After countless months after a sleepless night, finally made a decision: to die in this muddle into, or else die in Tibet. Died there overall better bar. I think.
A man to be the hardship experienced by, well ten years ago is what I thought of reach. Continually compromise, compromise, struggle, pain in the sink, to make himself feel more and more numb. Only know that there is always the bottom line, and then continue to live like this, I will die very fast and very ugly, and no one would regret. A wrong start.
I have tired of living law. If you eventually come to mean only the daily suffering and pain, if only that the two sides formed by couples bonded looks like freezing cold, I prefer to die or leave to end I had to this option.
One voice kept on me: go to Tibet it, if they can escape, you will come back, if not, even if there Yehao death, even of ashes, but also unencumbered of the wind drift.
I then pack up your things Sheung. From Shenzhen to Guangzhou, and then from Guangzhou to Xining, and then from Xining, Qinghai-Tibet Highway to go through Golmud, Kunlun Mountains, the Hoh Xil no man's land, Tanggula, Nagqu, when the male, that wooden measures, Lhasa, Shigatse and then to Nyingchi.
I wonder if people will each to Tibet holding the same feelings with me to find the answer.
Along the way I treated the face of every Tibetan is also brilliant than the sun smile, a simple relationship, the simple material things, and pious faith there is blue sky, is the soul the best therapists. I seem to have no medication.
But by the first night in Lhasa, saw the long-standing dream of the Potala Palace, as well as hanging in the sky was a bright moon is still not stop the loss. It should be a paradise, why there are still kept in the colorful neon lights flashing, flashing should be the stars from heaven ah? This is a city I have ever seen, what is the difference?
Side of the restaurant in the square, although only a cup of beers had been drunk, lonely feel even more strongly, at an altitude of 3,800 meters of altitude on the drink would cause more vulnerable. That night, he will be my breath back from the hotel on the first floor the second floor, in the corridor that dim lighting, looked at him and gasped Jiyu asphyxiation camel's face, only to find misery. Time The Great God has dumped us in the years the river struggling for half a lifetime, I am now able to grasp only the present moment only.
Author: andyha
