不该把小梅也拉进来一起受这种痛苦的折磨。
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我们终于到了恐怖的"死亡谷",尽管其他人都没有说,但我从死一般沉寂的空气中感觉到了。车开始左右剧烈地摇晃起来,身边的行李离开了它们原有的位置,紧紧地挤压着我;透过狭小的车窗望出去,路边停着不少被塌方所阻隔的货车,人们围坐在一堆堆篝火旁,抽着烟,聊着什么,不时有人向我们一边招手一边高喊道:"危险啊,过不去!"
吉普车依旧摇晃着向前开,晚上,看不清四周,我和小梅搂在一起,象坐在一叶波涛汹涌海面上小船上,我紧张到了极点,一把攥住了小梅的手,我感到手心出了好多汗,小梅的手也是,看的出来她也十分紧张。此刻的我们,共同的恐惧把我们紧紧拉在一起,将对方视为唯一的依靠,握住她的手,我稍稍有些安定。透过车灯,依稀看到路很窄很窄,布满了碎石,夜很静,除了汽车马达的轰鸣,我能清楚地听见悬崖下面雷鸣般的水声。
走了塌方段约三四十米,汽车却抛锚了,司机着急地打了好几次火,依旧发动不起来,我和几个男的跳下车,有推车的,有在车轮下垫石头的,依旧不行,后来司机发现原来没油了,赶紧从后面翻出油箱加油,这时我环顾四周,那一夜月亮很亮,透过月光能基本上看清周围,脚下是软软的泥浆,小寸说,这就是泥石流的泥浆,下午刚被推土机推过,又指着泥浆上大大小小的石头说:"好家伙,才几个小时就掉下来这么多。"停在塌方的地方十分危险,因为能清楚地听见附近的山坡上有噼里啪啦的石头滚下来,小寸不敢再坐车了,要我和他一起走到前面安全的地方去。我告诉他先走,我不能抛下小梅独自跑了。我用手指敲着车窗,叫道:"小梅,下车,咱们一起走吧?quot;在这我不得不佩服车上几个女同胞的大胆和镇静,她们没象我们几个一样抛下司机,独自逃生,而是一直坐在车上安慰司机别紧张,司机在加油那会告诉大伙可以先下车走到前面安全的地方等他,她们怎么就那么镇定自若?小梅也在她们的鼓动下怎么也不肯下车,我没办法,只好一个人走了,我觉得如果人滑下去或许还有命,车要翻下去肯定全完蛋,所以我得走。
原来这地方真的很危险,路窄,泥石流将原本顺直的山路冲成了扭曲的S型,下面是约成70度的陡坡,光秃秃的,全是石头块,路面到谷底有一百多米,路面泥浆很多,能听见细微的水流声在路面淌过。我正边走边看,猛地前面传来小寸喊:"快走啊,注意上面,有石头滚下来啊。"我抬头望着上面,山风吹过来,能清楚的看到细小的石屑如水一样泻下来,间或滚下拳头大的石头,砸在路面啪啪做响。我一时有些惊慌,顾上不顾下,差点摔了一跤,后来总算走到了安全的地方,我和小寸站在路边,他指给我看上次差点被石头砸中的地方,然后又指着谷底说:"你看你看,那些都是掉下去的汽车残骸。"顺着手指,借助明朗的月光,真的能看见那些闪着光亮的残骸。
我焦急地等着汽车开过来,甚至觉得舍弃小梅独自逃跑很自私,不过后来汽车总算摇晃着开过来,在半途又停了下来,有人在车前面搬石头铺路,最后有惊无险,人车平安。上车后,我问小梅?quot;你不害怕?怎么不和我走呢? "小梅说:"谁说不害怕,后来我下车想找你黑漆漆的看不见你,脚发软,只好又回车上了。 ""可我当时叫了你啊。 "小梅没再说什么,我到现在也不知道她当时为什么留在车上,是为了表示自己的英勇?还是出于一种本能的逃避?反正我觉得没必要留在车上,因为遇到塌方,司机都不要乘客呆在车上,要求大家自己走过去。
Nine
我们那天在凌晨四点钟到的波密,小寸不顾一路的疲劳,带我们找好了招待所住下。我和小梅都累坏了,各自很快地睡着了。
我们在波密呆了三天,期间我们搭了部吉普车去了一个叫玉仁的小山村,因为吉普车的司机我们跟他说好了第二天包他的车去邦达,而他这天刚好要送他一个干儿子去玉仁,他儿子在昌都教书,而儿媳妇在波密玉仁乡小学教书,夫妻分居两地好多年了,有一个两岁的小女儿,胖乎乎的,平时他们都无法相聚,因为离的太远了,只有寒暑假才有时间在一起。
玉仁是波密县最为偏远的一个乡,从县城到那汽车开了8个小时,玉仁四周环绕着雪山,远处是苍茂的原始森林,不时有冰雪融化形成的溪流潺潺流过,他们说每当春天来的时候,漫山遍野的野桃树的花映红了整个山沟,使玉仁这个荒僻的小村真的变成了世外桃源。
玉仁是一个纯藏族人居住的村庄,风俗很纯,人们象看外星人似的看着我们,不时掩着嘴发出一阵阵笑声,在这,语言交流十分困难,因为他们大多都听不懂普通话,而我们对藏语除了"扎西德勒"也一无所知,但我们都很高兴,也很激动,我和小梅都庆幸能有机会来体验一下藏族人最真实的生活。
那一天的感觉不错,晚上我们睡的是乡招待所,玉仁乡晚上没有电,招待所院子里的藏狗很凶,嗅见生人味道就狂吠,黑夜里周围有无数双绿萤萤的眼睛虎视耽耽地看着我们,好在有管理招待所的当地人带头,那些狗吠了一阵就安静了,那人把我们引到一间空房子交给我们几支蜡烛就走了,我和小梅把房门紧闭,点燃了蜡烛躺在各自的床上,小梅很怕黑,一再央求别把蜡烛吹灭,我说:"哎,有光我睡不着啊。"后来她不再坚持了,可能她也很累了,我吹灭了蜡烛,房间里一片漆黑,夜十分安静,能听见风吹过树叶的纱纱声,还有时不时传来几声狗叫。我突然起了个捉弄小梅的念头,说道:"哎,我刚才从窗子望出去看见了一双泛着绿光的眼睛,它在向我们房间张望呢。"小梅呀的一声,我能想象她捂住耳朵的样子,不由的哈哈大笑,过了一会儿,小梅说:"你真坏?quot;我赶紧说:"再不说了,再不说了。 "说实在话,在这么一个偏僻的小村里,漆黑的夜晚,我说的那双绿眼睛其实把我自己吓了一跳,小梅捂起耳朵听不见了,我说给鬼听?自己吓自己?
第二天醒过来,小梅躺在那对我说:"我昨晚上一夜没睡着,老想着那双眼睛,听了你一夜的呼噜。当时很害怕,真想爬到你床上。"我赶紧接住她的话:"早说啊,我过你那边。""呸!想的美!"看到小梅那疲惫的样子,我真有点后悔。
我们从玉仁返回波密又住了一晚上,第二天5点半出发前往邦达,一路经过了美丽的然乌湖,通过了另一处比较危险的路段--白马天险,但不如前面过通麦天险时那么紧张,沿怒江上朔在晚上九点钟时到了邦达。
在邦达的那一晚最为难忘。
Ten
从资料上看,邦达到昌都169公里段是川藏南、北的联系线,它是一个交通的三叉路口,往北去昌都及邦达机场(世界上海拔最高),往西接八宿波密,往东去左贡、芒康,原来想应该是一个比较繁华的市镇,可却没想到荒凉的很,只有十来间小平房,我和小梅跳下车,拍了拍身上的尘土,"这就是邦达?"一时间我还以为司机在开玩笑呢,看着他着急和认真的样子,我才相信了,此时天已经黑了,四周见不到几个人,能听见发电机突突在工作着,旁边》构堇镉屑刚祷璋档钠品⒊霾业墓猓咴耐矸绾浯坦牵也挥傻拇蛄思父龆哙隆?
从波密送我们到达邦达的司机连夜要开车返回昌都,我们走进了旁边的一家旅店,向那司机挥了挥手就此告别。
旅馆老板是个四川人,热情地将我们引到客房,"就这间了,其他的全给清早赶飞机的人预定了。"这是一间很小的木板拼凑的小间,里面并排摆着两张床,因为房子小,床和床之间没有空隙,看上去就象一间硕大的双人床,"这怎么行!"我有点急,虽然我和小梅从八一开始就住在一起,但大家都保持着一定的距离,而住在一起的主要原因是因为彼此能方便照应,行动保持一至?quot;再去找找! "我冲着老板说道,老板转了一圈,回来无可奈何地说:"真的没了。 "我看着小梅:"怎么办? ""住呗,我都累坏了。 "我只好跟着小梅进了房间。
放下行李我们下楼吃饭,邦达海拔4390米,空气明显稀薄很多,店老板炒出来的菜都有点生,我和小梅胡乱地吃了点东西,此时小梅显得非常疲累,面色苍白,她告诉我现在她高山反应十分严重,觉得呼吸不畅。饭后我们回到房间,各自用热水泡了泡肿胀的脚,小梅很快钻进了里面那张床的被子里,我点着蜡烛,艰难地写着旅行日记。早晨搭飞机的人们此刻还没来,整个二楼空空荡荡的,夜非常寂静,高原的夜风呼呼地肆虐着,似乎要吹垮一切。
房子很不严实,到处漏风,所以冰冷刺骨,我不由的往被子里缩了缩。小梅象只小猫一样睡在那里,只露出两个鼻孔,我听见她沉重的呼吸声,忙探过身去,轻声问道:"怎么了,没事吧。"小梅哼了几声,说:"我现在很难受,胸口闷,快喘不过气来了。"我帮她盖好被子安慰她,但我实在也没什么办法。我终于写完了日记,吹灭了蜡烛,钻进了被窝,其实我也微微有少许胸口发闷,但没有小梅严重,今天我们走的太急了,从海拔2000米左右的波密来到四千多米的邦达,肌体一下子适应不了,小梅才会出现这么严重的高山反应。
我就要快睡着了,突然小梅轻轻地说道:"我感到浑身发冷。"我转过脸向着她,沉默了一会,说:"我来抱住你吧。"小梅没说什么,似乎表示默许,我爬过去抱住她,她也搂住了我,她的头枕在我怀里,呼吸急促,我帮她把盖在头上的长发向后梳理,借助外面的光,她那张光滑的红润的脸完全显露了,我用手轻轻的抚摸她的脸,不禁蒙生出想吻她的念头,但没有做。我们的身体紧紧依偎在一起,相互温暖,彼此都能感觉到对方的每一次心跳。在这个寒冷荒芜的高原小镇的夜晚上,那种相互依赖相互渴求的本能充分展露出来,如果说在这之前,大家还保持着一份警戒,那么,此刻的我们真的彻底撕去了伪装,走到了一起。这也许不是爱,只是出于一种渴望温暖的本性,但正因为它是那么直接的,不经过装饰的,所以我当时体会到了一种比虚假做作的爱更伟大的一面,这也许是一种升华了的爱吧。
我就这样抱着她,听着她逐渐平复的呼吸,小梅比刚才好受一些了,我想起了什么,问:"小梅,你觉得今后我们回到各自的空间里,有没可能走到一起?"接下来是很长时间的一段沉默,我知道小梅听见我的话了,她在思考呢,过了一阵,她慢慢地说:"是不可能的,说心里话,我很高兴能同你相识,共同走过这么艰险的漫漫长路,这是一种缘份,但缘份可遇不可求。我们现在所在的环境,并非一种真实的,代表我们全部的环境,回到现实空间后,你不是现在的你,我也不是此刻的我,我们现在所做的一切,脱离了它存在的空间后,就会变的可笑甚至不可思议。"
我听懂了,我能明白,正因为我也看清楚了未来,所以我将小梅搂的更紧。这一夜,我和小梅,两个孤独的独自在外漂泊的游子,相互依偎着,相互温暖着,我们感受到了生命中一种最真实的感觉。
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这以后我们都忙着赶路,告别邦达沿怒江到了芒康,一个西藏最东边的小城,虽然一路上我们依然有说有笑,但我能看的出来,随着我们和现代社会距离慢慢地靠近,原来那种亲密的、相互依恋的情意正逐渐褪去,好几次,当我试图去握她的手时,她总是固执地将手挪开。她的目光中失去了原有的纯真和快乐,重新变的忧郁深邃起来
我们在芒康时决定走滇藏公路出藏,那天我们搭着一部当地藏民拉满了木头的货车到了盐井,就要离开西藏了,却差点闹的分道扬镳,当时我扭头气鼓鼓的背着包一个人走到公路边截车想和她就此分别,但最后我还是折回到她歇息的那个小店向她低头,她当时对我说:"我觉得你不会舍我而去,现在也不是彼此分手的时候。"看着我无可奈何的表情,她得意地笑了笑。
再后来我们到了德钦,中甸,重新又见到了阔别多日的柏油马路,离开中甸又和她到了丽江,最后我们到了昆明,坐飞机回到了广州,在飞机上我们没有什么话语。
从白云机场出来,我打的送她去中国大酒店对面的新锦湖巴士站,是分手的时候了,我帮她把包从肩上卸下来,拍了拍她身上的灰尘,我望着她,她也默默地望着我,我将手伸向她,她犹豫了一下,伸出手握上了我的手,分手时我觉得有很多话要说,但记得当时只说了一句:"祝你幸福。"她轻轻地回答道:"谢谢,也祝你幸福快乐!"然后我背上包,头也没回地穿过熙熙攘攘的人群走到了过街天桥上,我站在天桥的中央,忍不住回头朝车站里面张望,小梅已经不在那了,我不知道她上了其中的哪一部车,也不知道她是否已经踏上了去深圳的路程。
那一刻我突然感到一片空白,一种复杂的心情占据了我整个大脑空间,我站在人来人往拥挤的天桥上,望着桥下川流不息的车流,我的心猛地象受到别人捶击一样感到了一种疼痛。我知道,和小梅就此分别,也许就是永久的离别,我们就象茫茫天际中运动着的两颗行星,从不同的地方驶来,在某个时间空间里交汇,尔后彼此都没有改变运动的轨迹,以某一固定的交角朝各自的目标前进,越来越远,越来越远。
我回来后曾一度不太适应广州这个繁华的都市,生活逐渐纳入正轨,每天又开始象一块上了发条的钟表机械地沿着固定的线路滴滴哒哒运转着;每次我走在喧闹的都市大街上,却感到比在人烟罕至的川藏公路更为强烈的一种孤独,望着擦肩而过行色匆匆的人们,我有种冲动想对他们高喊:"请你停一停,来听听我心中的歌吧。"但是我知道,人们将会象看一个外星人似的看着我。
有一天,我撑着雨伞走在雨中,见到前面有个姑娘独自走前面,雨水将她纤细的背影打湿,我在朦胧中似乎又看见了小梅的背影,我想冲上去,如那天我打着伞搂着她走在雨中一样,但意识告诉我一切只是虚幻。当我快步超过她时,我看到了一张冷漠的没有表情的脸,也许她和我一样同样孤独,但在人们的目光和内心的戒备下,我们共同失去了从相知到熟识,彼此给予对方温暖的机会。我感到了一种悲哀,其实爱并非遥远而不可及,只是我们自己在通往爱的路上设置了太多的程序和障碍,大家必须小心翼翼地,经过一系列繁琐的步骤,一点一点地走近爱,要显的很矜持,很有规矩。我更希望爱是源于一种本性,而非由别人来操纵,就象我和小梅在川藏路上一样。
我现在站在现实的空间里,再回想起小梅来。我不得不承认在我们一起走过的那段日子里,她比我看的更清楚,更理智;有些时候,坐在黑暗里,常常想给她打个电话,听听电话那边遥远而熟悉的声音,我找出电话本,按照她给我留的电话号码,我知道她不会骗我,通过这个电话确实能找到她,但当拨完号码后,在另一边传来电话铃响之前我又重重地将电话挂起,不错,正象那一晚她对我所说的那样,回到各自生活的空间里,我不是那时的我,她也不是彼时的她,我们的航向注定只能相交,而永远无法平行。那么,我和小梅在一起的那些日子,就象一个笼罩着美丽光环的梦,永远留在各自的记忆里,我没有勇气也没有必要去破坏它。即便我能鼓起勇气将那种时时涌来的冲动付诸于一种行动,即便小梅她也能象以前那样,由于我执着的追求而再一次温柔地将头枕在我的肩上,可是现在的环境和那时截然不同,大家也不可能永远生活在过去的记忆中,因此,最有可能的结果是:我们既无法把握住未来,也将痛失掉过去,那些曾给对方留下的美好的记忆会顷刻间化为乌有。所以我宁可永远回忆而不去试图破坏。
我想如果当时没有小梅和我一起,我也能独自走过川藏公路的,但一路肯定苍白很多。如果没有小梅结伴同行,那些日子,亦如往昔走过的那些没有感觉的岁月一样,我也将把它逐渐淡忘。这16天,和一生的时间相比,只是短暂的一瞬,可它确是一段闪亮的日子,将照亮我以后的人生旅程。
Postscript
我从西藏回来后那段时间工作很忙,无暇及时地整理我的游记,连拍摄的胶卷也是陆陆续续一个月后才全部冲洗完,每一张相片都很精彩,将我在西藏的那些日子比较完整地记录下来,其中有很多是在川藏公路上给小梅拍的。闲的时候,我翻阅着每一张相片,过去的日子又一幕幕浮现在脑海中。
一个多月后,我收到了小梅的一封信,她把我的相片寄给了我。信写的很平淡,就象阔别很久的朋友的一种礼节性问候。我给她也回了封信,将她的相片寄了过去,犹豫再三还是留下了她的一张相片,信的结尾我还附了一份提纲式的川藏公路行程简介,在这以后很长一段时间彼此都没再联系。
去年圣诞节前一个星期,突然收到她第二封来信,在信中她说前一段时间去了很远的一个地方,最近才回到深圳,信写的依然很朴实,在信的结尾,她这样写到:今天我才把去西藏的相片全部整理了一次,别人问起我的西藏之行,我总觉得没什么好讲的,因为他们不了解西藏,所以无法体验和理解我在西藏的那种感觉。况且一路上也没遇上很惊险的事情,包括最危险的通麦天险,也因为运气好而没经受太多磨难,所以就更没什么好讲的了。但心里却很感激能成功地从川藏公路上一步步走出来,当时的那种犹豫和紧张现在无法再能体会,很多事情不去亲身尝试就永远不会成功,很多自己的潜能不受到压力也不会迸发出来,我想,走川藏公路将是自己一辈子的财富。
我没回信,我们的联系就此告一段落。
我现在很怀疑我是否真的去过西藏,是否真的和小梅一起走过那16天的风风雨雨,很多时候我甚至告诉自己,那可能是一种幻象。我和小梅手挽手走在那条荒凉险僻的川藏公路上,所发生的一切在大多数人看来只是出于一种人的自然性,它只能存在于那个特定的时间空间里,他们告诉我,那根本不是一种爱。我不知道怎么回答,因为我在现在无从去把握和揣摩那时的感觉。但有一点我知道,确实曾有过爱,至少有过爱的萌芽,只不过我和小梅在它还没成长起来就用我们的意识将它扼杀了。否则我为什么在真正离别的时候感到了一种痛?而这痛楚,随着时间的推移越来越强烈起来,最终成为了我生命一种永恒的痛楚。
我知道我和小梅永远无法走到一起,我们会拥有各自的爱情和家庭,我将把这段经历小心地收拾起来,放在很高很远的地方。我可能很长时间不去触动翻弄它,甚至一辈子。可是我知道它永远在我内心深处,永远保持着一种青春的绿色。
写到这里,我的内心不仅没有一种如释重负的解脱,相反,反而莫名地沉重起来。我就象一个灵魂的被审判者,坐在黑暗中,不经意地将原本掩藏很深的东西一件一件地抖露在阳光下。我很抱歉写了这文章,如果它让你觉得沉重的话。
这篇文章是献给自己和小梅,献给那些曾经孤独、正在孤独、将会孤独的人们,献给那些有自己的思想有自己的理念而永不放弃的探索者。我希望天下有情人最终找到属于自己的真爱,希望所有苦苦地为理想奋斗的朋友最后能够成功。我还要感谢在西藏36天中给予我帮助和温暖的人们,给我感觉和思想的人们。
谢谢你们能耐心地看完我这些喃喃呓语,我深深地爱着你们!
转自《中华行知网》
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