Second, feeling, serious matters for their minds.
I began to appreciate and understand to Inagi, Zhongshan City, Guangdong Province, the man why Inagi disappeared, to understand why those who abducted the woman to buy escape to, to understand in this male-centered society where our fault because we are two women their children up alone, without a man accompanying.
I began to understand our difficult situation. Whether to stay or go we are all facing the same dangers. Because of landslides and open, Zhongdian to derong no bus, there is also less labor-bridge only to waka. We came here to sit above the east wind has accompanied more than 20 men, a few are gentle people. But back then, and only two of us girls, no one can be thrown into the river where we draw the line along the road from the river, only a few meters away. Anyone can be poor road conditions ahead of the reasons for not forcing us to stay in the wilderness.
Think, sleep, night watchman, night had come on as the sky gradually pale. Said that a good ten minutes before riding a mule to the upper mountain with a friend come up the mountain, and 8 more people have continued to knock on wood non-Qiaochuang us can not get to get up. Young men drive up the mountain mule do not go down, his mother greeted us. Graciously eaten breakfast, is buttered tea, and grinding of the rice flour. I would also love to eat nuts and apples, the Tibetan people to grow their own, the fruit trees grow on the house on the side.
Mountains and there is no signal, we can not contact any person, and Yamashita. In fact, in Zhongdian to derong many sections of the road there is no signal there is no telephone, we are fully in the civilized world disappeared. We are prepared to give money to a man's mother and then carrying luggage to the upper mountain, ten o'clock that the county was opened wing of the Peking Man is not up to prove we are down. The old lady refused to income, means that we can not go, otherwise we use abusive Jiugei Tibetan excuse. After consulting friends Natiao must pass through on the way up the mountain and so on, I stay in the young man's home and so on. I can no longer physical exertion, and not just saying that hill climbing can climb. Tibetan people will be able to climb just 30 minutes, we have spent more than two hours.
Gradually disappeared in the mountain watching companion, I regret it agreed to her proposal. We do not should be separated. Not because of fear of risk, in broad daylight I do not worry about personal safety, I am worried about is that we have lost contact with the. Down but also two hours late, we can not go down the mountain, and the night will stay on the road more dangerous. Pain up my heart. I can not leave luggage to catch up to, so come back to take luggage will bring us physical exhaustion. I sat at home the second floor of young men looked at the mountain I see the house to get all the villagers know that we live in his house.
No one has said something last night. The old lady asked me about my family circumstances and peer, I told her that I have brothers and sisters, and companions, home and their parents at work, there are maternal and paternal uncles, three brothers, there are sister and brother in law. Partner also has two brothers. I was lying. Whether the old lady told me how good, she is a young man's mother, after all, I let them know that if we are missing at home will certainly come, will not let them.
A long wait. Young men rushed mule back, I asked to look for companions with him next, he refused. The morning has been more than 10 horses mules down the mountain access, we have identified up today to a group, young men also went down looking to do business. I know he did not believe us, he would personally ask to determine whether we really had back-up. No, Oh, I do not have consequences on that.
And the old lady Liaoliaohenduo know that women do not go to school here, that little girl, the young man's daughter and daughter playing with other villagers, there is no adult care. I began to understand why black men, personal attacks, I would tell them that we are students does it mean for them, Arabian Nights! Old woman, that mother very tired, to do a lot of living. Yes, what a woman living here are dry, keep hands and feet, without a woman to speak out. Hehe woman has no place here, we want to find dignity. Here is a woman without dignity, where the man has ever seen me such a "bitch." If you are gentle, docile, he would take it for granted, you do whatever they like, if like me, already knew the non-rule you can not, without good results.
Where the original ghost!
Afternoon, a team up in Shenzhen. Companion and Shenzhen, a girl chatted, and she came to the young man's home, she and I chatted with the good with the mountains. Black men also come, not directly told me to buy a ticket, and called the young man relayed. What nonsense is this. If I am not on the Sun Valley, I do not buy a ticket, if I got to Sun Valley, who is in charge of our lives last night? Fortunately, we do not have any accident. Pay the hundred dollars is not to admit that we fare evasion, and he has done for us all should do it? Who guarantees that the other villagers do not use this excuse to make things difficult for us? He must be responsible for his actions.
Companion told me that black people say you can take a shortcut to take us to walk up the hill, and then see the clear leader in the mountains. I laughed: Do you believe it? He can catch us last night was no way out, not hesitate to let us Kesiyixiang, you care that he will not lose us in the forest? Took us to follow a road of no return?
I no longer intervene in black, from fellow explain our views. Black people began to make things difficult for us, through the young man, do not give us find horses, can not do anything, then let the young men to open high-priced. I am worried about the young men in Daoshi immediately played a trick horse fall we have not good results. I went to horse, young men do nothing for me, pointing to me called me neuropathy.
From evening to morning, we suffered what the psychological pressure, what kind of psychological trauma. We do not want sympathy, just a little man's dignity. This is the rule of law and society, and we even have to like to defend their right to life. I ignored what he said I was.
Afternoon was going to rain, canceled plans for the mountains. We stay at home to another Tibetan. My companions were young men of harassment, and cried to be down. Hehe this is a good woman praised by their price. The young man's mule was originally arranged for me to ride, and want to come ill will, I have almost everywhere, and he did not dare ask me to ride a ride called companions. I was waving bamboo smoke he warned him not to move my companion or rude to him when he repeatedly asking if I actually companion angry with him, and I wanted him to apologize to the fellow, he even said to me again and again I am sorry to my companion refused to say what the Tibetan man said what what. I call him not a man, he should give me to eat apples to please me.
We do not want people saying how great we are, according to their ability to it, can go far more dangerous and left far more dangerous, their own choice, something has happened does not blame anyone. Akin to finding dangerous not what we fear, in Tiger Leaping Gorge we have two through the landslide area, so that the original arrogant to foreigners instant humility, because even though they climb along our way back to the cliff, but did not dare cross the landslide area, the original way back. Here we pay for our ignorance fearless another price for the first time I have to lie, learn to throw its weight around, rely on the strength of the team fight for their own legitimate rights and interests to ensure their own safety.
Black people always look at me, I gave him equal time, attention, expression calm.
That night, the sound board is still knocking stones in our Shenpan sounded, but a lot of low density. To this end I have deliberately asked the young daughter of the owner: "Your house will have stone at the roof fell into the house?" She exclaimed: "stones? Not." That is quite correct, she and her mother slept We are next door, their breathing can be heard clearly, but not the voice of the stones fell on board.
A night without incident.
Author: qm