There is a beautiful place,
People regarded her yearning for
Her name was Shambhala,
Legend to be a god place to live ... ...
I recall that nearby clouds, endless grasslands, readily available and pick the stars, unpredictable weather, the sudden appearance of the snow-capped mountains, frozen thorn heart snow, as well as soul mates, and who have been pursuing their own course Kamiyama can only sleep in the "hot tea" ... ... It turned out that All in all, just told me that life is so fragile!
Back to Guangzhou, in Sina to see a "cold tea" and "never occur again", then he gets recall section of the road segment; After a lapse of one month, each time re-read the article, is always a tragedy can not be conveyed in words, after all, this Road, walk along.
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Theme: Inagi never occur again ---- I sleep on Kamiyama's husband (reproduced)
Copyright: Green tea cold, the original submission time: 19:09:58 October 6
Day of receipt of your message: go Inagi bar! I am happy to be dropped jaw may come.
Daocheng before going live in Chengdu that night, your morning Hongzheyanjing me embarrassed smile: "Wife, I am so excited last night, I was unable to sleep." I laughed was a Chase, what age people, Spring Outing children even before the impulse.
Vivid memories, and now I had written before the computer will remember your words, Manasarovar! My thoughts are too chaotic to write endless sorrow and pain, when I was three days after the death of you, when the family was split up for your busy handling funeral, when I calm down and began to recall, when, and your past few days Landscape beauty has come up the fact that the separation of life and death linked to in my life bears the memory of such a profound and you go, I would like to face alone.
To the Ba Langshan Yamaguchi, proud of you said to me, how would there be such a high altitude sickness, but also with a smile that girl with the car had been vomiting and endless, but you are slowly accumulated to an unacceptable, Cheng a deadly killer, but you always ignore the thought that men should bear all, and now you are pushing your perseverance will be no turning back, why the way you hold back my own pain, strong doing careless smile, let me think Are you all right?
Xinduqiao scenery is beautiful, is not it? Mountain forest of the color, layer upon layer Diego Diego's color, green yellow tender. The photographer's paradise, and we parked the car in which to return to looking at the plains and the layer of mountains, the sun spilled Among them, Huang Ru large color plate, natural is the best color palette, you have to run out very excited far away and kept the beat, but also with a smile said to me: to give tours of fish to see, let her die that we envy. I still remember your vitality and sighs, how can he will die of the plateau reflect together with you!
Through Haizi Shan, there are more than 4000 meters off the mountainous mountains, the clouds heavy wind strong, and days seem low to reach out to the cloud Zhai, thinking that come the end of days, I said to myself that if had been walking Do not look back How beautiful it ah! But you have really gone, refused to go back! Large tracts of snow that day will be a direct to pound us, you still planning on waiting for us when they retire to Canada with snow, in the big cabin fire burn pile snow looked out the window.
Hurry night non-stop, God is always kind to you, in front of the rain did not see the light of the weather, even in our trips on the first night full of stars, you are in the car with me pointing to constellations, I finally saw in the vast Star Galaxy, like a sky full of stars ah, the same night was a beautiful day of your return. You tell me that we are the stars in Aden, and I said that when the front of Kamiyama Haishishanmeng seven-year itch is more romantic, you and I hook the hook fingers. But you do not matter sorted out I will never agree, I'm still waiting to find the next seven years, the oath.
Green Aden at the Geneva Township there, you still happy with the whirr of the Hu Hu in front of a few dirty pig photo, your optimism and sense of humor attracted to the local Tibetans and the people are all laughing with the car. I remember the restaurant's red cloth in the green sign, you do so very special gesture drew an immediate go, because you named Ma. Your Nazhi strange horse suddenly became the final swan song, and I swear no longer on the plateau, life must not see your pen. Because all of your objects have a bearing on the person you are, and I am sad that are neither!
Scenic area in Aden, you have an ugly face, you are everybody, said: "No matter, I was a bit unsuitable sleep enough." You know I did not readily easy to do, man ah man ! The suffering and pain of life a person can not your commitment, you will be used to sweep all of the things that make good arrangements for the family business, and this is not the life you can control. Chonggu Si to the network fabric from cattle, the weather was getting better and better, we can see the Xiannai Ri Yong were also central, but in a large piece of grass, we saw the overall head of the snow-capped mountains, your tired of the spread on the lawn and saw the misty Kamiyama a little exposed the true face, that moment you are excited to shed tears, you did not know why is the cry, his mind a blank, I do not know that God is not fancy you, you easily soul in this piece of quiet mountain-ning. And I have to return to reality, to face alone the family and childrearing responsibilities, why are you so selfish? I hate you.
When I was alone up to the pearl sea, saw the incomparable beauty of the sun Kuanyin Mountain, bright and majestic. Kneel and kowtow that moment I fell to the ground, only the heart's desire: I hope my family and friends and my loved ones, life healthy and happy! I shouted, excited no words, only in this way to express themselves, that moment I cried because the heart has been given to this piece of pure land, multi-is that I want to leave, rather than him, so quiet I could sleep here, will no longer bear the secular. The Kamiyama ignored my heart is the original, the night took the two pillars of the family!
Back on the road, you dismount even extremely weak, even the feet can not be completely controlled, was to trap the horses dragged backwards by 10 meters. Later, the local Tibetans as well as landscape management district mayor groom came to apologize, but you shake their heads that forget that time, we do not think you even went so far as to such a weakness!
Night, ditch the fire party, you have no energy, do not ask you a headache? You say no, but generalized weakness, no appetite. Why then, I can not raise the alarm? Just because your body has always been good, or because you've been to twice the Yulong Snow Mountain is not reflected? I feed your bowl of noodles, you shake up and shake alarmed times on the toilet, and strive to raise the victory gestures, smiling, everyone a voice, and I look at you do not feel the rocking of even serious enough to get out of hand! Shangri-La's wait and see in nature alone on stage looking at the stars and the children looked right right people around the fire and sing, and I am actually not in your last night to accompany you, the opposite is the holy mountains, the following bit of light patchwork camp, such a beautiful The night was actually my nightmare scenario.
Wind and rain at night big tent started leaking, I'll give you built a Gaipi Zi, and then sleep. If you then touch your nose and pulse, and perhaps still have time to save time, but how can I sleep the first two nights that you have good contact with the dead? 7:00 up, torn hands and feet cold, pale, heart rate I have not touched, and I thought you were in shock, still holding hope that we carry you on a health clinic called, but not even that remote parts of the booster did not! Re-tile village drive past the road is two hours later, the doctor says it can not save, I still do not believe it is a fact, close to sleep a few hours in such a short time can make life and death, respectively! At noon to Inagi, the doctor went so far as to open directly to a death certificate (a typical plateau-quenching death syndrome). God! This is how the kind of pain, Xinrudaoge.
I can not speak, could not breathe! I am going to dry the tears have dried up, only to lose your love I know that this world most people are you, this is the person I love this world is you. When our quarrel has become a bell happiness, then I could not even such a happiness would lose! This is live for seven years, we have already classified as dull days and oil, salt and fuel, kinship and customary law of our life, loss of you, I really are neither! Close your eyes is our past, touched the object you is your presence.
Cremation of that moment, rainy weather, even showing the sun, I am thousands of miles away to the children, said: "You see, it was his father's smile, he traveled in heaven!" I know when and where in any case You will be in heaven looking at me and children. Rest in peace, my love! I will take care of our children and your parents. Because love, I will support the brave and face.
Beautiful Inagi was actually buried in my happiness!
The original heaven and hell are really only a thin line!
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Although the words have been comforting to ring in your ears off hundreds of times, but the general hope that bit by bit from between the lines to express my condolences to his departure. Want to in your article under the message, a pity that a network failure. After a lapse of one month, receive the Mix to honor the memory "hot tea" E-mail, so this put a month ago to write posts on the message and hopefully destined for you can see.
Cold green tea:
Recall that in Inagi, "hot tea" using the Mandarin with a Hong Kong accent told me that the first sentence, "have no place in front, and you two sit down at the last row there." I think he must have are from Guangdong.
Remember, on the road, hot tea show his elevation function of a watch showing me the "Now is an elevation of 3,800." I think he must travel enthusiasts.
Remember, in the car, hot tea, and you often philandering, your network is called green tea, black tea, he called, so your daughter is called oolong tea. I think you must be very affectionate.
Remember, in the pearl sea, you are facing the holy mountains taken together with both hands, closed eyes, a pious look. I think you definitely are silent prayer for a loved one.
Also remember that climbing a small hill to see the village of Aden, you said you like to travel several times a year would go, hot black tea have continued to work hard to make money to support you. I think you very happy.
Still remember the morning of October 2, in the tent camp ... ...
All in all, are still fresh in a long time get rid of the heart has burst Momin's Renrenzuotong.
Still remember the way back to Chengdu, then a lingering Road, seven-color rainbow after the rain. I know the soul of hot black tea has been hanging in the horizon, silently guarding us, bon voyage ... ...
Back to Guangzhou,
Looked at yourself and your photo, Shanghai, Mr. Microsoft, online photos, watching video features Zhongshan boss saw his wife in Guangxi message, reading a letter of closure I feel close to another remote e-mail, the road scene like a film, one scene they are immediate: I have, guffaw before, enchanted before, choking off, hailed the silence before, afraid, helpless too, deplores the excessive and secretly shed tears over ... ... But in the end realized the original alive that is wonderful!
Today,
Reading your article ... ... a bitter taste in the throat and swallow a long time ... ...
Constant in the eternal landscape and life, once missed, they can no longer be met. Love life, cherish life and live wonderful, they will not be a wishy-washy sentiment.
Willing,
Strong!
Take care and good health!
Inagi fellow traveler: Guangzhou Lostway
2002-10-22
Author: lostway
