Continued 2: lunch when he mentioned his girlfriend, a woman received a text message this moment again visibly pleased. It also does not matter, and plum is not that kind of narrow-minded girl, but at least in a small declared himself to leave before the face bar. He said that he had with that beautiful girl working at a floor, then married the young age of 23. His infinite sigh-wan, a fully exposed.
Plum was very upset that he let himself come, and we must live with their own, but in the face of such wanton companions. She looked at that ran it, and suddenly feel that they embarked on this trip was a wrong decision. If he said that the girl is very good if it also fills, but he said the girl had married at the age of 23. Very emphatically said she was very pretty. It said that she followed her husband to go back to Xinjiang, and very happy.
There is no such a thing is always temperate. In the boat, his hand pushed the button, give the woman made a short message: We are on the romantic lake.
This message, in other words is a kind of looking forward to the beginning of reply. Soon cell phone rang. He would also recovered a short message to plum look. Wrote: and who?
Plum is very happy. If you do not sit in the Na Tiaochuan plum, the plum of that position in, you very, very difficult to understand the sour plum inexplicable meaning. Plum suddenly feel like the only boat of her trip, like a wave V in the boat, pierced to wear a lot of holes in, lurks a lot of suffering. Gradually dark days down. Dark down.
Like the beautiful is a human instinct, nothing wrong with a beautiful woman he likes that kind of shape the sky so that the appreciation of plum on the lake in order to dull, turn to zero.
Plum endure several forbearance, and she felt this trip was so does not make sense, and you pull me, you order what is that? She said she intends to return to Shanghai early tomorrow.
If the change that he is a plum, but also do not know what would happen? Plum like.
The sky was dark, the Sanshandao if nothing had happened in silence.
3 around the two walking in the island around the road, the road some of the broken wind falling leaves, and the new office a good bridge. Distance of people Sphinx, closer and closer. There are a number of the hillside could not utter the name of the tall grass has been eaten and are eating insects. Plum feel that what has been a small insect bite to eat grass.
Plum through a topic that I have interviewed some people in high academic qualifications, to talk about my friends come to pick to pick. On this friend said, before a friend. Highly educated are always pondering love, feel numerous opportunities for rhetoric, finally returning home or being narcissistic, a man. Furthermore, the beautiful is very difficult to communicate. Taiwan has a newspaper said it had been married to a beautiful know, the original beauty is like all of us the morning we had to sit on the toilet.
Again, like him go like it, normal. Otherwise why did he take into account the feelings of plum. Anyway, this moment always take a small plum or his propaganda Hua Cha, stabbed him about. This is like a fireball, in that a burning mountains on the road all the way over. Plum reluctant to do this, but this trip feeling sick of it. Things is not large, but rather a person doing so is impractical. A northern woman married, she would find a truth because of money. And a Shanghai woman married, she still want to have money at the same time to find another truth, which is characteristic of this city, is called investment is an investment. Yes should have a spiritual world, people are concerned about the hearts of people to expand their span, and plum on the seen many beautiful women willing to help others, and sometimes they feel that this is the perfect, but the big way, they are not even have to rely on their own Mom and Dad and her husband, how can the ability of this control with your care, we can find such a beautiful woman is not married is that a husband was particularly rich and age particularly large man. Fate is that everyone can understand. Why did you take her to puncture people, you do not live with her, feel her Jiao, her to do. This is the label of this city can not afford to Zhai. And you love is your thing, do not say so.
Plum simple to say that people like those who have already married liked it, normal, Do not take her to combat the current friend, with the unreal to undermine their own immediate well-being.
Plum said himself he is not really happy. Plum still feel that way, do you like pretty girls, you catch ah, you do ask me out? Do I have to do is to end in disappointment?
After disembarking, plum and no strength to even walk, and she felt like the sand off the body gradually subside as she really wanted to cry volts in one place. On what basis he treat himself.
If the plums do not mind him, there will be no angry. Plum think that walking and being insipid. What scenery is overshadowed by.
As we speak, they came to a bridge. Ling Xuan buy a small child, he said, two dollars can buy a Malaysian folder bag.
He walked next to the shop to buy cigarettes, money or time, I think of wallet here in the plum. He said to me wallet. Plum is still angry that she did not react, look at, and later realized that wallet in his pocket bag. She pulled out, the one about the direction of throwing in the past. Did not expect a sudden hit the door on the wallet and was bounced back.
Plum did not pick up, and she walked away. The move to plum later regretted, because with her, after all, is a northern man, northwest guy. Plum often recalled, all right that they have a kind of remorse.
Later he declared playing billiards play and small balloons, playing a 10-fat is not shot.
Plum they saw some travelers, walk in a different direction on the road, but also saw some villagers go in them. They asked the road, but also by the feeling of walking around and asked road, but also toward a unknown direction.
One elderly female villager came camel waist, her slender young man of roughly the same woman was a bit too much of the lake it, years have made her waist and can never be too straight. She hear clearly, and Jian-Rong hotel. Her hoary finger guiding them.
Rice point there half an hour, the boss came back and give them to the orange side, he was stripped of the one handed plum, plums made a surprise she moves herself, her orange peel a good push to the small Xuan.
He proposed that the need for at least half an hour cooking anyway, I would first take a break upstairs bar. Plum understand that he began to implement his planned revenge. Plum knew she was not escape, and she went upstairs with him.
His eyes often Jingji of color, once again reminded, and he is a northern youth, Northbound years old, he came to Shanghai study. Since then, his language where there have been many elements of the Shanghai dialect, but also Shibu Chang appeared in English word or phrase.
He returned to the room, he became like a young Ningxia, and he moves a true and sensitive (the phone later that night, he asked him plum is not true, plum that he would not answer, or said he would like his habit of to bypass the topic, but he said, is true.) his hand to seize the plum, plum put his hand turned down. Him to come, plums pushed. Times Samban.
Can not bear plums, burst into tears. Plum sat on the bed, it was his as she sat there, it plums with 2 to press there. Her tears could not stop to stay. She did not speak. He forced her. He forced plum looked at him.
He said that what I have been cheated, no time is the 23-year-old girl helped me to go out, she changed my view of girls in Shanghai. He married an educated youth, if she did not marry, I will pursue her.
Understanding, plum do not speak, plum not understand, plums always feel in a small propaganda front, he put it too far. After all, agreed with him plum lived in a room.
Plum broke down in tears to say that my fault. Plum always repeated the words. He said, do not say so, you do not think so. You do not think you're wrong.
Plum also broke down in tears to say that my fault.
Plum for today threw her wallet, and my heart pain. She could not afford to express. She just said, my fault.
Plum rocked by him, she said, I grew up my father is not a pro, I would like very perfect for the future, I do not want to hurt.
Again downstairs, plum calm, and this time would like to declare is also really nice small and not because they were both things and what to say.
That red rabbit meat is no longer Pen Pen incense. Plum lost interest in eating right. But she decided not to rush back to Shanghai, cherish the time together with him. She also participated in chat, saying that a number of historical allusion.
They later talk about politics or something, plum listening to, although not exactly the same point of view, but it does not produce too many bad feelings.
He pulled out a cigarette, thought a little bit like thinking there is a gently to another one on the mahjong table, the three men each cigarette. Then that would like to tell the boss declared that he and the small one cigarette. Small Xuan do not smoke, and cigarettes were lying there.
Balcony that is a thin line, it's a family man and fuzzy, and human migration linked together, or that it is a person all kinds of labels in a precisely this label on many people's lives have been insignificant. But there is such a juvenile was a bit different.
Imagine, when a Northbound-year-old Muslim youth, came to this one in a hundred years ago with amazing speed the development of distant lands. With a backpack wrapped in a "Muslim's funeral," read on the balcony of the last part of the tears.
This is his telling plum, but this impression of stubbornness to remain in the minds of plum. She seemed to see if there is a precocious and smart juvenile came, when he was willing to by pressing his own nature and instinct of life, he increasingly found it difficult. Like-minded classmates and callous enough to sleep in a friend, forget about there. That a juvenile in a precious years of freeze-frame, that night the wind, perhaps similar to tonight. In the ordinary course of the school near the balcony, and from juvenile, only that a juvenile stopped falling, the spread of the hands of the book, then the equivalent of his nation's history textbook, then active in his book, and strong momentum our ancestors, perhaps he felt vaguely that time the book with all the surrounding how lack of coordination, but that moment, his blood did with the book's hero beat together. Holidays twice a year, way back when the well-being of joy and happiness, back to school is a sense of loss is also a new find, a blend of South and North, the extrusion of inferiority and loss, painted on the rings one by one. One day, he can also be said of the occasional awareness of plum necessarily know that I seemed very difficult to sit down to a return to reading this book.
Plum is also the same. Plum felt this sense of loss, she began to wonder whether in the past can be easily cut, such as his contribution to this nation to the memory of past feelings, for example, after many years she would not have thought about the balcony that night, that he was scolded by a cell phone turned off, throwing of a fuck, who to call. This sentence threw a small island, but could not explain what he was after. Only in the later days, the plums will think of it.
Returning to the subject matter is still on the balcony bar. Downstairs lights a bit dim. Have a card mahjong paste it, it does not sound great, but can listen.
The dark night, the slightest cold plum is intended to give the slightest fear. His first return, and a strange man to go out and stand on one, plums did not see him, but the heart is still in great thought of his. To see if he should be the need for a courage, and plum fear.
That the white farm house like monotonous slide off the wind. Open space downstairs there are many idle cylinder. The female boss is downstairs in the kitchen for you?
Boundless blue-black night sky, like a student used the ink, then it is an innocent era.
He said that is really not see five fingers reaching. Plum said the mouth not see white teeth.
He did not catch. Plum repeated. Well, he uttered.
The heart has a Jingji plum, plum to hear his voice is so young, if that Northbound year-old boy came from that school came to her side. That juvenile in later years, tongue and legs are always in a state of fatigue, many of his grievances, he looked forward to a return to a return to that one day he sat down, he thought he still has hope for. Plum said he was unhappy, in fact, that he can hope for.
He said the wallet you are afraid to throw in my face. Your eyes are always white me!
Plum's heart felt a pang of pain, she could not afford what to say. Plum thought a bit vulgar that you got me, and still cherish me? I love you, I say so, and have my real degree. Because I am not resigned to mediocrity. I do not want to play.
But the plum really think that many years ago to hear that the voice of youth is very real. Yes ah, the cruel people can be beautiful can also be transparent and can be ambiguous. Plum think of a word, one can rob and kill all living creatures can also be Purdue. But the plum told myself I could be like you, you can be more than the love you. Can you understand?
Looked at me. Please be assured that this night, he sent his heart every word of sincere, he emphatically said, looking at me.
Plum courage to look at him, and plum head bowed, his head to explore the balcony outside the window. Cecil drizzle.
He asked why I am always unlucky. He did not understand ask questions, and asked plums are also asked myself.
Plum thinking, people inevitably emotional entanglement, because we all desire love, but when love comes, people in hesitation. Smooth and beautiful love will degenerate. Those hidden betrayal and for some purpose of "mutual love" are polluting the human mind. Plum remember that he said at noon, we have been polluted a lot of back and forth. Which unit got away from sales, one to do sales, and be able to nose clean, this is really a big problem. Can humanity really is to obtain for themselves to pay a higher price.
Plum wanted to persuade him to go to a collecting folk songs, one out of books that, away from the kind of vicious circle, although the new work will also have a number of confused, this is still better than in some business circles. Plum dare not say, because plum know he will not be easily decided. He has people in rivers and lakes.
Plum's head bowed, her inability to explain what these are in order.
Off to one side, he said, you tell me good, I know that when I climb behind you. I Hello, you know.
Plum listened moved. But she also knew they could not answer a lot of whys? In their time now, he will become, and plum told myself.
Plum think that is why we live in, forever.
Spray mosquito herbs scattered lost. He returned to the room to shower the.
Plum went downstairs, and she would like to sleep alone tonight, as once again put into, and only hurt yourself more. Soon, the scenes here, after returning to Shanghai would become silent again a trace. Plum can be hear clearly and can remember is that these voices.
You can forget, but we will not be a plum. From her the day of her life experience to know the very day, from her failed to Beijing to pursue her future, she became a little more self-love of the. She would not indulge themselves, but in order to love, she no regrets.
Plum walking downstairs, looking around in this dark night of the farm where a small hospital. Rain roof, the softly hum, washing with, and plum looked to the second floor balcony, and she seemed to see another one back, "plum" was standing there, do not look at him, he would "plum" look. , "Plum" dare not see, he Banguo "plum" of the shoulder. "Plum" still do not dare. That in the air flash fuzzy points of light flash by.
Plum standing downstairs, yes, she saw him, and he saw his eyes bright and penetrating.
Plum would like to clarify their own ideas how hard it is. Including the desire including love. Right now most people dare not made love. The feeling is sinking. The depth of his plum is still upward, and looked at, love his eyes there's something happens that he wanted to settle the rack. Our plum from the North. In her mind, love of life, as the wording of freedom of the seas far more with money such words, it is so simple, she is a northern girl.
I have heard that, he is almost as if to say carefully, he said, when I climb behind you, I love you. I also know that you like me, you have done a lot for me. Why is a Hui, fuck, luck is always me?
Plum also heard, that set him on his cell phone text messages called, he said, fuck, fuck who is the phone?
Several days later returned to Shanghai, but also recalled the Plum in his voice at that time there is hope. Just such a voice has resounded in the depths of her soul.
Point of view to go further, balcony. There clearly are two people. Wind and rain. Plums are puzzled felt a bit cold. The entire sky in shake.
The scenery here, the impression left to the plum, plums have been thinking of that balcony. A loss is the best explanation. Have just passed a section of emotion. The crisp sound of wow.
God damn it, who give me a call. It seems as if these words ringing in the night sky, the heart of a dynamic plum, plum plum many girlfriends have said, you Xintai Ruan, not too much for a man moved.
Plum has been fathom whether he is in love with yourself? (Plum also know that virtually give him pressure, but this is not the original intention of plum) plum scary. Plums are always spoke insincere, she always said she did not know how he is Yao had to say. In fact she was always jealousy for their big day hair and throwing wallet and sorrow. She can not say so. She also has self-esteem, and she never, and things get out of someone else, and she did not know whether she really likes his own when he was on the bed, became his slaves.
The surrounding is very quiet. That day is not bringing a moonlight night, only the cold wind accompanied by rain, plum heart is in the wind are more hesitant.
Again it again, and plums, and he was just a pair of netizen, and she saw him stick in a post. Say that a person really boring. Meet them on a tea house. They are so understanding. They talk for a long time that day. Never send people to let him return home, plum home. When he was gentle and humble. Spoke of many of the nation and history, and his related topics. All the way through a muslim Hotel. plum, said the way I was not Muslim halal shop. I remember he said that he arrived in Shanghai when he borrowed a bicycle to the Islamic way to find halal shop. but did not. plum said she arrived in Shanghai, is also to the Islamic way to find , also could not find.
Room bed There are many dying from unknown sources of mosquitoes and insects. Plum could not stay in the room, she came out a lot back. Cold outside. Think of him, there is a warm heart.
He lamented his back in bed, he did not speak. But Plum has clearly heard a voice ---- we have been polluted a lot of back and forth. We have all been polluted a lot of back and forth. We have all been polluted a lot of back and forth.
This sound amplification with plum breathe.
We have all been polluted a lot of sit back, he came to smoke, plums have been finished and a bath. She did not want lights. She always had a hunch that if tonight is not long talk with him later no chance.
We have all been polluted a lot of back and forth.
He suddenly got up from his bed, pick up cigarettes. Then he pulled one of the plum.
Later, he went to open the bathroom light.
Plum convinced that such a night, is unforgettable.
She was tense, she always Gao Rao said that to urinate.
We have all been polluted a lot of back and forth.
Her efforts did not urinate, he'll get a paper towel. Plum was somewhat embarrassed.
She also nervous, and another to go back to repeat the bathroom.
We have all been polluted a lot of back and forth.
Plum know for myself what was going on, and she caught, she fell into another back. Night-ri.
Condensed into a layer of tears, his face dark halo. She washed the face.
We have all been polluted a lot of back and forth.
Lie on a daily basis the number of User on the Internet, how many people look forward to Ctrip online.
In Shanghai, they already had. Plum second time to see his "brother," she a little nervous, objective existence, it big, but thick.
He issued a peremptory tone close to that stamp you stamp your stamp you.
Plum looked at his mouth, that voice is not in physical stature from a man sent there, but it sounds so intoxicated letting plum plum afraid. Plum think of it, had to ask him before, if you have a daughter, do you let her habit of strict Muslims do?
He arrogantly said one, I've never give birth to a daughter. I would like to have a son, to his indoctrination of our education.
Plum thought here. They no longer speak, floating in the faint light inside. Plum feel that they are a piece of iron, and has been at the top of that two-beam eyes, like magnets sorption. That is the truth looks like a man moved, the eyes Zhigou Gou, and facial features are concentrated closer to the middle. He looked more like a Muslim man, and red skin, a plum say, on the first of a probe or a shake. 2 is very focused around, spray with a gloomy wild blinked. His facial expressions and has become and the day had changed, like changing a person's hair close to forehead, very weird kind of cute. Very much like a young Wanye of the play. On a chain around his neck to his mouth always shaking his break out in a Young male head, knocking back the necklace. Plum like to see him this way, although he was in Shanghai yesterday, when the pain is still left vaguely plum pain.
Paying lip service to his thin, it is like kissing when suddenly a bite. Like a snake.
Plum will be uttered a scream, only a small cry. Letting him down and continue to the next one crazy hot action.
Plum think of her a few Muslim people have seen into a hotel, that did not take the lead in tall, but put up two fingers, said two boxes.
He said box is the beer.
He light whisper, tell you, my mother is Han.
Plum gently asked, what do your mother to eat pork? When she returned her parents.
He shook his head and said that she had been back since.
Plum my heart filled with a bustling burst of feeling, like his father may actually be a pretty man's man. Otherwise, how will make a woman to accept his nation of rules and prohibitions do. Plum also has a high school classmate's mother is in such a way. Plum went to his house more than back, see where her mother burned what mutton soup, has been mistakenly think she is a Muslim.
Plum re-think of her a few Muslim people have seen into a hotel, that did not take the lead in tall, but put up two fingers, said two boxes.
Bed in hum Yaya sings, it is so singing. Plum reluctantly but she always tension, and she pushed him. She went to the bathroom.
She felt his following, and she reached down and leaned his shoulder at the past, she said, I have to fear that your so big, so great.
A slight tingling feeling that kind of hit all over the body. She Hold him.
Go, you can adapt to it? He was ecstatic to see him bow, his eyes staring eyes forward, like the Jews discovered the gold. He jumped up like a child-like, go and get plum tissues. He's happy like a child, the light, like monkeys in the walk between the bed and bathroom. A small pair of slippers is the slope with the.
Plum re-think of her Muslim people have seen a few afternoon into a hotel, that did not take the lead in tall, but put up two fingers, said two boxes.
He continued to plum clutching shoulder, lively and loneliness. (Plum said to him on his long pour over a shoulder is very acid)
Plum sigh of relief that she give up a little on the balcony of the concerns. She was so afraid of what his much she can adapt. She will also meet many, such as tolerance. Perhaps she thought that she can adapt to longer life. Plum has been looking forward to.
He happily kissed plum said, his eyes brightly. Hey, you me, Hey, you me.
Plum in pain with, but she still felt pain after the kind of discomfort.
Plum is still thinking about her a few Muslim people have seen the afternoon into a hotel, that did not take the lead in tall, but put up two fingers, said two boxes.
Is that you are angry with the color of the urging me,
I can bear.
I made you a slave,
I can afford because I have a feeling the north,
In the south of me, mind wipe it away.
I understand that those who have it flowing track.
I like to say in particular want to tell you I love you!
He shook his head lying in bed a little puzzled, he said, and you ask me, you will marry me?
Plum listened, she felt he was somewhat misunderstood his meaning. She did not know how to express her efforts Nu said, I do not give you any pressure ah, I just do not want to just play, we can, we can come to the stage, but at least in the beginning, we have a ways to go in longing. I have just had, I would not be so hurt. If you do, tell me, I do not want to, and so I can not stand.
Plum crying, she felt his hands behind a Shenguo stroked a bit of his tears in their eyes. As if he too believed that she was crying.
Plum suddenly felt chest really hurts, and she was almost heart do the talking, and she is deeply in love with the Muslim youth, as the first day we met him at the bar, she happily talking about, she thought that was a principled Hui ethnic, marriage stubbornly persists. She stated the inside of many Muslim surname. She was hesitant, she was afraid of losing him. She then saw that his eyes are bad, but she was more is that it is a spiritual qi. Several days later a telephone call from her mother told her a story (slightly).
When you want to up the night before, followed him back to his residence to pick up luggage and then return to their residence. , Where he lived a girl. The girl dressed in pajamas washed pale, thin eyes, neck, there are many red Peas, staring straight to him, had been leaning in the door, he packed his things in perspective, but also always rushing to come and help.
The small group he wishes to throw refuse, she also ran over his hands take over. Still like chipped.
Plum understand that a life of loneliness. Besides, he explained to her that he long ago bought a house, the girls go to work in mediation. Living in the here and washing his clothes, do not pay rent, only one over.
Plum understand a person's loneliness, plum and because there are three lonely male tenant in the same room. But the plum to help them live in. It is conditional. They are all college graduates, more than four years in Shanghai, office workers, and plum doors are to be closed.
Instead he closed the door, and his bedside table stood the girl with the slender phone.
Plum's jealous also have originally of. Her thick felt the slightest scared.
Plum childhood awareness of the Hui people's knowledge, there are many, they are very united and dedicated, and Han are generally not dare to bully them. There they are always sensible, always be able to overthrow the truth of others.
Dense hairs that do not, there is no blast from the date of the same blue veins like earthworms Hui young man with a look that he wears glasses to speak with a smile, he is a Southern youth. Between trance, he jerked her Yibalaguo plum by the bedside, as if he is a heart with a burning ambition of a dedicated young people of the Hui. However, from his long journey Northbound-year-old that year, he bid farewell to the homeland. The distribution from his back once again to return to this piece of land. Many parts of his body is in a Shanghai youth.
Plum want to eat lunch, the plum said that he was the North who Nan.
Heard a chicken, he looked at his watch bad CA 9:00. He stood on the up. He said he had one night around her, hands ache.
October 6 of the Taihu Lake, a quiet and empty that they had finished eating breakfast out of the main room, the boss take the initiative to say, you know what? This morning, three people died is our brigade who drive in from Dongshan to Shanghai, they are Shanghai University, they are on the road was hurt.
They left the simple, innocent and a small deserted homes, there are several idle clatter of chicken in the grass or wandering, or rummaging in the grass to escape the bug. The rural access roads have been thin late autumn sunshine, scattered loose embrace. Island left behind by them, there are scattered here, people.
October 6 The Sanshandao visitors was short, but still can be kept on the island in early Lu-yu, the eyes of curious travelers who read inside. They were a group of 35, there are adults with children, the elderly have, they wear out of tune with the surrounding farm landscape.
A very secretive side of the lake, rolling with no distinctive peaks. Plum Lake to distinguish the direction unclear, and many yachts starting from a hill, heading for another place for a very disappointed, towards another hill of.
In the distance a Coke bottle floating on the lake. .
Plum asked fisherman girl, and now Is that all? Taihu Lake on the boat shook sing "Taihu Beauty." Villagers smiled.
1 hot pepper floating in the lake, he said, you Look at hot pepper, you Look at hot pepper, fish to eat.
Small undeclared work fine, after all, the people of Shanghai and thorough, he advanced to the supermarket and bought a hat with a red jackets, the hats are also fastened. This trip gives quite a deep impression is that he is always like a magician from Nazhi little bag took out a variety of cross-brand drinks.
Xuan and from the small bag out of a vest bag, Qulao fish. As if this fish is called what the IOUs. Reminiscent of the waves inside IOUs.
The morning light got into the windows and doors, 9:00 wash finish.
Plum color on the pessimistic guess things are always to be verified. He cared about her and gave her to wear a thick coat, but he also had some absent-minded.
In a small pier, where there are many of the old out of the fishing boats and rubber boats, but also a yacht is not old, he looked in the past also paid attention to. Near the lake there are older and hard-working peasant woman in the laundry, naturally, the same place and vegetables.
The village people asked, you come from. Because accent, he and Plum are not easy to answer. Small Xuan back said that Shanghai.
Plum looked at this place, generation, regeneration and may be very small islands. Plum and his are not the people of Shanghai, but it has come to Shanghai because of fate. But also because the fate of them because the Internet is awareness, and a trip.
The plum was moving his hand pulled, inexplicably thought of running water, think of the time, but also think about what will happen after the return to Shanghai. Plum little afraid.
They sat on a pier, he was Phi a thick clothes. Non-stop flashing golden spot. It is a mysterious rhythm all around the pier projection plane.
Taihu Lake in the silently flowing. Hsu plum in her shore, a vow, that she wants him well, she did not want to lose him. Would like to see in his eyes flashing, would like to see his hand suddenly pull off their own. Guozhi Chu would like to see him, leaving cigarette butts, leaving the empty bottles, are willing to blame his eyes projected onto their own eyes.
If it is difficult to imagine how this place would be like Zhuxia Qu, plums have begun to miss Shanghai. That crowded metropolis is also the chance of her tears, she also has practical jacket.
He brought his coat to a plum, plum a little slow to take over. Plum said, I was long-sleeved, or do you wear bar!
Him not to wear.
Also call that brought them to the boatman. The boatman, did send them to this island is likely a deliberate act of sending them to the remote location, leaving the phone, develop them to become a repeat.
Boating lake, their hands grasping each other, wear a lifejacket. He was very cute. Plum remember to go and when declared from the rear seat of a small call them, for they took a group photo. Wear life jackets at the time plum backward.
Plum in the exclamation, and she believed that such a trip to the river brings a mysterious plum color.
However, plum, and his siege also more powerful things. Let us look once again that a contemplative Miss Mei small pier that morning. In fact, plum also waited at the island, it was Plum's heart.
Plum did not take, and she still looked at him, after drinking two bottles, letting the boss wife on the two bottles of beer, he did not eat that night. She also felt that there should be hard to tell the juvenile or young people, he stood beside her; plum did not go, she would also like to eat, he set aside a good orange for her, but she was give a small Xuan been to eat (which is also the scene that she would always regret it, that moment is painful and heart plum); plum does not go, she heard him say fuck Tens; plum does not go, she opened the door that another back the door, listening to the sound of the water bath; plum how to walk out? She is still room to wait for his hand to pull his hands, and plum will cry tears wet plum heart; plum did not go back to what he Banguo another plum shoulders; plum once again, lying down, the watch The eyes of his mysterious.
Later, she held out two pomegranate Zouliaohenyuan way, she is still not tired, she would like to see a pair of pomegranate long together. A woman is such a man is easy to forget his pain, to love, a woman is always the case.
Sanshandao on the surf, and plum sound issued. Her hands had been clutching his hand, she was willing to do to come. Followed is to Mudu. Necessary to leave the island, and Well.
Is ashore, and plum pomegranate bought three, two is one the branches, and she at him. To another individual to the small declare.
Mudu town, said that the town is the Emperor Qianlong Mudu came six places. In Shanghai, many places have such a poster.
Out of the car, the small Xuan forget to buy his "reference information." He was cheerful to go to a kiosk to buy. He did not move.
By Mudu, after all he is often on business, the opening of the first to ask the return journey back to Shanghai coaches. The results did not asked.
Walked the streets, where the river is generally across the street. They are optimistic about the bridge road map, a the narrow streets of the housing-intensive walk, white sun sometimes the lake, the walls of houses on the jump.
The food market here, generally the bridge only in the bridge, along the street are lined up in the morning butcher to leave the stone there are still edible animal blood. Plum think, in Su Tong's novel, has said, if you want to hear how people like Suzhou, an argument, the bridge of the market is a good location.
Bought a package. Into many small garden, architecture format is the same. Even some of decadent beauty by size-fits-all.真好比美女，如果远观让人兴奋，如果走进了都一样。
梅子想说许多，但看到大家也就是归心似箭。她似乎也心事忡忡。在这样的经过后代整修，墙都要做成木头的主体的园子，观赏的兴致一下子被挫伤了。
很少见到未经改造破坏的门墙的门，走过了和看过了许多古老洁净而短促磨光了色的桥，梅子他们坐在了店里，有了一种少数民族的那种知恩图报，那种我们可以称之为血性的感觉。他们脸上又带有相仿的宽容，这是在木渎镇上的一家回民餐馆里。在这之前，梅子正好要说，能找到一个回民店就好了。就在这时她看到了那个扎红头巾的女人。随后看到了回民字符的牌牌。
土豆丝炒得很烂，大家几乎没吃多少。这是耕还田的农民离开家园后，享受政策在这里开的店，他们放下锄头，拉上孩子坐上了火车，带着免税的公函就来到了这里，几乎就是把家庭小炒的水平摊上了餐桌。梅子想说什么，可是他不说，这也是一种宽容吧。梅子点点头。把土豆丝放在了最边上。
在回族的店里很容易谈到回民的礼节什么的。他说到开斋节什么的，有许多限制吃喝的清规戒律。
梅子问他，你遵守吗？他说，那我还不晕倒在工作台上啊？
他说他都快退到墙根了。梅子看着他的眼睛，若有所思地点点头。
他说小时候妈妈一做面条，他就急。梅子说，你命中注定要到上海，命中注定要跑苏州。小宣说他的筷子，拿在头上，是离家远的。梅子说，我拿筷子在中间，我回家只需十四个小时。 You?
他说，三十六个小时。不乘飞机，只乘火车。
有许多回族人愿意表现自己的血气方刚，闯过码头见过世面。说起话来都是头头是道的。
又进了一个园子，他对梅子说，把这个园子给我搬回家。把那个盆景给我背回去。
他帮梅子拎着那两只石榴，梅子去卫生间了。他对小宣说，我在亭子那里等你。
可小宣却说，我要钻山洞。
梅子在卫生间听到了，她出来对正要进卫生间的他说，我在亭子那里等你。
他们后来一起从山洞处走。梅子抓紧了他的的手。
梅子在街上走，看见人在面板上拧麻花，两条拧在一起，而后娴熟地在尾处扭一个花，那个动作带有技术性。没看清，反正，这一对人包括这条街上的许多人就是以此为生的，总是重复一个动作。一男一女可能是夫妻，两两相望，也不知在交谈什么。
这种节奏有点可怕。梅子边看边走着。
梅子看着，她看到一些长相似乎不是这个镇子上的人，他们迁居而来，带着家口，或许只是一个人来做生意，在这里留下了家口。这些人大概与这里有缘，或许会终生生活下去。这些异乡人他们或许本身就是应该出生在这里，但投胎时投到了一个地方，后来又通过他们的努力回来了。
梅子觉得自己到上海来，就是实现了自己在原籍可能永远都不能实现的愿望，至少在青年时代不能实现的。所幸在一个时刻她来到了上海，并在一步步实现着她的愿望。她似乎看到了那一线希望，她始终在朝那个方向在走着，一如她与身边这个青年，她希望大家是郑重的。玩味也只能是一时的快乐，但长久是需要增尽宽容，相互扶携的。当她对一个男子说我爱你时，她有一种深切的感觉就是来自于她是一个独立的，她有一种时刻投入的果敢和爱心。
梅子常常认为自己生下来不吃猪肉。她可能本来是应该生在一个回民家里的，只是投错了胎。
他的计划说完之后说，总是会用商量的口气问，可以吧？
梅子总是对他有几分敬畏，说，你的说法很得当，再问我们，你适合做个小领导。
他看了他一眼。
那是什么明清购物街，安静而萧条，一只只店都被铁将军把门。有个上海饮食店开着，梅子问他有无回上海的旅游车，那人说，只有去火车站，坐火车或坐长途车。
汽车在著名的苏州街面行驶，直接向远处显得有些巍峨的火车站驶去。街边热闹的铺面，还有梅子一向青睐古建筑在里面安静地夹着，他们可能是宋代的砖塔，也可能是更遥远的古人琢磨并修建的，路边还飘过肯德基麦当劳的影像，此时心思不定的梅子的注意力在车尾。他已沉下去睡着了，看不到他的贴着头皮的头发顶。梅子快步走到车的后面，与他坐在一起。他坐在那里有点象这个城市的市民，困倦着，对这个城市有点因熟悉而麻木。
苏州火车站这是一个不算太古老的火车站。估计他已无数回地来到这里。
在站门口的广场边停着一辆瑞峰轿车。他象受了刺激一样，身体弹了一下说，就是这个车，我们公司前两天出事就是坐这个车。以后我们公司财务说的人坐长途大巴车不给报销。
象在上海来时的感觉一样，带有顺理成章的感觉，黄牛票，票到手，马上这班火车就要开了。梅子抓紧了他，梅子常常觉得自己就是一个孩子。她看着他把包反背在前面。常出差的他有了一份在外的从容舒展。不过稍稍留意，他的下部总惯性地向前动。
她说，你这样很象个孕妇。
他说，有这么舒服的孕妇吗，手可以搭在包上。
他把票折了一下说，改改这个日子，改成11月6日，好报销。
梅子说，你11月6日会出差吗？
他用固执的口气说，我想那天出差就那天出差。
在火车上他总是让梅子靠在他的肩上，梅子让他坐在靠窗。他不，他让梅子坐在里面，他不靠在梅子肩上，他要梅子靠在他肩上。他象命令似的，拍拍自己的肩，示意梅子靠在他的肩上。
虽然是归心似箭，但梅子还是希望火车还是开得慢一点好，永远开不到上海才好。她愿意与他的时间在无限地加长。她愿意。
礼仪风度，总之文明吧。小宣不让对方有人把脚放在他坐有椅子上。
回到上海七天悠悠长假行将过去，就象孩子时代疯了一个夏天渐渐安静下来了，该穿着工整的衣装赴校门了。港口码头车站归来了许多玩倦了也不愿意回来的人。
身为一个成人,那就是只能是嘴角现出疲惫木然的笑了，沉重而孤独地步入轻轨，许多男人爱看漂亮MM，这也许是一种享受，一旦成为唯一的审美也造就了自己的些许不现实。
你是到我家，还是回你家？梅子小心翼翼地问。
他笑说，去你那里，免得你有心理障碍。
这障碍指的是前面提到过的借住在他那里的一个女孩子。
他的鼻孔里发出一种不可名状的喘息，他这样在这样一个晚上有好多回了。
一辆开往枫林路的车是临时车。梅子正想说什么，看到了临时的牌。他们一起上了。他照例让梅子坐在里面。梅子轻轻地靠在他身上说，我是不是太胖了。
他很肯定地说，就这样，这样好。
梅子不知车里空气有点闷还是她的心中有点闷。
怎么突然有了一种老人式的苍凉之感。
他们没有吃饭，梅子要去烧饭。他没点头。他躺在沙发上很舒服的样子。
梅子说了一番话，最终还是倒在了他的怀里。那里是他第一回抚摸他的手，第一回在她的耳边说，我们都多大了的地方。
他们相互亲吻着。又来到了床上，梅子又一次被融化了，她变成了一朵棉花。梅子这回没中途逃掉，没有小便的感觉。
梅子在呢喃中对他说，我想做妈妈。他没有回应。梅子说完也后悔了，她的意思依然是说，我不想只是玩玩，至少我们有一种向往。梅子后悔这句话又让他去有更多的压力了。
他穿好了衣服说要去吃饭。梅子只穿好了上衣。
梅子低下头，她心头很压抑。她说，你背上包走吧，我不能。我经受不了的，我真怕我陷进去。
他过来坐下，梅子让他把咖啡的纸盒当烟缸。他开始说，越是有顾虑越不好。
梅子的心一抽一抽的，明显回到上海的他没有在三山岛时的抑扬顿挫。他说出的话，有些费力。他说到了他那一年在上海混得很惨，他给家里写了一封信，若是混不好，他就上海这个地方消失。家里人很害怕，很快妈妈动了一回大手术。因为我没留电话给他们，他们也联系不到我。
梅子听到这里，下意识地把手放在他的手上。
他有点木然的样子，继续说，我爸妈托人找到我，我妈接我电话时。她托着吊瓶来接电话。
他学着妈妈的样子。
梅子点点头。
他们又说到了小孩子。因为梅子的床头有外甥的照片，也有和妈妈的合影。
他说，我喜欢那样干干净净的小孩子。
梅子说，他不干净吗？我外甥很干净。
He nodded.
他看着梅子和妈妈的合影，说鼻子象，嘴巴象。
说起了小孩子，他说，他不会给外甥女买东西，但是他会在她大了的时候，提供给她机会到上海来读书。他说的时候看看梅子，那是纯粹北方人的一种眼神，这样的眼神亲切友爱有一种上海人不能完全理解的豪爽。
梅子记得这五天的心情，她愿意有这样的回忆。她希望好事多磨，她也有更多的想让自己更宽容她的机会。在她走地写作这条路上，她更多地希望有更多的人读了她的文章更珍惜爱情。就是这样，谢谢大家的阅读了。
再度到枫林路梅子还特意去盘了头发，梅子还去了菜场，梅子若不是因为他，懒得去菜场。一个人买点吃好了。梅子骑车在路上时接到他的电话，他说他们一起去看病人。他说还让他过来吗？
梅子酸酸地说，不过来好呀，我倒也省心了。
最后还是过来，他说要八九点钟。
照梅子原来的性格，她会不断地去电话催，这回她耐着性子上网。
自从上一回，回到上海后的表情有了些微的变化，有点漠然和古怪了。
他再度来了，他背着笔记本电脑，粉红的衬衫，上面绣了一个马。裤子是灰色的，不是很板，但较之旅行时，在激浪的太湖判若两人。那时他缩着脖子，一只手还抓着梅子，他的样子真象小朋友。
因为梅子今天与他联络过，知道他们今天工作不开心。他说了一句，差点打起来。
梅子做好一切的准备，但她的心此时此刻有点凉凉的。当看到他的眼神的时候。
他的眼神有点高傲和诡秘。梅子从他脸上读到了一丝冰凉的光芒。
这个男人他说要了，他可以把梅子按倒，梅子在他那里只是一枚棋子。那时在出行前，梅子说，那晚就要他那里住，反正那加离集合的港汇也近。他摇摇头说，我那不方便。他可以在梅子的房间住下，却说去他那里不方便。那一样啊，梅子这里就一定方便了？梅子不会计较这些，她只想知道他是不是真的爱过她，这不是梅子的想法，是所有出于真诚去爱人的女孩子的共同想法。
梅子是一个女孩子，她不会与人乱来，如果嫁了人，她认了。现在的情况是，她爱他，他在她的面前再度提到女朋友。梅子那么爱他，肯定心里不好受。她意识到自己不够宽容了，但他却没给他机会。
他炒了一个青豆虾仁，炒得很干，他去钥匙启啤酒瓶时，把手划破了。他开始动用他的牙齿。
梅子看着他，一举一动。可是梅子的瓶启不知放到什么地方去了。
他们吃得很沉闷，梅子后来吃不下去了。看着他吃。
他说要去买烟。他们一起到楼下买烟。梅子说，我去。
他说，我们一起去。他没有搂梅子，梅子在电梯里有些拘束。她看着他的背影。他似乎很平静。
在路上有两个很年轻得象学生的情侣在墙边在亲吻。他笑了，说，未成年就这样。
梅子说，你这会儿才露出笑。
他又笑了说，我只有在这个时候才会笑。仿佛他度过的是艰难的尘世。只有老人的嘴边才会有这样的苍老的苦笑。
他坐在沙发上，梅子俯在他的身上，他说，我，我，我，想告诉你，我最初的时候，我，我。
梅子的心一直悬着，她似乎知道了他要说什么，她要捂住他的嘴，但是她没。
他继续艰难地说，我，我，我，我，没有过有结果的想法。
梅子说，我没有非让你娶我，我只是不想随意玩玩，至少我们曾经有过向往。
他说，为什么我三十岁没结婚，因为我对对方要求太苛刻。
梅子没说什么。
梅子从来没有如此深情描摹过她所刚刚经历的几天，爱过的人的脸变得有点模糊了。
第二天的早上，闹钟六点准时叫响了。梅子要帮他烧饭，他说，不用。
他在镜前梳头，他最陶醉自己别人说他只有二十几岁的感觉，他也常说，我六十岁时，别人说我年轻最好了。
梅子缓缓地说，我如果嫁给你，你会有许多人，她们喜欢你的是你宁夏人的那一部分，不会因为这一点嫁你，我在三山，只有在三山才体会到了你百分百的宁夏人。
他会过来掐一掐梅子的下巴。一种邪恶的眼神，往前平行地探着脑袋。
梅子穿好衣服问，你在哪边出门。梅子问他的是从小区的哪个门出去。他指指这边。
梅子点点头。
在梅子房间里他们亲吻，而后梅子又追到门口，他看着梅子，突然很专注地低下，吻了起来。梅子能感觉到他此时的认真，更多地一种怕，他可能不再来。
做你一个忠诚的奴隶，
付出的代价太高，
太高也认了与你一同风雨同舟，
只是他现在还没玩够。
How can I do?
他在梅子的目光里穿过了斜土路，那个粉红的身影机械单薄而柔软，他摇晃着，迈着碎步，酷点象旧影片里的人，一探一摇地看站牌，最后他选择了89路，和一个年迈的女人一道上了车。
柏油路洒过一遍水了，有点黑但不怎么亮，行人很少，这是早上不到七点时的斜土路。这时刻马路上还远远不是车水马龙的时间。
梅子一直看着那辆载着他的车消融在斜土路多树遮盖的街头。风吹来，添了很深的秋意。
这就是秋中的一个早晨，89路车履行路线，缓缓驶过枫林路，与另一方向的车交错，向万体馆的方向驶去了，梅子站在七楼的窗前，那车上有一个粉红的影子。
从楼下望去，每一棵树上的叶子都是小心翼翼的，临风不动，还是说这是上海的一个普通的秋晨，在梅小姐的心中它刻下一段美丽伤感的回忆。梅子犹豫过，努力过的，改变过，只是车上的那个人没有更多地发现。陌生而坚硬地走了。门咣啷一声响。
润湿的路面，黑黑的。这样一个早晨，已没了公鸡叫声，小鸟声，和虫鸣哇声。
仿佛还与他一起走在岛上的青石板上。他在吟诗，他在梅子的记忆里摇晃着。
两个人，如果多一点那么理解，向对方多走一步，也许会更好。
他会记得这个青年，会想起他一甩脖子把项链甩到后面的样子。如同若干年前，梅子在午后的酒店，三两个回族人走进来，为首的对店老板说，两箱！
在剩余的秋天里，梅子家的电话响彻起来，是一个网友的电话，他们从来没见到过。他说，他倦了，因为许多女孩走向她又离开他。拯救他又抛弃了他。他独自在房里，过着麻木的日子。
梅子在电话听着，许久没说什么。她不知应怎样去劝自认为获取了许多但付出的代价也更多的难以归正的网友。她有的只是听着电话，让对方觉得在这个世界上还有一丝温热，有人还肯在听着他的话。
梅子的他的在电话里的声音淡淡的，已不是那时的兴奋。梅子的心里会响起那个兴奋的声音说，你适应了我，我可以进去了。此刻的他却换了人一样地说，声音也那么陌生了，一个人被宠了，就会有这样的玩世不恭的表情和声音，可能还会左右摇摆着脑袋。男人的变化就象梅雨季节的天空一样变幻无常，没办法。于他都是很有道理的。因为在他们眼里，得不到的总是好的，新的总是好的。
他不耐烦地说，会搞出事情来的。
究竟搞出什么事情来呢？梅子听到了心灵世界里的一丝尖叫，他已不是北方人了，此时的他变成了上海人，再过几年就会变成为了一件小事能吵两个小时的上海人，冷静而坚定地去吵，手都抬不起来一下。在情感上不会为了一颗树，而失去一片森林。
你好吧啦？
梅子也回问，你好吧啦？
这个“吧啦”是上海气味的。大家你说我说也就习惯了。
梅子和北方的朋友在电话里总是开心，在北方习惯了大声呼叫，梅子虽厌倦了有些人顺手抓起一个什么酒瓶或烟缸砸过去，但也喜欢这样的人，这样的人一般与势力鬼无缘。也不太会挖人墙角，不太会阳奉阴违，不太会白天做人，夜里做鬼，不太会出了公司低嗓音骂娘，唯恐别人来沾便宜。不太会有不法商贩的心态。梅子静静地回忆着，又想起他一甩脖子把项链甩到后面的样子。如同若干年前，梅子在午后的酒店，三两个回族人走进来，为首的对店老板说，两箱！
梅子变成了孤立无援的小岛。在离上海一段距离的苏州那里一直都没有回来。
梅子最喜欢这首歌：
就当重新手拖手去上学堂
Shall we talk Shall we talk
就算牙关开始打震别说谎陪我讲,陪我讲出我们最后何以生疏? 孩童只盼望欢乐,大人只知道寄望,为何都不大懂得努力体恤对方?
陪我讲,陪我亲身正视眼泪谁跌得多?无法讲,除非彼此已失去了能力触摸...
难得可以同座,何以要忌讳赤裸如果心声真有疗效,谁怕暴露更多你别怕我
写于2002年10月10日修改于2002年10月11日
作者：meilijian
