Back to Urumqi (2002/9/6)
Get on the bus Habahe embark on the road of return journey, along the mountain steep, shuttle walk through the cloud.
After a iron Lieke Ti, to the Habahe, Habahe county neat and clean.
Tianzaodishe, such as the Altai station as a coincidence, a car waiting for me outside the station in Habahe to burqin go.
Burqin to, but also as a coincidence, Tianzaodishe, calculated as, a Santana 2000 is Burqin station waiting for me, up went straight to Urumqi. ,
Ten-hour trek through Karamay largest oil field, a taste of the way the power of sandstorms, 13:00 arrived in Urumqi.
Back to the earth, back to the modern civilization.
Room, take a look at his hair stiff stiff, dusty clothes, shoes flooded with horse hair, dark lovers a month, fingers the fingers, the same dark.
Open the bathroom shower faucet, red for a long time, his face, dirt is still not a net.
Remove the razor, squeeze onto the bubble, face scrape, thoroughly remove dirt, all invincible.
The dirt removed, and the mirror was found, half of the eyebrows gone.
A dog
Squatted in Urumqi 1 blocks, watching the coming and going of people. Suddenly, he felt like a dog squatting street.
You do not have a concern, and no one care about you people, all strangers unconnected with you in the walk were.
You can also do with them, for them, you are also a stranger, a stranger squatted like a street dog.
Wonderful feeling.
Everyone felt very important that everyone feel that they where in the family and friends, where is very important. In fact, the point is not important. Heart of hearts, everyone, is like I am now - a street dog.
You feel important because you feel important. Your friends think you are important because they themselves are important, you are to them (note that for them!) Is very important.
In fact, you do not understand that, you that is not important. In this world, everyone is dispensable.
Everyone just drop in the ocean. The ocean beach side of a little sand.
To understand this, it is important to understand that you do not.
To understand this truth, we are not your own.
Without you, there is no self.
Once without me, you have achieved freedom,
You also have the world.
... ...
The dog, still squatted street, watching the coming and going of people.
Friend
All the way, some people ask, why do you walk a person? No friends, more boring.
I always smiled and replied, you have it not friends? They all laughed, nodding, very happy laughter.
You can see, encountered, are a friend. Is not it? All over the world who can be a friend, is not it?
This way, friends will be shorter? Will be lonely?
In fact, I met, men, woman, old, small, leaving the address, leaving mobile phones, and 10 minutes, and hours, and a few days ... ...
Are they not friends?
Be able to say that I am a person walking, no friends?
Draw a circle, which is the friend of a friend is not the outside.
Is not in Own Prison?
Friends go hand in hand, is a good thing, but the number of shelter can be a friend of passers-by.
To open your hearts,
All people, can be your friend.
Life
A grass withered.
A flower, Xie, leaving behind a withered flower buds sway in the wind.
A sheep, and killed. His death, still with open eyes pair of translucent clarity.
A cow, slaughtered, and before his death, tears streaming over his face.
Life is so fragile.
In the face of nature, all life is so fragile!
Everlasting life, however, they also are so stubborn, it's thriving!
Everything in reincarnation.
Why are we so value their own lives? Are we not a blade of grass flower Mody?
Their own liberalization, down, do not have dedicated themselves, do not value ourselves, we just circle a natural cycle factor.
Flow
Everything flows.
The mountains flow, water flow, the air flow, clouds in the mobile ... ...
Sheep in the flow, the flow of cattle, horses in the mobile ... ...
In flow, car flow ... ...
Space in the flow of time in the flow, trip, everything in the mobile.
Why do we love the past, like the rest, like the freezing?
Solidification is always temporary, and mobile is eternal.
Lonely
Were afraid of loneliness, and why?
People like a familiar environment, familiar people, familiar with the matter. People were afraid of strangers.
The birth, the warm amniotic fluid, I heard my mother Pingping familiar with the beating heart, Enron grew up and decided you like the familiar and comfortable environment.
Was born, and snuggling her mother's arms, Zhui her mother's milk, the mother gently patted the shoulder, in the mother's lullaby to fall asleep, warm and familiar chime.
Grown up, under the care of their parents, grew up in the warm family, everything familiar and natural.
Since then, fear of loneliness, fear of loneliness, fear of loneliness.
Can not do without their loved ones, can not do without love, can not do without friends, inseparable from the unit and the same time, inseparable from the community.
People are always trying to escape from loneliness, with the work, using chat, with women, with men, with alcohol, with Kara OK, with the ... ... and filling that terrible loneliness, terrible emptiness.
Only a great man not afraid of loneliness, because the great man is always a lonely person.
Only thinking of those who are not afraid of loneliness, because the thinker is always lonely.
Everyone
The face of conscience, the face of the soul, you will find that you are a true loner, who also can not replace you, no one can replace the save you. This is the truth.
In essence, is a lonely person.
This is your soul.
You may not lonely, your soul may not lonely.
That is to find the soul of the destination to find the soul's home.
At that time, you and the world, and Mother Nature, with every tree and every one mountain, and each individual, color the same, is not the same, the same religion, not the same, the same faith, not the same ... ... and all things, with sky, and the universe, always blend, you will not feel lonely, do not feel lonely rounds, you'll never get freedom.
- End
Author: ncmg