Sichuan-Tibet road love story (reproduced)
She was my very good friends. A few days ago, she told me that by the spring, she would go to Everest, and I'm not surprised, for those of us purely backpackers, there is no where we want to go away than the ; Then, she said that she was married to Everest ... ...
And her hand is that with her on the road with the same through the wind and rain, with his rainbow. This time, such stories, I can not but recall that in our circle that classic story. It chronicles the two traveling in a foreign land with the boys and girls, get to know the dangerous desolate Sichuan-Tibet road, and, later, took place between them a series of extraordinary, full of fantasies stories.
* Willy * This is the "Sichuan-Tibet Highway - the story of me and Xiaomei," touched the hearts of another wave of wave of the horizon about a long journey passengers, however, that the outcome of the helplessness and sadness but, like an invisible shackles, shackles with those in the outbreak of the road out of love sparks - Everyone says that the journey of love as a catalyst, but it can only be a total pain, can not be willing, in the numbness of the city, so that the seed will not germinate. But today, I finally know, the journey of love, the original can carve out beautiful flowers.
Can not remember how many times is the re-read the article, like to see "Westward Journey", as each have different feelings, each have different findings. Belonging to the lovers of the day, I really want to share with friends this stormy love story. This time, I believe: heart, love, life's journey would wonderful.
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Sichuan-Tibet Highway
- The story of me and Xiaomei
By: Willy
Life had a pain
To say this is the case here, a life experience, which chronicles the two traveling in a foreign land with the boys and girls, get to know the dangerous desolate Sichuan-Tibet road, and, later, took place between them a series of extraordinary, full of fantasies story.
(A) Chu Shi Xiaomei
Me and Xiaomei yes I am about to leave Lhasa, set foot on the day before the understanding of the Sichuan-Tibet Highway. Ticket was very tense, pre-sale time is said to have been routed to the early September, I have not had to wait 10 days in Lhasa, the patience, but I do not want to out of Tibet from the Qinghai-Tibet Highway, because of his travel has always been reluctant to turn back, Sichuan-Tibet Highway in Tibet to leave the final choice is mostly a matter of fact because I have "nowhere to go."
The day before leaving Lhasa, hastily bought some on the road in the street to eat solid food - a few pieces of hard tack and good hard stiff multiple large pancake, but also find time to go outside the Jokhang Temple Barkhor bought some souvenirs, these things to me plug in full to the brim of the luggage. Also pay close attention during the period of time took a bath, they will gradually lose their true colors wash those dirty clothes clean, hard days of ran about busily make me able to do so leisurely. Prior to departure that morning, I finally gave up the idea of walking alone on the Sichuan-Tibet Highway, until now I can not remember how suddenly there was this idea, and now want to come mostly because of an unexpected journey of a lonely reason. I have to write a note posted on the "auspicious days hotel" front piece of colorful visitors to message boards, hoping to find a companion. But this I do not hold very high hopes, as coincides with the rainy season, this country from Lhasa to Chengdu Road is not actually opened to traffic, in addition to Lhasa to Nyingchi has also opened a long-distance bus, the remaining distance thanks to the way their own cut-off cars, landslides, debris flow is a common occurrence on this road, and all of the dangerous and fun, only real people came to deeply appreciate it.
I am leaning sidelong hotel on the second floor corridor of the bench, smoking a cigarette with a green taste of cucumber, cucumber this thing is a good thing, that is able to quench your thirst and to complement deficiency of vitamin plateau, this travel experience I have a few from the next room, then learned of the South Korean travelers. August highland sun gently through the numerous gaps according to the tree over, mixed with butter faint fragrance of the wind pro-stroking my black skin off the face, let me temporarily forget the burning pain, distance Abdallah as the Golden Palace, under the blue sky and white clouds seemed to be especially solemn dazzling, downstairs 3322 and out of tourists, brought in a while noisy, but the instant they quiet down, gradually, so slowly I began to doze, continuous run around after the It makes me feel very relaxed very cozy.
"I ask here, called the XX have it?"
My ears heard a soft girl's voice, pitch inside with some doubts and to test, I opened his eyes, stood next to a girl, dressed in jeans, black pullover, a black long hair, eyes sweep her face, it is an ordinary, not been decorated heap of cosmetics, face, facial symmetry, looking white, but the relatively wide cheeks a bit, I noticed that her right pupil of the eye black, deep eyes, it seems also reveals little vicissitudes, finally, I have to admit that the lines of her body is quite plump.
"Ah, I was." I hastened to stand up from the chair.
"I saw your note, and would like to peer with you together."
"Oh, were you." I replied panic while subconsciously T? T? clutter of fluffy hair.
"I came to Tibet along the Sichuan-Tibet Highway hears friends scenery is beautiful, always wanted to have the opportunity to see for themselves. I just bought a bus ticket Lhasa to Chengdu, back to the hotel to see your message has."
"What? As far as I know, now does have opened in Chengdu bus, but take the Qinghai-Tibet Highway, do not take the Sichuan-Tibet Road."
"Is it? How could this be?" She look of regret.
"But you can go to a refund, if you decide to go with me, then I do not buy a ticket." With that one up I feel a bit sorry.
So I slowly talked her up, she told me her name is Xiaomei, living in Shenzhen, just quit his work, while trying to find a job out of travel before. To be honest, I was really not very much hope that she and I go with the Sichuan-Tibet highway, because I think Needing You, together with action would be too inconvenient, Moreover, on the road, I may have a lot of care and to accommodate her, although I that may happen on the road to be prepared, but I have never too sure, and she is give me help, that it have?
"The Sichuan-Tibet Highway, you know how much?" I asked tentatively.
"No, I only know that along the way to go through cross-sectional mountains, quite difficult and dangerous."
I looked at her, and my heart burst of funny, this girl, how abruptly, and to travel in Tibet could not be arbitrary, should do some preparation in advance, at least first estimated time and cost, plan the trip lines. I had to patiently to her a bit rough to say that my travel plans, finally, I borrowed her a "traveler" magazine No. 7, the above description there is the Sichuan-Tibet Highway and told she does not hurry to reply, I would like to After reading the book introduction, perhaps she would back down to.
Afternoon, she came knocking on my door and told me: "I still want to try it, if not do I then return to Lhasa."
So I went with her on the back of the bus ticket, bought two from the town of Lhasa bus ticket bound Nyingchi 81. Also to the "Asian hotel" in front of shop bought a sleeping bag, perhaps using the road.
(B) to leave Lhasa
People will experience in life Qiqitete thing, met a wide variety of people, some are only of passing your life in a hurry, like meteor bustling night sky, it is fleeting; some people become friends accompany you around , at a difficult time extending a warm hand to you; some belonged to another, between the two, but in your mind has left a deep imprint has become a kind of permanent anguish you have, or is a lingering sweet imprint, and now I know, Xiaomei are the last kind.
18, early in the morning shuttle, Xiaomei have long settled down to get his luggage in the room waiting for me. Bus took us along the Lhasa River winds ahead, so I will soon have to leave Lhasa, and from the window to the magnificent Potala Palace, overlooking the deep feeling the last one, which is so solemn, like a silent giant to the I showed its final glory, oh, my beautiful Lhasa, the Temple of my heart and I hope that one day longer to come back to see you.
Around noon, the bus to the mountain Minamisawa when, Zetang a long history, is well known for the famous first with the Buddha in Tibet, France, and the Samye Monastery monks sit Sambo falls here, the entire temple architectural style of melting Tibetan, Han, printed on one , temple monks, red, yellow, and over three teaching and repair, must be called a temple in Tibet.
Car out of Zetang thoroughly good-bye pretty soon on the asphalt road, cross-flow of the Brahmaputra endless winding to appear to the left of the car. Lu began to bump around together, buttocks grinding to refining its stand on the seat is very uncomfortable; long wheel travel fatigue have been rolled up and showered us hit. Xiaomei I sat next to a car passenger in addition to our no was also like a tourist, they have come out from Qinghai to Sichuan-Tibet highway road Nyingchi repair work, there are just to visit relatives back to his unit's officers have come all this way daughter, son-in Sichuan come explore the old lady. Carriage from time to time people came to talk with the Sichuan dialect loud voice, occasionally they send bursts of unbridled laughter.
Xiaomei and I do not have much to each other, perhaps less familiar is just the sake of knowledge, we have maintained a cautious, a restrained. I was thinking why did I did not flatly refused to her, probably because I though along the way busy schedule, traveling alone to go alone, but fundamentally, or that from the inside I was a weak, unconscious, I am also afraid of loneliness, I also desire warm; Or was her deep eyes, slightly sad I can not refuse? Perhaps never the answer, and perhaps can only be explained by fate. God in that moment, she was cited as a place to the front of me.
I looked at her, she was leaning against the seat, wearing a kind of black around are along a sun hat, black sunglasses frame in a small nose, she seems to have fallen asleep, and scattered long hair cover went to more than half of the face, I could even clearly heard her even breathing ...... suddenly she suddenly woke up, his hand groping for something in the luggage bag, a short while she took out a bottle of sunscreen fluid, while starting on the face evenly coated with one side said to me: "No way, I do not want their change back to Shenzhen, a black-po." I smiled and she said: "You girls are so much to do, But you really nursing a good skin, is also spent in Tibet do not see such a long time. "" Do you want it? "she coated her neck, and I saw her slender neck and fair complexion, "I have no need of, look at my appearance, it has long had reborn.", she reverted to its previous Nafu sleeping positions, I suddenly thought of something, in her ear: "You afraid of the sun, let's change for location of it. "" No, thank you. "" I have the inflatable travel pillow, cushion will be comfortable in the back of the head a lot. "She looked at me and said:" hey, I used not used to it, or you use it. "" You're welcome. "I still insist said. "I really do not like to use." She did not see me a look of embarrassment.
Next, the car began to take the winding mountain roads, and road is very steep, the engine was breathing heavily sloping slowly crawling and I Xiaomei mutually silent, looking out, her words are polite for me is a kind of invisible resistance, it should be said that my behavior was very simple, I just think that as a boy, shouldering heavy tasks should consciously sacrificing the care of her. She gave me a kind of soft response can not be said to be an affront to my self-esteem, but at least I feel some depression, that moment, I almost put her into a cold look at the sculpture, how is she like Like so preoccupied, remained silent? God, I even began to think that the choice was a big mistake.
(C) plus Cha Cha Shan County
Up gradually overcast weather, the original is still so clear skies, what would become of the dark clouds. Car began to climb mountains gacha, and winding road meanders like a snake in the mountains, the car like a bug crawling up difficulty, it seems never-ending. Gradually, the streams Cage played a round and round fog, 10-step beyond the invisible man. Wheels less than a meter away from the edge of the cliff, the driver in case a lack of skills or mechanical failure, are likely to let a car were blown to pieces, I can not help but worry about up front every giant slalom, my heart will not bring independence to , with the direction of then onto the right path, hanging from the heart once again heavily fall down, and so forth, to the peace of mind was down, because the fear is purely unnecessary, you can only pray for devotion to the God, you can only be themselves as desperadoes, without which you have no choice.
Xiaomei have been awake, eyes watching out the window, eyes and demeanor did not seem rattled down, I really wonder how she touched on the so nothing is really a cool sculpture. Auto climbing for three hours before breathing heavily on the Peak, plus check for nearly 5,000 meters above sea level mountain, the air is thin, the Peak there are many colorful streamer and piles of yards Nepalese stone days it started to rain, mountain constantly eroding the cold wind wrapped in my lungs, I am not help to violently coughing up. Roads become very muddy from time to time a car broke down on the road, very narrow mountain wrong car, and its dangers, the wheel close to the cliff edge run over, and good in fog, but also of sight beneath an inverted peace of mind.
When the sun goes down to the foot of the mountain quickly, we disturbed a slight relaxation of the heart, quite at ease when the vehicle, the driver from the roadside to mention the water to cool the engine and wheels, Goodfellas, water, a splash up, wheels ci Lala Zhimao water vapor, the hot wheels to brake brake.
Search in Canada at a roadside shop near the county lodging, again it began to rain, casual eat something, you go to bed to sleep. Xiaomei and the vehicle along with other female passengers were accommodated in a bungalow looks kinda good, I, and other vehicle fellow men, there is little preferential treatment, sleep in a wood patchwork house, on top of random covered by plastic sheeting, the entire room in many parts of episodes blah shedding water was cold at night I woke from time to time, but also from time to time there is rain falls on my head, its painful to behold, but the money than those who can not afford to stay the passengers in the car wrapped cold, I counted himself lucky.
That night I am feeling very low, mainly bad weather, combined with such a cold girl, with her, my heart become heavy up, so that tourism will suffer damn early to know one were gone, I fell asleep so drowsily.
The next day, it is not yet fully light, in my sleep was awakened by thunderous sound of a motor car, a watch, seven more in the room Jiusheng I alone one person. I have no scaling nor face, brush grabbed onto the luggage on the car, Xiaomei have been sitting there, and I am a little angry, complaining: "The Xiaomei, how do you not call me ah." "I do not know where you sleep . "I have nothing to say, sadly looking out the window, the rain is still underground with Shua Shua, thick morning mist Yanqu most of the surrounding mountains, oily of barley being a night of rain baptism extra green roadside cottage hidden in the morning mist, at times when, at the moment, I think, Xiaomei like that, like fog, wrapped in her mysterious foreign yarn, so I do not see real, touch, not on direction.
(D) of barren hills and remote places driving rain, landslides Lu-yu
More and more rain, cars struggling to break through the hazy mist move forward with. The roof started leaking, I had to swing around the body to avoid the rain. The road is more muddy, flooded with puddles large and small, on-street from time to time a small landslides, loose rocks weathered by heavy rain washed down and rolled disorder in the road. Driving through the Canadian investigation county, Yajiang appeared on the left, it blankets out the roar of the dragon like a roar, like rough to beat the two sides, it seems like crushed everything.
10:00 minutes, appeared in front of a large-scale landslides, landslides of the 32 cars parked on both sides. Roll over the gravel road, roadbed was washed only about two wheels, wide, and the driver is actually very sure that the car no problem to open in the past. But did not dare to sit in a passenger car, for safety reasons, drivers are asking everyone to come first, landslides above, in front of a safe place such as cars. Passengers have disembarked, and I walk in the ranks of the middle Xiaomei, landslides, where not too long, just over 20 meters, rocks, trees, mountain mud heap everywhere, the wind came, landslides of the most vulnerable Rolling Stone still crackling down the slope head.
We carefully one by one through the cave section, it is our turn, I looked back Xiaomei, for she said: "holding my hand." She obediently stretched hand over, "Do not look above, pay attention to the foot." I pulling her hand smoothly through the cave, to a safe place,
We Xiangshiyixiao, but failed to say anything. Gradually the rain a bit smaller and I stand on a high ground Xiaomei side by side looking at the driver opened the car staggered over, people burst of cheering, lining up to board a bus, car wet, and from time to time heard the voice of BS-ing This ghost weather, everyone can not stand.
"In fact, the morning that I had the driver wait for you, otherwise the car ran back." Xiaomei suddenly said dismissively, "Oh, is it?" I have eyes and looked out the window, wistfully, the morning was eliminate a lot of anger.
A double whammy, noon, Long County, not long after our car, but also met a larger cave, in front of came news that a rock smashed the roadbed, cars could not before. Get off to the cave where the driver see go, and I jumped out of car, drive past to see what was going on, and they walked about half a kilometer to the cave where, watching the driver look of the gloom, I know this is completely finished under the . Landslides are found in a bend where the road left more than 6 meters less than two meters wide, mainly most of roadbed completely collapse in the short term simply beyond repair.
I returned to the car, Xiaomei eagerly asked to see me, and I told her the bad news, "there are only two ways, either with the vehicle retrace Lhasa, or get something passed on landslides, to the opposite car ride back to continue go down. "" Your idea is? "Xiaomei looked at me," I, of course, go down, I always do not go backwards. "" I'll follow you, days leaves people a way out. "
We are seated side by side, I was hungry hungry and trapped, can be in the wilderness to find remote places where to eat? I suddenly thought of buying dry food in Lhasa, but I really lazy to take the roof luggage rack, Xiaomei what seemed to realize that, "you have not eat it, my chocolate, give!" I had one eye Liang, Erhuameiyue took a large piece of the chewing up and hurry up early, put an empty stomach, just too hungry, do not eat something really collapsed to the ground. "I want to look at the cave where, by the way breath of fresh air points." Xiaomei looked at me and his eyes seemed to bring a little hope, "I'll show you it, anyway, this is left alone."
Later, I Xiaomei to the cave where, on both sides of the stalled legislation full of crowd, "Let's go." Xiaomei sigh, I Xiaomei slowly back away days, it began to rain, Xiaomei propped up umbrella , hint I am relying on the past, I took the umbrella, Xiaomei silently walking beside me and suddenly I stretched out his right hand, suddenly grabbed Xiaomei's shoulders, I do not know how to be so bold, Xiaomei is also no resistance, meekly hide In my crook of the arm, I think her shoulder is very soft, her hair flowing Mosha Zhao my face, I smelled the fragrance emanating her body, my heart filled with warm current from the sky still shade, and very low clouds in the valley floated here and there, rocky hillside on a goshawk in the wind, its powerful wings moving exhibition, the air was filled with the damp scent of wild flowers, the Brahmaputra in the Wing do not know tired for our joy manner singing; I suddenly felt very satisfied, I hope so arm around Xiaomei go all the way, go on ......
I have always said, people's desires are endless, and life make you feel very satisfied with the things that is not much that moment, I feel, and Xiaomei, of alert and vigilance are among the lightly faded, in the original, there is no place where others look to each other's face masks are worn off spontaneously, and exposed in each other's face is a face not deliberately dress, but the cold dead body wrapped in a strong following, and sinking, fragile desire for warm heart, it is slowly revealed, happily beating the ......
(E) Hyoji camp along the downstream Yajiang
Since then, the eyes of others, we are just like like a pair of couples in couples, the contents of the conversation is also gradually enriched, but she never told me about her past, more than one occasion, she said to me: "Why should asked me so much? Let's take a good feeling to each other now is not it? "I learned from her again to share a lot of delicious things, and I bought those stiff in Lhasa, the hard tack, it is difficult to swallow, Taking advantage of the roadside a few Tibetan children looked at us with curiosity, I will fall into the whole gave them.
That day, a long wait because there was Xiaomei your side and would not get boring, we have until the evening until 7 o'clock on the other side to catch a military vehicle, traversed dangerous landslides segment when I holding her warm little hand, let me feel shouldering heavy tasks.
Drove about two hours, the sky is already completely dark, fog filled in the wilderness, white-washed headlights pierced the darkness of the heavy package, Black Market Town, such as the shade of a faithful and keep silent, like nurses backwards. 9 o'clock we went to the A lattice depot, the driver no longer afraid to drive on, and tonight must stay in the night.
Military depot at once unable to cope with a sudden so many passengers, the situation was very chaotic, the final result of the distribution of all women and children and the sick and elderly could be assigned to a quilt covered bed, and the rest were all housed in a disused barracks , I helped Xiaomei fight to a bed, she pleaded for a few, they won the sleeping bags from the car and went into barracks.
Barracks is the kind of a long strip of the cottage, in addition to a door long slide pass the two shops outside, nothing else matter, I am with dim lights, found a place inside the spread by comparison of the sleeping bags, sleeping bag, slightly a little wet, but the than those who do not quilt cover, the other passengers, I am too lucky, that in exceptional circumstances caused by inequality, so that the eyes of others I feel jealousy, anger, and a possible trigger for violent tendencies, I can Gu is not on too much, tired and cold at the moment like a big mountain to me like the pressure, the clothes have no off quickly into sleep.
Up the next day (20), the days clear up, I pack a good thing to look Xiaomei Ji Chongchong She has been in that wash, I went to her and asked: "how kind of sleep last night?" "Not very good , quilts too thin, old cold wake up, you do. "" I, quite good. "" I last night before going to sleep to the barracks came to see you, see you what to do, but to see you, you are motionless, it is estimated fell asleep, there is no disturb you, you next to those men stare, as I see, I feel very uncomfortable. "" ah, is it? "I felt a burst of warmth, but felt a deep sense of self - responsibility, "Sorry, too tired yesterday." I said guilty, "you have to do? body lotion." She was to face painted, "Oh, I did not it used to." "Tu-point skin Buzhi Yu So dry. "" No, I took it, had never used, really not used to using. "She also did not insist, I watched her grace to face, neck, hand painted body lotion, like to enjoy a beautiful work of art, her radiate from the inside to the outside of the United States of maturity at that moment I felt his humble and insignificant.
Later vehicles have hit the road, surprisingly beautiful scenery along the way, day-watt blue tile blue, white clouds, such as cotton, like 1000 odd gestos. Yajiang down the road along the road began to go well together, not so dangerous, but at this time Yajiang a roar and rage against yesterday's, have become soft Erya up the car walking in the jungle where, from time to time there are crystal-clear mountain streams diffuse over the road, roadside trees long with a lot of red fruit, but also see quite a few flocks of wild peach trees, along the river's flood on Ya can see some huge sand dunes, white sand in the blue sky Castle Peak contrast Under the exceptionally bright and I Xiaomei are deeply intoxicated in the surrounding beauty, we often see a beautiful landscape are hard to see that to each other, and then sent along with loud praise.
We are finally in the sunset to 81 in the town, originally a two-day trip as long as the middle of landslides due to go one day, but everything is considered a success, at 81, we are at the district administrative office hostel stay there, and quite naturally, we can make a a double room, leaning against the bed at night I read, travel diaries, looking at her Xiaomei out from the luggage inside those cosmetics, she said to her skin always so caring, not to me, has long been trained to have a skin roughness meat thickness of effort, and I was suddenly want to, she said: God has given you one face of a woman, why do you not satisfied, insists on giving himself a re-draw it? But I did not say exports, I do not want to destroy her mood. A woman Well, beauty is born. Points can also be ugly man consoled himself, "I ugly, but I am gentle." A woman may not work ah!
After each other good night, everyone went their own bed, I soon fell asleep that day, I am very happy.
(F) 81 Town ride
81 town is the district government of Tibet Linzhi location is an emerging industrial city. Altitude of 2950 meters, beautiful nyang river flowing from the edge of the town, the surrounding valley slopes, trees, trees, virgin forest preservation good; Tibetan agriculture and animal husbandry institute is located here, making her the second full-Tibet have university city. Writer Huang Zongying described in the book remember that moving a "log cabin" story do, and its ownership of women, Nanjing Forestry University professor, an orphan who come here that, with the plateau's ecological study of the persistent pursuit of plant, and on human living space Finally a pure land of love, in that founded the nation's first a plateau Institute of Ecology, with life and youth wrote "more than life, not down Zhengfan" touching chapter.
At this point, my eyes appears to be a film montage of the effects of a variety of lenses splicing together: me and Xiaomei road sat a small four-wheel look at Big Cypress; Xiaomei I walked side by side just after the harvest of the barley land; I am holding the hand Xiaomei barefoot walk through the cold clear stream nyang protoka a sandbar on the river walk; I and Xiaomei seat quietly watching the river flow to the river never stops moving forward; I smoked a cigarette standing on the hillside when the clumsy climb ridiculed Xiaomei appearance; I struggled carrying a barefoot walk through Grass desolately Xiaomei small brook; Xiaomei wet my position behind the woodshed to local market gardeners under the eaves ... .... Oh, everything seems so clear, but now too far away from me.
I was almost trapped in a 81 Xiaomei, to next Bomi road there have been major landslides, the news is simply not open to traffic in the near future, but we're on the road as previously mentioned are also able to return, a Back to full-time or can not be for us to choose, we, like two headless flies blindly walking in the street, I met a car on the question whether the drivers are up to Bomi, heaven pays off, Xiaomei good luck finally ran into a bound for Bomi jeep, the driver was demobilized soldiers in Sichuan, people quite refreshing to talk about a good price we boarded the bus back to the hotel took a package.
Before that, I have the data, and Lhasa, 81 on the bus 81 to Bomi know the middle tangmai natural barrier section is the most dangerous. As long as there is rain, landslides on the activities that we have weathered rocks on both sides, often cold-called smashing down. In 81, we walked to the local people who inquire about this section of track before, but disagree about different, it said, no worries, there are say it is too dangerous, of course, is still the most listened to those people of good will advise us not to take risks words. All of these, together with information on the information presented, but makes us feel the gravity of the matter, on the front of the car, I asked Xiaomei: "decided to go down?" Xiaomei said firmly: "At any rate loop is also broken better to go down. "to see her look, it seems that the performance than I am still strong.
Some passengers on board, and together with the driver a total of 11 individuals, a jeep is the kind of arranged on both sides of the back seat, longer than the average number of Jeeps, we bring a lot of things will be behind the plug of the full, each person's space is very narrow and very difficult to think straight and feet.
Let me introduce the other passengers to ride it, because this is the process behind the story is very useful, in addition to Xiaomei and I and the driver, there are four woman and four men, woman, there are three of their own is to go Miss Bomi a ballroom to do, in fact, were quite good, and the other one is the Bomi female doctors, one male and one female doctor husband (possibly) and the other one is just in three Police Academy graduates to Bomi small group of Tibetan practice exercise, Qamdo Shioi people, called "Nyima" Tibetan "sun" means that one is from Yunnan Dali to Bomi to do processing gold and silver jewelry business, called "small-inch", the rest of that bit is coming in Gansu, Hui people, long the standard-character country face, Yao Li do with the long knives, in the Bomi shop, car opened not long after, we have gradually familiar, and carriage from time to time came the cheerful laughter.
I have such a detailed description of everyone that was because there are so a sense, in that a narrow space, a certain period of time span on each other are equal, and who, without equal status, all help one another place for everyone another body so that, so they took those three to do Miss, I, and Xiaomei at the time we felt no how, everyone's starting point is different from subject to constraints of the conditions are different, you might say they are delighted with the selling and body to please the others, then we do, should not sell their souls to use and happy to please someone else's time? In other words, most of us can not live forever in their own ideas, many people are living in someone else's shadow, the only show time will be long or short, performance of space here and there It appears that most of us, In fact, people are doing an "escort" the feet of color, methods and tools for different carry on!
(7) to Bomi debris flow
In this way, and I Xiaomei spent two days at 81, after hastily set foot on the road to Bomi. Bumpy road, everywhere in the renovation. Vehicle and did not take long for Nyingchi County, up the mountains. There are many great mountains along the pine tree, a tree hanging Chuiluo a long jeep outside looks quite new, within the was very bad, crawled to the roadside did not take long we should stop looking for water to cool boiled water tanks, Fortunately, a small inch of water along the way they are familiar with, in addition to the time delay of a number of stop-go, we are, after all, be able to move forward step by step toward the goal.
Gradually, we turned to the subject in front of large landslides on the lot, small-inch, and that people in Gansu and that after just a week ago, and now they also speak the words out with fear and trembling, the small-inch wrote: last time he would have say whatever they like, but 81 years, and that the world is a day of rain, tangmai natural barrier 102 classes as usual, there mudslides, landslides occur lot area of about more than 100 meters, automobile traffic has long been interrupted. But if you are bold, you can take advantage of debris flow is slow mobility on foot past, 81 to Bomi is only so only one way, unless you are drilling in deep forests, climb the hills to spend more than a dozen a day this damn road to bypass the (Later I read that when a Yu Chunshun is just walking).
Small-inch went on to say he was standing in a safe place that day, looking into the full 60-degree angle of the debris splashed down drip into the rapids below the rolling Yigong zangbo River, he went to 81 to procure supply, we must go past, standing next to hesitate fast for two hours, spotted an opportunity Tuo Lexie socks into the mud-rock flow group, and then walk 20 meters, it is necessary to debris flow activity groups, and suddenly a large stone disc kick into gear from the top roll down, from his first three meters slipped across the front, he said that he was stupid, and feet become soft, mud-rock flows to the thigh, not the root, almost no effort Ba Jiao, finally did not know was how the past, finished, stitch since trouser legs, pointing bruised thigh Let us look at the wound was full of gravel debris scratched the sharp inside.
Another person in Gansu and then said: Three days ago I have since come to also walk through, when it has killed two people, body lay by the roadside. Xiaomei and I eagerly asked: how did it happen? Gansu Province said: That was two Bomi Tibetan people, had they gone through the most dangerous debris flow activity area, is standing beside a bulldozer roadside finishing trouser legs, suddenly a large piece of the mountain slid down, the two were buried with a bulldozer Yanyanshishi until a slight decline stable, next to the two people will be dug up, it has long had no gas.
They say the tone is nothing like a joke, they will sit there also are all right to go to the 102 class sections are worried about his mouth non-stop mantra: God let it rain! Later we also know from their mouth, where the locals call it "Death Valley", from the Sichuan-Tibet Highway was opened for the day I do not know how many cars since then slide down and do not know how many innocent people bent where he died.
They heard the stories, together with the front of the "Valley of Death" story, really scared me, and Xiaomei unbearable, car Lulang through the beautiful, sun shiny red corner days, "is a good day, it is estimated car able to open in the past. "the driver confidence," you come from that drive? "I asked the driver," No, I just before serving in the military twice since it was in 2078 before things. "" ah! "I almost cried in despair.
Gradually the sky dark, jeeps opened headlights, and we walk in the vast virgin forest, the scenery is very beautiful, but I have no time to appreciate, and Xiaomei, we have a Tao Tao classes in a number of classes with, 105,104,103 is approaching 102 Road classes, and everyone is very tense, carriage become unusually quiet, with each other could hear the heavy breathing, difficult road began to go, and from time to time a broader range of landslides, after every meeting, I nervously: "Yes rather than an 102? "because we have an agreement before this, for fear the driver and not a result of psychological stress prompted whether he has reached 102, so as to avoid tension over his actions leading to deformation, so I do not know whether to Xiaomei" Death Valley ", sad to see the appearance of small-inch, I know that has not arrived yet.
We are just as tense and helpless, like to wait for sentencing Moreover, both more than 11 pm, and line of sight is so bad that drivers are not familiar with another right that I really do not know what is waiting for our results. In order to ease the tension inside the vehicle, let us say a joke, I said: Now people are fine, and animals are fine, and met in the forest inside the bear, your best approach is to play dead lying on the ground floor, because bears do not eat dead creatures, it is up to the nose smelling you, they'll leave a few moments; now very different, if you play dead, hey, it came close to an ass you are sitting in your body, if you ordered large , ribs broken Jigen tolerate the pain, a non-throat, it may be a little hope, if you are unable to bear, when to call it old sat dead. Therefore, it is the best way is said to be like this, when you see it, it also saw you, you want to Chaqi waist, justifiably shouted: What's working, the password! As a result, you can take advantage of it scratched forehead when you desperately silly to use this valuable time to escape quickly.
Although this is a joke drew a burst of laughter, but I still can not duck the inner fear, watching out, Xiaomei, too, she was tightly cling to each other me, and I hand around her to comfort her Do not be nervous, but the I felt I had to speak with more vibrato, cars speeding in the night, in front of 102 classes, I seem to see that the place has a Devil grinning, he waited at the hillside, holding the hands of stone, it seems to put all In the past creatures and smashed to pieces.
That night, I know, I was so fucking afraid of death, I really should not have Xiaomei also grouped together under the pain of torture.
(8) Death Valley
We have come to the horrors of "Death Valley", although other people did not say, but I am deathly silence from the air felt. Car began to shake violently around them, surrounded by luggage left their original position, tightly squeezing me; the window looked out through the narrow street a lot of parked trucks blocked by landslides, it is sitting around a campfire next to the piles, smoking a cigarette, chatting anything, from time to time some people have yelled while waving the high side: "Danger, ah, make life difficult!"
Jeep is still rocking the move to open at night are not clear about four weeks, I and Xiaomei hug together, like sitting on a leaf on a boat on the choppy sea, I stretched to the extreme, one hand clutching lived Xiaomei, I felt the palm out of a lot of sweat, Xiaomei's hand is, and read out she was very tense. We are at the moment, the common fear of us pull together closely and will rely on each other as the only, holding her hand, I have a little some stability. Through lights, dimly see a very narrow road is narrow, covered with gravel, night is quiet, except for car and motor roaring, I can clearly hear the thunderous cliffs below the water sound.
Section of the cave to go about thirty or forty meters, car has broken down, and the driver hit several times anxiously fire, still not be mobilized, and several men jumped out of my car, there are carts, there are stones in the wheel Xiadian , and still not work, and later discovered that the driver running out of oil, and quickly pulls out from the rear fuel tank, when I looked around that night the moon is very bright, able to essentially see through the moonlight around the foot is soft mud, Small-inch, this is the debris flow of mud in the afternoon had just been bulldozed, but also pointed to large and small stones on the mud, said: "Goodfellas, only a few hours fell so much." stopped at the place where landslides are very dangerous, because it can clearly hear a crackling on the hill near the stone roll down, the small-inch did not dare to ride, and asked me to walk with him in front of a safe place to go. I told him go ahead, I can not leave her alone Xiaomei run.
I tapped the window with your fingers, cried: "Xiaomei, get off, let's go together." In this I had to admire the car a few female compatriots in bold and calm, they are not the same as behind the times, as several of our drivers alone escape, but always sat in the car Take it easy comfort to the driver, the driver in the fuel that will tell everyone you can get off and walk in front of a safe place for him, how come they are so calm? Xiaomei is also encouraged by how they have refused to get off, I have not alternative but to one person is gone, I think that if people slide down and there may be life, cars have to turn down sure that all finished, so I have to go.
So this place is really dangerous, narrow, mud-rock flows would be the original road is washed straight into the distorted S-type, the following is about 70 degrees into the steep slopes, bare, all the stone blocks, the road to the valley there are more than 100 meters, mud road a lot, can hear the subtle sound of the road walk through the water. I was walking to see, suddenly came in front of a small-inch shouted: "Come on quick ah, pay attention to the above, there is a stone rolling down ah." I looked up above the mountain wind came, it is clear to see the small stone chips such as water down, like diarrhea, occasionally rolling a big stone fist, smashing on the road to do ring pops. I have a moment that some panic, regardless of the next Gu, almost a fall, then finally come to a safe place, and I stand by the roadside and small-inch, he showed me last time that came close to being a place with rocks and then pointing to the bottom said: "You see, you see, those are falling to the car wreck." along the fingers, with bright moonlight, really be able to see the wreckage of those shining bright.
I am anxiously waiting for cars come rolling in, or even think to escape alone, abandoning Xiaomei very selfish, but that was finally shaking the car come rolling in, in the midst of another stopped, it was in the car in front of moving stones pave the way for the final scare, people and cars Ping. On the bus, I asked Xiaomei: "Do you not afraid? How it does not go with me?" Xiaomei said: "Who is not afraid, but then I get off the dark looking for you can not see you, feet become soft, but to Also on the carriage. "" But I was told you ah. "Xiaomei did not say anything, I do not know now why she was left in the car, in order to express their heroic? Or out of an instinctive escape? Anyway, I feel no need to stay in the car because it faced collapse, drivers are not passengers to stay in the car, asking everyone to find their own path in the past.
(9) in the Shangri-la - yu-jen
We had the four o'clock in the morning to the Bomi, small-inch all the way despite the fatigue, took us to find good hostel stay there. I have tired Xiaomei, each quickly fell asleep.
Bomi, we stayed for three days, during which we take the jeeps to a small village called Yu-jen, because the driver of the jeep that we talked to him a good package the next day his car to go bang, and he happens to this day To send him a son to Yu-jen, taught his son in Chamdo, while the daughter-in Bomi Tamahito rural primary schools to teach both husband and wife separated for many years, there is a little girl two years old, chubby, and usually they are can not be together because of the too far away, and only have time for winter and summer vacations together.
Yu-jen are Bomi County, one of the most remote village, from the county go there cars and 8 hours, Yu-jen surrounded by snow-capped mountains, far from the Cang-mao of the virgin forest, from time to time the formation of snow and ice melt stream meanders, They said that whenever a spring when the peach flowers wild hill and dale throughout the valley Yinghong, so Tamahito this desolate little village had become a paradise.
Yu-jen is a pure Tibetan villages, customs is very pure, it is like watching an alien-like look at us and sent waves of laughter from time to time over her mouth, in this, verbal communication is very difficult, because most of them have paid no understand Mandarin, but we are Tibetan addition to the "le," also know nothing about, but we are very happy, very excited and I Xiaomei are fortunate to have the opportunity to experience the most authentic Tibetan life.
On that day, feeling good night sleep is our village guest houses, Yu Ren Xiang night without electricity, and guest houses in the courtyard of the possession of ferocious dogs, sniffing see the stranger taste the bark, the dark green is surrounded by numerous pairs of eyes, Hu Shi Ying Ying indulge indulge in watching us, but fortunately managed guest houses, the locals take the lead, those who bark for a while on the quiet, the man brought us to an empty house to give us a few candles left, and I put Xiaomei door closed, lit a candle lying on their bed, Xiaomei is very afraid of the dark, and repeatedly begged Do not candle blew out, I said: "hey, bright I could not sleep ah." Later, she no longer insist on, and that she is also tired. I blew out the candle, the room a dark night, very quiet, can hear the sound of the wind over leaves Shasha, there are several more dogs came from time to time. I suddenly played a tease Xiaomei idea, said: "hey, I have just looked out from the window, saw a pair of reddish green eyes, it looked it to our room." Xiaomei呀bang, I can imagine her cover their live in ear appearance, not help to laugh, after a while children, Xiaomei said: "You're bad." I quickly said: "do not speak, do not say." Frankly, in such a remote little village, the dark night, a pair of green eyes, I said to myself was shocked in fact, Xiaomei cover their ears and listen to disappear, I said, listen to the ghosts? Frightens ourselves?
The next day woke up lying Xiaomei then said to me: "I did not sleep last night night, the old thinking of the eyes, listening to your night's snore. Was very scared, really want to climb up on your bed." I hastened to catch her words: "Early said, ah, I had you over there." "Pooh! think America!" to see Xiaomei that tired look, I am really sorry.
We return to Bomi Tamahito also housed a night, 5:30 the next day leave for Banda, all the way through the beautiful Ran Wuhu, adopted another more dangerous sections - White Horse natural barrier, but not as good as the previous been tangmai nervous when a natural barrier along the Nu River on the moon nine o'clock in the evening to a bang.
Banda's most memorable in that night.
(10) overnight bang fate
From the information point of view, the state reached is the Sichuan-Tibet section Qamdo 169 kilometers north and south of the contact line, which is a three-way intersection traffic, north to Qamdo and Bangda Airport (the world's highest), then west Basu wave Mi, east to Zogang, Markam, originally intended to be a relatively prosperous town, can be thought of Quemo very desolate, and only a dozen small bungalows, and I jumped Xiaomei car, patted the dust "This is the bang?" one time I thought the driver was joking then, looked at him worried and serious look, that I believed, at this time was already dark, surrounded by a few people can not see, can hear the generator Dodo work with, next to a small restaurant with a few lights dim light of gas lamps issued bleak plateau of the biting cold breeze, I would not help the fight a few shiver.
Bomi sent from the driver of the night we went to Da Bangda Qamdo to drive back, we have entered next to a hotel,向那In this connection, the driver waved good-bye.
Hotelier is a Sichuanese, enthusiasm leads us into the room, "on this, and all the other people to catch a flight booked early in the morning." This is a small wooden patchwork of small rooms, which placed side by side with two beds, because the house is small, there is no gap between the bed and the bed looked like a huge double bed, "This is how OK!" I am a little anxious, although I Xiaomei from the beginning, living together 81 , but we have maintained a certain distance, while the main reason for living together because the two sides can be easily uncovered for one to such operations. "Zaiqu look for!" I said, directed at the boss, the boss had been around back, he said helplessly: "Really do not." I looked at Xiaomei: "how do?" "Live Uta, I have tired . "I had to follow Xiaomei into the room.
To lay down their luggage we went down and eat, Bang Dahai pull 4390 meters, the air clear thin a lot of speculation out of the food store owner a little health, I and Xiaomei ate something at random, this time Xiaomei become very tired, pale, she told Now she mountain sickness is very serious, I feel shortness of breath. After dinner we returned to the room, each bubble a bubble with hot swollen feet, Xiaomei quickly got into the bed of the inside of the quilt, I lit candles, difficult to read, travel diary. People in the morning to fly at the moment has not come yet, the entire second floor empty, the nights are very quiet, the plateau Ye Feng kick into gear to wreak havoc with, it seems that everything should be blown down.
The house is very JANSEN everywhere, air leakage, so cold and biting, I have not help to shrink the shrink to the quilt. Xiaomei, as only slept like kittens, only showing two nostrils, and I heard her heavy breathing sounds busy exploration Guoshen Qu, softly asked: "how, and okay." Xiaomei to sing it several more, saying: "I'm very difficult subject, chest stuffy, quick breath." I help her with her quilt cover to comfort her, but I really have nothing to do. I finally finished writing a diary, blew out the candle, got into the quilt, in fact I have a little chest hair a slight nausea, but no Xiaomei seriously, and today we go too fast, from about 2000 meters above sea level to 4 Bomi more than 1000 meters of Banda, the body can not adapt to a sudden, Xiaomei would make such a serious reaction to high altitudes.
I'll fall asleep, suddenly Xiaomei gently said: "I feel myself chills." I turned toward her, a moment's silence, said: "I'll cling to you." Xiaomei said anything appears to indicate that acquiescence, I climbed in the past cling to her, and she hugged me, her head resting on my arms, shortness of breath, I helped her long hair covered his head back in order, with the outside light She goes on smooth ruddy face completely exposed, my hand gently touching her face, could not help but want to kiss her birth Mongolia idea, but not doing anything. Our bodies snuggling closely together with each other warm, mutually felt each other's every heartbeat. In this cold and barren plateau of the night on the town, the kind of instinctive desire for interdependence with each other to fully emerge, if before that, we also maintained an alert, then, at the moment we really completely torn off his mask , come together. This may not love, but out of a desire to warm nature, but precisely because it is so direct, without decoration, so I did feel a false affectation of love more than a great side, this may be a kinds of sublimated love bar.
I'm just holding her, listening to her breathing began to calm down, Xiaomei feel better than just some, and I am reminded of something, asked: "Xiaomei, do you think of the future, we return to their own space, there is not likely to come together? "The next is a very long period of silence, I know Xiaomei hear my words, she thought about it, after a while, she said slowly:" it is impossible, say the truth, I am very pleased to be with you acquaintance, have come together so long and dangerous road, which is a fate, but fate goodly portion of luck. We are now where the environment is not a true, on behalf of our entire environment, the space back to reality , you are not now you, I am not at this moment I, we are doing everything out of its existing space, it will become ridiculous and even inconceivable. "
I understand, I can understand that is because I look at the future, so I will Xiaomei kisses tighter. That night, me and Xiaomei, two lonely wandering alone outside the pioneers, mutual cling to each other, warming each other, and we feel the life of one of the most real and substantial.
(11) bid farewell to
After that we are all busy hurry to say goodbye to Markam Banda along the Nu River, one of Tibet's most east of the town, although we still talked and laughed along the way, but I can see out, and modern social distance as we slowly close to the original kind of close, mutually affective attachment is gradually faded, good times, when I try to shake her hand, she has always stubbornly hands back off. Her eyes lost their original innocence and happiness, to re-up change deep depression.
Markam, when we decided to take the Yunnan-Tibet highway out of Tibet, the day we are chatting up a local Tibetan pull the truck full of wood to the salt well, it is necessary to leave Tibet, and the split was almost trouble, I was turned away Qi Gugu's Bei Zhaobao a man walked along the road, and her cut-off cars like this, respectively, but in the end I was off back to her rest in that shop to her bow, she was said to me: "I think you will not just go away, Now is not time to break up with each other. "looked at me helpless expression, she smiled triumphantly.
And then later we went to the Deqin, Zhongdian, re-met again after an absence of several days of asphalt roads, leaving Zhongdian to Lijiang with her again and finally we went to Kunming, fly back to Guangzhou on the plane we do not have any words.
Come out from the Baiyun Airport, I fight to take her to the China World Hotel bus stop opposite the new Kumho, is breaking up the time, and I helped her bag unloaded from the shoulders, patted her dust, I looked at her, and she quietly looked at me, I stretched its hands to her, and she hesitated a moment, holding out his hand on my hand, breaking up when I find a lot to say, but remember that only said one sentence: " I wish you happiness. "she softly replied:" Thank you, also I wish you happiness! "and then my back pack, Touyemohui across the bustling crowd walked across the street overpass, I stood on the central bridge, looked inside the station could not help but Huitou Zhao, Xiaomei no longer that, and I do not know which of them she was on a car, do not know whether she had embarked on a journey to Shenzhen.
That moment I suddenly felt a blank, a complex of feelings occupy my entire brain space, I stood on a crowded overpass coming and going, watching the steady stream of traffic under the bridge, my heart gave a thump, as were others felt like a pain. I know that, and Xiaomei this difference is perhaps a permanent parting, we are moving forward as the vast horizon of the two planets, drove up from different places, at a certain time space, the intersection and then, nothing has changed between the movement trajectory , to a fixed inclination towards their goal, farther and farther, farther and farther.
When I came back once in Guangzhou are not accustomed to this bustling city, life was coming into the track, each day began like a watch on the winding machine along the fixed line operation of the subtitle of clatter clatter; every time I walk in the bustling city streets, but felt than in the sparsely populated Sichuan-Tibet Highway stronger as a lonely, looking at the pass by busy-looking people, I felt the impulse to them shouting: "Please pause, to listen to my heart's song it. "But I know people will like to see looked at me like an alien.
One day, I walk in the rain Chengzhaoyusan he saw in front of a girl walking alone in front of rain wet the back of her slender, I seemed to see in dim Xiaomei's silhouette, I would like to charge ahead, such as the day I打着伞搂着她走在雨中一样，但意识告诉我一切只是虚幻。当我快步超过她时，我看到了一张冷漠的没有表情的脸，也许她和我一样同样孤独，但在人们的目光和内心的戒备下，我们共同失去了从相知到熟识，彼此给予对方温暖的机会。我感到了一种悲哀，其实爱并非遥远而不可及，只是我们自己在通往爱的路上设置了太多的程序和障碍，大家必须小心翼翼地，经过一系列繁琐的步骤，一点一点地走近爱，要显的很矜持，很有规矩。我更希望爱是源于一种本性，而非由别人来操纵，就象我和小梅在川藏路上一样。
我现在站在现实的空间里，再回想起小梅来。我不得不承认在我们一起走过的那段日子里，她比我看的更清楚，更理智。有些时候，坐在黑暗里，常常想给她打个电话，听听电话那边遥远而熟悉的声音，我找出电话本，按照她给我留的电话号码，我知道她不会骗我，通过这个电话确实能找到她，但当拨完号码后，在另一边传来电话铃响之前我又重重地将电话挂起，不错，正象那一晚她对我所说的那样，回到各自生活的空间里，我不是那时的我，她也不是彼时的她，我们的航向注定只能相交，而永远无法平行。
我和小梅在一起的那些日子，就象一个笼罩着美丽光环的梦，永远留在各自的记忆里，我没有勇气也没有必要去破坏它。即便我能鼓起勇气将那种时时涌来的冲动付诸于一种行动，即便小梅她也能象以前那样，由于我执着的追求而再一次温柔地将头枕在我的肩上，可是现在的环境和那时截然不同，大家也不可能永远生活在过去的记忆中，因此，最有可能的结果是：我们既无法把握住未来，也将痛失掉过去，那些曾给对方留下的美好的记忆会顷刻间化为乌有。所以我宁可永远回忆而不去试图破坏。
我想如果当时没有小梅和我一起，我也能独自走过川藏公路的，但一路肯定苍白很多。如果没有小梅结伴同行,那些日子，亦如往昔走过的那些没有感觉的岁月一样，我也将把它逐渐淡忘。这16天，和一生的时间相比，只是短暂的一瞬，可它确是一段闪亮的日子，将照亮我以后的人生旅程。
Postscript
我从西藏回来后那段时间工作很忙，无暇及时地整理我的游记，连拍摄的胶卷也是陆陆续续一个月后才全部冲洗完，每一张相片都很精彩，将我在西藏的那些日子比较完整地记录下来，其中有很多是在川藏公路上给小梅拍的。闲的时候，我翻阅着每一张相片，过去的日子又一幕幕浮现在脑海中。
一个多月后，我收到了小梅的一封信，她把我的相片寄给了我。信写的很平淡，就象阔别很久的朋友的一种礼节性问候。我给她也回了封信，将她的相片寄了过去，犹豫再三还是留下了她的一张相片，信的结尾我还附了一份提纲式的川藏公路行程简介，在这以后很长一段时间彼此都没再联系。
去年圣诞节前一个星期，突然收到她第二封来信，在信中她说前一段时间去了很远的一个地方，最近才回到深圳，信写的依然很朴实，在信的结尾，她这样写到：今天我才把去西藏的相片全部整理了一次，别人问起我的西藏之行，我总觉得没什么好讲的，因为他们不了解西藏，所以无法体验和理解我在西藏的那种感觉。况且一路上也没遇上很惊险的事情，包括最危险的通麦天险，也因为运气好而没经受太多磨难，所以就更没什么好讲的了。但心里却很感激能成功地从川藏公路上一步步走出来，当时的那种犹豫和紧张现在无法再能体会，很多事情不去亲身尝试就永远不会成功，很多自己的潜能不受到压力也不会迸发出来，我想，走川藏公路将是自己一辈子的财富。
我没回信，我们的联系就此告一段落。
我现在很怀疑我是否真的去过西藏，是否真的和小梅一起走过那16天的风风雨雨，很多时候我甚至告诉自己，那可能是一种幻象。我和小梅手挽手走在那条荒凉险僻的川藏公路上，所发生的一切在大多数人看来只是出于一种人的自然性，它只能存在于那个特定的时间空间里，他们告诉我，那根本不是一种爱。我不知道怎么回答，因为我在现在无从去把握和揣摩那时的感觉。但有一点我知道，确实曾有过爱，至少有过爱的萌芽，只不过我和小梅在它还没成长起来就用我们的意识将它扼杀了。否则我为什么在真正离别的时候感到了一种痛？而这痛楚，随着时间的推移越来越强烈起来，最终成为了我生命一种永恒的痛楚。
我知道我和小梅永远无法走到一起，我们会拥有各自的爱情和家庭，我将把这段经历小心地收拾起来，放在很高很远的地方。我可能很长时间不去触动翻弄它，甚至一辈子。可是我知道它永远在我内心深处，永远保持着一种青春的绿色。
写到这里，我的内心不仅没有一种如释重负的解脱，相反，反而莫名地沉重起来。我就象一个灵魂的被审判者，坐在黑暗中，不经意地将原本掩藏很深的东西一件一件地抖露在阳光下。我很抱歉写了这文章，如果它让你觉得沉重的话。
这篇文章是献给自己和小梅，献给那些曾经孤独、正在孤独、将会孤独的人们，献给那些有自己的思想有自己的理念而永不放弃的探索者。我希望天下有情人最终找到属于自己的真爱，希望所有苦苦地为理想奋斗的朋友最后能够成功。我还要感谢在西藏36天中给予我帮助和温暖的人们，给我感觉和思想的人们。
谢谢你们能耐心地看完我这些喃喃呓语，我深深地爱着你们！
yours truly
Willy
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〈我和小梅的故事〉是在背包族中广为流传的真实故事，主人公“Willy”不久前远赴英伦，而女主角“小梅”仍在深圳。这个故事不知感动了多少读者，也不知让多少背包族为了心中的“小梅”走上了那条充满了浪漫和忧伤，更充满了希望的川藏路。
作者：lostway
