October 1, 1999.
Minnesota Twin City suburbs.
Suddenly falling snow covered the gorgeous autumn leaves.
"If he is so right for so many years have you, why do not you leave him." N asked me, he invited me to participate in the U.S. in this exhibition, to help him stole the show, he did not believe a modern woman like me would be clinging to forward to a long marriage nothing more to say.
"This is a convention, you do not understand. I said, regardless of poverty, hardship, loneliness, lonely, I will be the last person to support him." We have had the convention, whether he still remember?
He has all of my residence in the United States phone number, my cell phone roaming wear at provincial state, but never heard his voice, he no longer cares about.
What else can I do? I want to change a person Zaiqu how to continue?
That has been good mood and holding a large watermelon to our house where the big fool?
That carries me from Lushan walk down the gravel road where the big boys?
That put a huge Teddy Bear sent to Beijing to hold his place that I love where?
In front of hundreds of people before that I sing "My Sun" where the person?
That said, I want to love people who take care of my life Where is?
The reality will change to stand in front of people, but it is already a stranger do?
If a person agreed to give up, and the other people are still continue?
"If I were you, how can live?" Sister lived in the United States for nearly a decade earlier was not thinking of the Chinese.
"He is not the same to put up with I do, he does not happy, we are not talking, for a long time." Lily this poor little woman, looked at his sister before facing the phone honey after the honey报平安greatly stimulated tears is not Clear the Air's down fall. Sisters just only then in the desert of Arizona on the death of a fire truck towed back to hotel, is still badly shaken. 2 careless fun in Las Vegas too much and missed all of refueling stations. When the car died a fire in the middle of the night a strange land desert, in addition to ravaging the October wind, and occasionally an extraterrestrial-like a huge container trucks speeding by. Desolate mood overshadowed a panic, the stars has never been clear, cold laugh with a pair of panic-stricken sister. Is it really so finished, there are many things that did not want to do, life is still so incomplete, and thus not a very unwilling disappeared. Gengrang Lily sad is that, in addition to my dear parents, who would feel sorry me? He?
In the wheel flew off in that province of the state to wear when on the highway, watching the exotic scenery of the face descend quickly, lily thinking about the future, the way how to get in the end may be. My way, there is no map to follow. The decision, thinking that he would no regrets, come to the end, they still run into a wall, and all continue to re-face.
Completely strange city, on the third day here on the familiar rules, driving his sister's car, sending her to work, and then around a lot of detours and traveled the Twins all the city and the countryside. But I just want to fit all?
In that beautiful little town, and large-scale construction equipment exhibition in the male society, a self-confident gentle Asian woman, a beautiful scenery, have been less certain to go back to China, and firmly believe that only in their own place is the biggest the market, even though the individual seems not the case. However, I really picked the right do? In order to love, or for the enterprise? Not happy, What is the use of these?
To the United States before the lily has been moved back to her parents.
A formal separation of the.
What is the concept of separation in the end, is the relative freedom?
To that of matrimony in the end what for?
He said that to meet less emotional Fortunately point, 24 hours consumed together, do not you bother? You can have your lover, I am Well, you look at me like this is also too busy to think of. To meet the future we can also occasionally re-honeymoon ah! So many people like you, found, an excuse for you to marry him.
What is this theory, ah? ! Lily IQ Forrest Gump about a lot of time and it is like to not understand.
Forrest Gump said, "I am not a smart man, but I know what love is."
She always said that he was like Forrest Gump because of long she bent to marry him.
Do as he says, and then deep feelings are not more than 10 months? Than 10 months after the affection into it?
Road is really not a person?
Buy a car, he was a fancy plane, the U.S. made cars, saying that strong enough, are not afraid of collision.
She would rather see a few more, if the prices are pretty, of course, seven of the family car the best you can to put dogs on board, we still have people sitting a son.
"Also pay any attention, do not buy even啦!" He's never room for discussion, in order to vehicles not to become a faster depreciation of computer equipment, the U.S. car cars bar the United States. Although later he also amazing for your monthly fuel costs sigh, but never admitted him to miss any thing dry, except into the siege.
"I never was a celibate, really not suitable for you."
"Then why did you marry me?"
"Is you are moving." Lily desperate deserted him moved to the south come.
In March 1995, the evening wind chill of early spring, the lily solitary figure, standing in a strange city's airport, hands clutching their only pager number. Welcomed him and his girlfriend.
Who Love Field is not a battlefield?
Lily of the attachment must be moved days, after a three-person dinner, parents met to discuss three days and three nights, he came, he finally came, he finally decided to join me back to the South, and two concentric, sharp enough to cut payments, as well as what can not face it?
Lily had not let me catch up on the plane airport Lan Zhao's friends say, "Sorry, I Siyeyaosi's clearly white, I will certainly come back!" I will be back with him!
At the time Lily how courageous woman, I was so persistent to be his other half, never stop to think about whether or not he still, as I love him like love me, and I do not understand the attachment to the good men change and hesitation. Finished singing "Tomorrow I want to marry you啦" went to the "march of love", "from acquaintance to love, from indifference to concern, from the refusal to rely on, from the gorgeous to the pale, from being moved to emotion, from the sympathetic to blame , from the expected to the helpless, from ecstasy to sorrow, from the Sishou to the separation of ... ... "and then is," What is love to the depths of only blame him, homes are not willing to have broken it, it was never way out of the cliff, is love to the depths only by him, and broken hearts must Fang Dexia ... ... ", tears falling like rain in general.
Together with the number of experienced the ups and downs, has been unable to get recalled.
Six years, the feelings of two signatures on the end.
Is also a six-year, as his ex-girlfriend throwing ominous prophecy in general.
Life is such a big joke.
He wanted freedom, it would give Him.
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Aria (Xi Murong)
Whether I want to cry with a smile, or say goodbye to you
Sorrows and joys of life was originally performed in a difficult to separate and when the bright lights come on when I have to sing it far the most difficult scene you bated breath for me and then enthusiastically applaud
I love life by the people, ah, come to a close-and-forget I have to cry with a smile, or say goodbye to you
I will be glad with you on the same stage
Author: lilyinthewind
